"We can find Dr. Yin, you can forget about me and start over with Jiao Yang..."
It turns out that this is his ultimate plan.
Luo Xiaoqian let go of his neck and held his face with both hands.
"Zimo, think about it carefully, have you been happy in the past five years?"
One sentence stopped Leng Zimo.
In the past five years, it was true that he had forgotten Luo Xiaoqian and did not become crazy because of her leaving. However, the love and habits hidden deep in his consciousness tortured him all the time.
My heart is always empty, as if something important has been lost.
Are those days happy?
No!
The answer is undoubtedly no.
Luo Xiaoqian observed his expression and continued to ask, "So, do you want me to live like that? Or, when I think of you one day because of something, what do you want me to do?
What to do? Do you really want me to live my whole life with regrets, or give up on myself because I can’t accept the reality?!"
Leng Zimo shook his head. Of course he didn't want her to live that kind of life. "I just want you to live happily. Even without me, you can still get the best love in the world."
Luo Xiaoqian smiled bitterly, "Fool, without you, what's the point of getting the whole world? Yes, five years ago, I thought about many things, such as traveling around the world, such as asking you to write songs for me...
Later, after I left you and came to the United States, I realized that all this meant nothing. I went to Lapland, and I went to many places... The scenery there was indeed beautiful, so what, I was the only one
Standing in the midnight sunshine of Lapland, my heart is freezing."
Pulling him over and sitting on the edge of the bed, Luo Xiaoqian held his hands tightly.
"There are some things that I never told you. Later, when I returned to Beijing and knew that you were in so much pain due to amnesia, I really regretted it. I regretted that I should not have left you. I regretted that I did not tell you the truth. If I were given the choice again
Once, five years ago, I would never leave. I would stay and face everything with you. At that time, I thought I was great, but later I realized how selfish I was because I never asked Ben.
Your opinion makes the decision for you. Zimo, I have already missed it once. You can't make the same mistake again. How many five years are there in life? From twenty to twenty-five, that is the most important time in my life.
I didn’t leave the most beautiful time to you.”
"But……"
"I know what you want to say. You want to say that maybe you will die, the tumor may recur, and you may go blind, right?!" Luo Xiaoqian held up his palm and put it on her face, "Five years
Before, I was just like you, afraid that I was not perfect and not worthy of you, so I kept working hard, hoping to be on par with you. Now, I have my own company, and they all say that I am a strong woman.
But I found that these are not important at all. I just want to be that silly girl who is held in your arms and fed. No one is perfect, not even you. If this is another test of God for us.
, then let’s defeat it together!”
Raising her hands to hold his face, she smiled bravely with her eyes closed, "Don't you want to watch me give birth to your second child? Don't you want to see what he looks like?
