4791. Chapter 4791 The past that can never go back
How could we forget those exciting years of youth?
Now, as long as she closes her eyes, Shen Xue can still clearly remember those people and things...
Friendship at that time had no utility. At that time, loving someone was so pure... You could fly across mountains and seas desperately just to see someone with a one-way ticket.
She really misses the time at that time and the past that can never be returned.
"Yuze." Shen Xue recovered her mind from the memories, "We have all changed now. I am no longer the Shen Xue of yesteryear, and you are no longer the Zheng Yuze of yesteryear. Some things are impossible to go back to."
Zheng Yuze remained silent and did not speak.
Shen Xue put down the cup in her hand, "Actually, since I picked up your bracelet, I have also thought about it in the past few days, if we had not broken up, would we have been together..."
"Most definitely."
Zheng Yuze said.
"Maybe!" Shen Xue shook her head gently, "But...even if we are together, we will not be happy..."
"It's impossible, we will definitely be happy!"
Shen Xue chuckled softly, "You see, you never let me finish a sentence, you never listen to what I say, will we be happy like this?"
"I'm sorry." He apologized.
"No, this is not your fault. Your character is like this, and my character is also like this." Shen Xue shrugged, "Maybe this is unfortunate, or this is also lucky, at least we did not develop to the point where we hate each other and break up.
...You know, Song Lei and Zhou Haitao from our class were very much in love with each other. They got married last year and divorced less than half a year after their marriage. Do you know why?"
Zheng Yuze raised his face and looked over in confusion.
At the beginning, they were the two hottest lovers in the class.
One pair is him and Shen Xue, and the other pair is Song Lei and Zhou Haitao.
Those two people, who had been in love together for so long, actually broke up?
"Later I asked Song Lei, and she told me that the cause of the incident was actually a bowl of scrambled eggs with tomatoes. She wanted to add sugar, and Zhou Haitao wanted to add salt!" Shen Xue turned her head and looked at Zheng Yuze, "You introduced me to the drink.
Coffee, I drink it till I vomit and I can’t tell the difference between Blue Mountain and Colombia. When I drink it, there is no difference at all between the freshly ground coffee that costs several hundred yuan a cup and the instant coffee that costs a few yuan a bag in the supermarket. Even when I drink it,
Adding six pieces of sugar to it tastes bitter. Do you still remember how you used all your pocket money to treat me to a concert? To be honest, I almost fell asleep on the chair. It was just to please you that I forced myself to go to the concert.
Just hang in there and listen.”
Having said this, Shen Xue smiled mockingly.
"You are a gentleman, a literary young man, who likes romance. As for me, I am just a secular woman who likes to eat and like to stay at home and play games. In fact, I loved you back then, and I loved you very humbly. You said eating fried dough sticks was not healthy.
I eat whole-grain bread every day. You say girls want to be ladies, so I wear skirts. When I see others eating ice cream while walking on the street, I am so greedy that I dare not tell you... just because you say that ladies will not be on the street.
Those who eat...
At that time, my biggest dream was to become an elegant woman and go to a concert in Vienna with you, just like a princess in a fairy tale or a nobleman in a movie.
Thinking about how silly and naive I was at that time, I realize now that fairy tales are all lies. The ugly duckling will turn into a swan, because it is a swan originally. No matter how miserable the Princess and the Pea is, she can still sleep out of peas under the feather cushion.