Lin Shen was stunned for a long time, then turned around and glanced at the seat to his right, where Jin Yang had been sitting, and then opened his mouth, feeling inexplicably empty in his heart, as if something had been lost.
In fact, Lin Shen Shen had such incidents many times in the past three days. When she was in the company, she and Jin Yang would often go to the company restaurant downstairs for lunch. Most of the time, Jin Yang would queue up to get the food, while
At noon in the past few days, she actually once sat in front of the dining table for more than an hour. When she found that all the employees who came to eat had left, she muttered: "Jinyang, I'm going to starve to death."
Yes, why haven’t you bought any food yet?”
Then, she realized that Jinyang was no longer here and she needed to get food for herself.
When Lin Shen Shen stood up from the dining table, he realized that many of the windows in the cafeteria had been closed. Those that were open had nothing to eat. Lin Shen Shen suddenly felt a sense of grievance in his heart, and then disappeared.
I had no appetite, so I finally went upstairs on an empty stomach and continued to work.
At this time, Beijing has been heated, the temperature is very high, and it will be dry at night. Lin Shen is sleeping on the bed, and she will be thirsty in the middle of the night. After she wakes up, she habitually raises her hand to push the seat next to her, hoping to let Jin
Go and get yourself a glass of water.
However, this time, just like the previous two nights, all she raised her hands to push were cold bedding.
Lin Shen opened her eyes slowly and looked at the half-empty bed next to her through the moonlight outside the window. She was stunned for a long time before she got out of bed and walked to the coffee table in the bedroom, wanting to pour a cup from the pot.
Water, but found that it was empty, so she went to the small refrigerator in the bedroom. There was no bottle of mineral water that she was used to drinking. Lin Shen Shen had to carry a plastic cup and went to the water dispenser in the living room, and found that there was also a bottle of mineral water in the living room.
Empty.
Lin Shen Shen opened the refrigerator and found that the fruit and milk that had been in it had been completely eaten by her in the past few days.
Only then did Lin Shen realize that three days after Jinyang left her, she was so thirsty that she couldn't even drink water.
Lin Shen held the water glass, stared at the empty refrigerator, and slowly turned around in her mind. She finally figured out that she and Jin Yang had not seen each other for three days and three nights, and during these three days and nights, she had lived such a miserable life.
rough.
She was obviously not like this in the past. When she was in the United States, she would wash her own clothes, prepare water for herself by the bed before going to bed, go to Chinatown alone to eat Chinese food, and prepare fresh fruits and food in advance.
Milk, I’ll buy myself good snacks…..
Once upon a time, were the things she was worried about about herself replaced by another man?
Lin tilted her head deeply and thought about it, but she couldn't think of anything at all. She just vaguely remembered that just one day, there was fruit in her refrigerator that she could eat and drink if she wanted.
The milk she drank, and the water she could get from the water dispenser whenever she wanted.
She didn't know when Jinyang noticed that she liked eating fruits, drinking milk, and drinking water. She didn't know when Jinyang took over these things and arranged them properly for her.
.
It was only now that she discovered that there was a man who had quietly changed the independence and independence she had developed?
No wonder some people say that habit is the most powerful thing.
Behind the habit is nature.
At this moment, Lin Shen Shen had to admit that that man had invaded her life silently and was everywhere.
Just like now, even when she wakes up in the middle of the night and wants to drink water, she subconsciously looks for him. Without him, there is still no water?
Lin Shen Shen, who was originally very sleepy, suddenly became energetic. She leaned on the bed, took the remote control, and turned on the TV. There was a replay of a funny variety show, which Lin Shen Shen liked to watch before.
, but now, she feels a little boring and has no mood to watch it at all.