Jin Yang picked up the wine glass and drank it hard, as if he was addicted, and continued: "When I was with her, she didn't see me in her eyes, and I felt that every minute and every second was spent in sadness.
, but after I left, I discovered that actually as long as I could see her, even if I was arguing with her, I felt it was a very happy time."
"I think that when I come back, I can go back to the calm-hearted Jinyang I once was. But... now, do you know how much I envy the Jinyang who can stay with her even if she doesn't love me?"
There is always that one person who is engraved clearly and clearly in your life, invades your blood, penetrates deep into your bone marrow, and cannot be forgotten whether you live or die.
That person will follow your breathing, follow your memory, and accompany you until your hair reaches gray and your eyebrows will grow till eternity.
"So..." Jin Yang lowered his head and said softly, "I really want to go back to Beijing..."
What is love? In the past, Jinyang thought that love was the beauty of falling in love at first sight. Later, Jinyang thought that love was a longing that cannot be forgotten day and night. Later, Jinyang thought that love is something that will never leave you.
Companion, now Jinyang feels that love is actually very simple, love is when scars are healed and the pain is forgotten, love is when teeth are broken and blood is swallowed, love is when poisonous wine is drunk with a smile.
He had spent six years without her, and he thought she hated him. He could still live another six years without her.
Six years can make a person love someone deeply to the core, or it can make a person completely forget about someone.
He thought that even deep love may fade one day.
However, it was not until tonight that he learned from Sheng Shi that she was not doing well in Beijing that he realized how much he cared about her in his heart.
"Ah Sheng, I'm back, but I left my heart there... If I stay here, I will feel that every minute and every second I live is no longer important, because without me in my life
The one I think is the most important.”
After Jin Yang finished speaking, he let out a long sigh, picked up the wine glass on the table again, raised his head slightly, took a big sip, then closed his eyes, leaned on the sofa, and fell into silence.
Those rotating colorful lights kept shining on Jinyang's face, making his appearance even more elegant.
Qin Sheng did not speak. Everyone's love is their own unique period of growth, and no one else can help.
After a long time, Jin Yang stretched out his hand in front of Qin Sheng and said, "Lend me your cell phone."
Qin Sheng took out his cell phone and put it in Jin Yang's palm. Jin Yang rummaged through the address book for a while, and finally dialed out. His tone still maintained the gentle and low tone: "Book a flight for me.
I want to fly to Beijing tomorrow morning...well...I can do it by myself..."
After hanging up the phone, Jin Yang felt an inexplicable sense of peace in his heart.
It turns out that just returning to the person you love deeply can make you feel happy for no reason.
Before Jin Yang returned the phone to Qin Sheng, Xi Jianjin's phone number came in. Jin Yang spread his phone in front of Qin Sheng. Qin Sheng answered the phone and handed the phone to Jin Yang in the next second: "Looking for you.
of."
Jin Yang paused for a second and took the phone.
"Jinyang, what's wrong with your cell phone? It's turned off when you're making calls."
"Oh..." Jin Yang thought of the mobile phone he threw away in anger, responded vaguely, and changed the subject: "Brother-in-law, what do you want from me?"
"What else can there be? About your little love."
"Well...I've already booked a flight."
Xi Jianjin was silent for a while and said: "It will save you trouble if you book it. Otherwise, when you hear the news I am going to tell you next, you will still book the flight."