He didn't know how to describe his mood at this time. Outside the car window, the winter city of Beijing was sunny and unusually bright. It looked beautiful and warm, but he felt that his whole body was chilled to the bone.
He didn't even dare to think about what Lin Shen's state of mind was like when she was holding a mobile phone and looking for him on that cold night yesterday.
As soon as he thought about it, tears couldn't help but burst out.
It wasn't until the sun moved to the west that Jin Yang touched his face, started the car, and drove away from the entrance of the mobile business hall. He didn't know where he was going. In fact, he wanted to go to the hospital to see Lin Shen Shen, but he didn't.
I found that I didn’t have the courage to go at all.
Or rather, face it without words.
He didn't know what kind of face he should use to face the woman who desperately needed him but couldn't find him.
The promises he made to her once were all from the bottom of his heart, but now, he felt that the touching love words he said in those late nights were like sharp jokes, mocking him for saying
Can't do it.
Deep in Lin Shen's heart, she hates him now... In fact, he also hates himself... He knows that this fate is too confusing, and it is not all his responsibility. However, when a man faces such a
When it comes to things, one always has to take responsibility. No matter who was more wrong or less wrong between him and her in the past, it is actually his fault that such a life-threatening ending has happened now.
Jin Yang sighed, touched his pocket, and found that he had finished smoking all the cigarettes he had brought with him. He wanted to stop on the roadside to buy a pack of cigarettes, but he found that his legs seemed to be filled with lead and he could not move at all.
He didn't feel hungry at all after not eating for a day. He drove his car around Beijing aimlessly until night fell and the whole city became brightly lit again. His car,
He also slowly drove to the hospital where Lin Shen was staying.
He looked at the road leading to the hospital in front of him, but he didn't have the courage to drive in. He just set the speed to the slowest speed. The cars driving behind him in a hurry made their horns sound extremely harsh, but he turned a deaf ear and hesitated for a long time before slowly driving.
I turned the steering wheel and turned in.
He parked the car on the road opposite the main entrance of the hospital. In a blink of an eye, he could see the high-rise emergency building. No matter what time of day the hospital was, there were so many people coming and going, but there was no face he was familiar with.
.
It wasn't until he was more exposed and only two or three people finally appeared at the hospital door that Jin Yang opened the car door, got out of the car, locked the car, stood beside the car, looked at the hospital door for a while, and walked over.
It was already eleven o'clock at night. Jin Yang easily found the obstetrics and gynecology department according to the hospital's signs. He walked to the front desk, asked the night shift nurse about the ward where Lin Shen was, and then
I walked to the elevator and went straight to the fourth floor.
The corridor was very quiet, with only dim lights on. In many wards, only weak sleep lights were on. Jin Yang stood at the top of the stairs, his steps paused for a moment, and then he slowly walked towards Lin Shenshen.
ward.
He stood at the door of the ward, and through the window, he could see Lin Shen Shen quietly lying on the hospital bed, fast asleep. Her face looked a little pale, and there was a large needle on her wrist that had not been pulled out. It must have been the third needle.
The infusion will continue for the next two days.
I haven't seen her for so many days. When I was in X City, I imagined meeting Lin Shenshen again.
He thought that at the latest when she came to X city to discuss cooperation with the Bodi Group, he and her could meet again. He had also imagined such a scene. Lin Shenchen was sure that she was wearing a beautiful formal suit and exquisite nude makeup.
Standing in front of him generously, smiling brightly, reaching out to him and saying politely: "Hello, Mr. Jin."