Lin Shenshen happened to wake up in a daze. She turned her head blankly and looked out the car window. She was stunned for a while and then said: "Are we here?"
"Yeah." Jin Yang responded and drove the car to his usual parking space.
After getting off the car and walking back to the 18th floor, the two of them talked very little.
Once, he had an honest reason to enter and leave her home late at night, but now... he no longer has the qualifications.
After walking out of the elevator, Jin Yang felt a little sad for no reason. He looked at Lin Shenshen's door, and then slowly handed the bag of gadgets in his hand to Lin Shenshen.
Lin Shenshen raised his hand, took it naturally, and left a message: "Thank you."
He turned around, walked to his own door, took out his key, opened the door and walked in.
The door closed quickly. Jin Yang stood in the corridor, looking at Lin Shen's closed door. He suddenly felt that the short-term warmth and happiness on the way back to Beijing from the suburbs was like a dream.
, very illusory.
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After returning home, Lin took a deep bath, climbed into bed, and rested.
Jin Yang, on the other hand, was walking around in his apartment, unable to sleep. He held Lin Shen Shen's house key in his hand, but he didn't have a good excuse to pass by, and he became increasingly depressed.
Jin Yang, who had been tossing until one o'clock in the morning and had never had a good rest during this period, returned to his bedroom unbearably, fell on the bed, and struggled to fall asleep amid the mixture of boredom and heat.
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On the first day after being discharged from the hospital, Lin Shen Shen actually lived a good life. At least she no longer faced the cold, pale ward, and did not need the ward to constantly remind her that she had lost a child not long ago.
She went to the suburbs, and although her mood did not completely improve, she did no longer feel so pale on this day.
Therefore, she went to bed very early and slept very deeply.
But just because you don’t think about some things during the day doesn’t mean they won’t appear in your dreams in the dark night.
Ever since she lost her child and was hospitalized every night, Jinyang had been with her, so she rarely had nightmares. But just one night after she returned home, she was alone, and she had nightmares.
That nightmare was more like a cliché. It was still her parents, and her first child also had a bloody little meat bun. In the dream, she kept trying to catch the four of them, but she
I tried my best, but couldn't catch it. I could only watch them getting further and further away from me...
Even that little meat bun was still there, crying and scolding her: You are not worthy of being my mother, you actually let me die, you are a bad mother...
Bad mother...
These three words were like a sharp knife, piercing deeply into Lin Shen's heart, causing her to wake up from her nightmare in an instant.
Her whole body was covered in cold sweat and she was panting heavily.
It was dark in the bedroom. She coughed, but the voice-activated light did not turn on. What Lin Shen Shen feared most was the darkness. She hurriedly took out her mobile phone from under her pillow, and then turned on the flashlight.
I went to turn on the main light in the bedroom, but it still didn't come on.
Lin Shenshen realized belatedly that there was a power outage.
She curled up on the bed and adjusted the light of her mobile phone's flashlight to the brightest, but she couldn't fall asleep. As soon as she closed her eyes slightly, all she saw were little meat buns.
She was so scared that her whole body was trembling. She wrapped herself in a quilt and hugged her whole body tightly. She waited silently in her heart for when the call would come.
However, it was still dark until her cell phone issued a low battery warning.
My phone is almost out of battery...even the only light is gone...