The night was not deep at this time, but the bedroom with the windows closed was extremely quiet.
Lin Shen Shen sat alone on the sofa, and for the first time in the six years since his parents died tragically in front of him, he carefully reviewed his life in the past six years.
Paleness is her main tone and melody, and the only color and passion is the man Jinyang.
Tony said that human hearts are made of flesh, but how could she be so cold-hearted?
For the past six years, she just felt that she had to avenge her parents, seek revenge for the loss of her child, and take care of her younger brothers... She has been working hard to live for others, living with all her life, living without regrets,
But she had never lived for herself, so much so that she wronged the man who was the best to her in the world.
It's not that she doesn't know how cruel she is, not only to herself, but also to Jinyang, but she always feels that her choice is the right one.
When a person lives in this world, the first thing he loves is his parents. If he doesn’t even love his parents, how can he be worthy of being a human being?
As the saying goes, environment shapes a person's character. This was not the case for Lin Shen in the past, but six years ago, she lost too much and became too independent. She was independent and could not learn how to rely on her.
Although deep down in her heart, she has been longing for someone to rely on.
She also felt that there was nothing wrong in avenging her parents. However, what Tony just said to her was full of accusations, as if she had made some big mistake.
Lin Shenshen closed her eyes slowly and sat quietly against the sofa, asking herself over and over again in her heart, had she made a mistake along the way?
However, she couldn't imagine where she went wrong?
No one understands how heavy the blow is when your biological uncle betrays you and kills your parents. It really destroys your trust and worldview in the world.
From that time on, she could no longer learn how to trust and rely.
She admitted that many times she really wanted Jinyang to take care of all this for her, but she was afraid of losing him, afraid of losing him just like losing her parents.
She is an out-and-out coward.
Lin Shenchen couldn't help but shed tears. She lowered her head slowly and buried her head on her legs. She curled up on the sofa and clutched the clothes on her legs tightly. Deep in her heart,
He said to himself over and over again: Lin Shen Shen, you coward.
She cursed at herself, vaguely feeling that she had really done something wrong.
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The next day, the weather was still sunny. Lin Shenshen slowly opened his eyes, looked at the bright sunshine outside the window, and then moved his legs that had been curled up on the sofa all night.
She had already lost consciousness. She raised her hand and squeezed it hard twice. Only then did her legs feel vaguely. Then she supported the sofa with her hands and stood up slowly.
She first went to the bathroom to take a shower, came out and changed into clean clothes. Then she picked up the address that Tony left for her on the table, stuffed it into her pocket, and walked out of the bedroom door.
Tony was sitting on the sofa in the bedroom, as if he hadn't slept all night, his face was a little yellow, and his expression was tired. When he saw Lin Shen came out of the bedroom neatly dressed, he quickly stood up and said: "Miss Shen, do you want to go out?
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Lin nodded deeply.
Tony asked garrulously: "Are you going to the place I told you yesterday?"
Lin Shen nodded again.
Tony scratched his hair, then pointed to the bathroom and said, "Wait for me, I will simply wash up and take you there."
"No need." Lin looked deeply at the tired Tony, thinking that he might have problems driving because he was not in good spirits, so he said, "I want to go there by myself, and you can go home and have a good rest."
"But..." Tony thought of Jin Yang's instructions to keep a good watch on Lin Shenshen, so he spoke hesitantly.