685. Chapter 685 Even if I die, I will be with you 18
Bo Rui's performance just now made her once again clearly understand Bo Rui's resentment towards his mother. It was not that Bo Rui had never shown his dissatisfaction with his mother in front of her before, but at that time, Lin Shen
Shen didn't know that she was Bao Rui's mother, so besides feeling sorry for Bao Rui, she had no other feelings.
But it's different now. She is the mother that Bo Rui resents. When she once again sees Bo Rui and hears her mother's cold and hard attitude that is inappropriate for her age, Lin Shenshen feels as if someone has stabbed her with a needle in her heart.
The same severe pain.
Especially now, when she thought of Bao Rui's expression and tone when he told her that he hated his mother, her body was filled with unspeakable fear.
Does Bao Rui really hate her as a mother?
What would he do if he knew that she was the mother he had always hated?
Will he be as close to her as he is now?
Lin deeply knew that it was all her fault that she was such a poor person. Children who grew up in a single-parent family, no matter how good their background or education, still have inherent flaws.
Thinking of this, Lin Shen's heart was filled with a strong sense of guilt and guilt.
Lin Shen Shen couldn't help raising her hand, gently caressing Bao Rui's cheek, looking at the child who reunited five years later, and said softly: "Rui Rui, I'm sorry."
Really sorry.
Mom didn't want you on purpose.
Mom is always looking for you and always keeps you in her heart.
When you find out that I am your mother in the future, you must not blame me, okay?
Lin Shen Shen sat by Bao Rui's bed for a long time, then got up, walked out of the ward, and went to the sterile room.
Lin Shenshen asked for a set of sterile clothes, put them on and entered the sterile room.
It was very quiet inside. Lin Shen walked slowly to Jin Yang's side. Looking at Jin Yang who was lying there with his eyes closed and sleeping soundly, his body trembled violently.
Jin Yang was sleeping, his eyes were tightly closed, his eyelashes were extremely curled, and his face was pale, but it still couldn't hide his beautiful and delicate face, which was blooming quietly like a flower.
Lin Shen Shen gently sat next to Jin Yang, raised her hand, and held his hand.
……..
Lin Yuanai came out of Li Xiaoxiao's hotel and did not leave. Instead, he went directly to the hospital. He asked the hospital nurses and went directly to the sterile room where Jinyang was.
The night was already dark at this time, and the corridor was very quiet. Only the sound of his footsteps could be heard. When he came to the sterile room, through the large soundproof glass window, he saw Lin Shenshen guarding Jinyang at a glance.
picture.
His steps suddenly stopped, and he stared inside steadily.
He clearly saw Lin Shen Shen staring at Jin Yang's face without blinking and crying.
Because the glass was soundproof, he couldn't hear the sound, so to him, the scene in front of him was like a silent waiting.
He didn't know if it was his illusion, but he always felt that Lin Shen at this moment looked much thinner than before, and her pale face was the same color as Jin Yang lying there.
A layer of pity suddenly emerged in Lin Yuanai's heart, and he even had the urge to go in, pull Lin deeply into his arms, and comfort her.
He could see Lin Shenshen's mouth opening and closing constantly. He had never learned spoken English, so he couldn't tell what she was saying to Jin Yang, but he could see something on Lin Shenshen's face.
Layers of guilt and apology.
There was even a layer of fragile uneasiness on her face.
That layer of uneasiness suddenly made the family affection in Lin Yuan's heart come alive.
The past between him and Lin Shen was like a long movie, and the pictures began to play back in his mind frame by frame.
When she was a child, Lin Shen Shen fought for him. She got seriously ill because she was caught in the rain at night while looking for him. After they reunited, she kicked him mercilessly to block the horse's hooves...