Seeing the two people in silence, Song Lianyi suddenly changed the topic, and as soon as she changed the topic, she said this sentence.
Xiao Jingchen's eyes that were slightly closed suddenly opened and widened, and his whole body froze.
However, no matter how hard she tried to seduce him, Xiao Jingchen still seemed to have completely closed himself off, without any reaction at all.
"Achen...are you so unwilling to have me? Achen, I actually just want a child...I just want a child that belongs to the two of us...even if you can't stay with me anytime and anywhere in the future.
Stay with me, but if I have our child, the child will continue to guard me just like you... Ah Chen, how can you bear to ask me to continue to be lonely? Ah Chen, I am most afraid of loneliness and being without a family.
, you have always understood me, right..."
Song Lianyi kissed and kissed, and her tears fell down like broken beads, covering his face with scorching heat, burning like a raging fire...
Xiao Jingchen closed his eyes, sighed silently, and finally stretched out his arms to hug her shoulders, pressing her against his body, leaning down, and kissing her to stop her from saying that she was extremely sad.
words...
Xiao Jingchen closed his eyes tightly, wrapped his arms around her smooth shoulders, and his voice was hoarse, but filled with bone-deep despair: "Lianyi, I'm sorry... I can't have you..."
Song Lianyi looked at his extremely thin side face with blurry tears, touched his cheek with trembling hands, and then said word by word, as if using the last strength of her life: "Achen, whether you admit it or not,
, in my heart, in fact, I have already regarded you as my husband! Ah Chen, I am your wife, Ah Chen, I love you, I really love you..."
Xiao Jingchen grabbed her hand: "Lianyi, no!"
"Why not? Why don't you just want me? Ah Chen, do you want to give up on me again? Have you never liked me? Do you want me to be so desperate and sad that depression breaks out? You
Do you want me again..."
Lianyi was deliberately using the last method to force him to want her.
But, Lianyi, how could Xiao Jingchen let you despair again, worry about gains and losses again? How could Xiao Jingchen let you shed tears...
I originally thought that as long as you keep a clean body and as long as the footprints I leave in your life become shallower and smaller, then after my death you can learn to face it with strength and learn to accept another person who loves you.
man……
However, you easily broke everything with those words just now.
Don't say anything to curse yourself. If your fate is destined to be miserable, then all the pain will be borne by me alone. I only hope that you are still the one smiling in the sun.
A woman as warm and bright as a sunflower, I only hope that in your future life, you will no longer have setbacks, no more hesitation, no more worries about gains and losses, and no more tears...
So for Xiao Jingchen, even if there are regrets in this short life, he is already content...
Song Lianyi choked and cried, her soft white arms hugged his neck tightly, and while crying, she whispered in his ear: "Achen, give me a child..."
All the forbearance after that finally collapsed...
Xiao Jingchen held Lianyi's hand firmly, buried it in her ear, and softly confessed again and again: "Lianyi, I love you, I love you, I love you..."
We kept talking until both of us burst into tears.
…
This joy is full of final despair and sadness, full of heartbreaking memories...
After struggling for a long time, he let her go.
Both of them had tasted the forbidden fruit for the first time. Due to the poison, his body was not as good as before. Both he and she were too tired to speak.
However, no matter how tired he was, he still put on his clothes and asked for precious hot water and towels from the uncle who was ferrying and rowing outside. Then he returned to the cabin, hugged her who was covered with damp sweat, and gently used the hot water to treat her.
He washed the sweat off the two of them, wiped her dry with a soft towel, and then took her back to the bed.
He held her in his arms, playing with her black hair with his fingers, tracing her facial features in detail, as if he wanted to bury her appearance at this moment deeply in his heart.
Ripple's soft white arms entangled around her waist, and said in a soft voice: "Achen, aren't you tired? Close your eyes and rest for a while."
After all, she was still worried about his body...
Xiao Jingchen just smiled, leaned down and kissed her lips gently. Seeing the two of them silent, Song Lianyi suddenly changed the topic, and as soon as he changed the topic, he said this sentence.
Xiao Jingchen's eyes that were slightly closed suddenly opened and widened, and his whole body froze.
However, no matter how hard she tried to seduce him, Xiao Jingchen still seemed to have completely closed himself off, without any reaction at all.
"Achen...are you so unwilling to have me? Achen, I actually just want a child...I just want a child that belongs to the two of us...even if you can't stay with me anytime and anywhere in the future.
Stay with me, but if I have our child, the child will continue to guard me just like you... Ah Chen, how can you bear to ask me to continue to be lonely? Ah Chen, I am most afraid of loneliness and being without a family.
, you have always understood me, right..."
Song Lianyi kissed and kissed, and her tears fell down like broken beads, covering his face with scorching heat, burning like a raging fire...
Xiao Jingchen closed his eyes, sighed silently, and finally stretched out his arms to hug her shoulders, pressing her against his body, leaning down, and kissing her to stop her from saying that she was extremely sad.
words...
Xiao Jingchen closed his eyes tightly, wrapped his arms around her smooth shoulders, and his voice was hoarse, but filled with bone-deep despair: "Lianyi, I'm sorry... I can't have you..."
Song Lianyi looked at his extremely thin side face with blurry tears, touched his cheek with trembling hands, and then said word by word, as if using the last strength of her life: "Achen, whether you admit it or not,
, in my heart, in fact, I have already regarded you as my husband! Ah Chen, I am your wife, Ah Chen, I love you, I really love you..."
Xiao Jingchen grabbed her hand: "Lianyi, no!"
"Why not? Why don't you just want me? Ah Chen, do you want to give up on me again? Have you never liked me? Do you want me to be so desperate and sad that depression breaks out? You
Do you want me again..."
Lianyi was deliberately using the last method to force him to want her.
But, Lianyi, how could Xiao Jingchen let you despair again, worry about gains and losses again? How could Xiao Jingchen let you shed tears...
I originally thought that as long as you keep a clean body and as long as the footprints I leave in your life become shallower and smaller, then after my death you can learn to face it with strength and learn to accept another person who loves you.
man……
However, you easily broke everything with those words just now.
Don't say anything to curse yourself. If your fate is destined to be miserable, then all the pain will be borne by me alone. I only hope that you are still the one smiling in the sun.
A woman as warm and bright as a sunflower, I only hope that in your future life, you will no longer have setbacks, no more hesitation, no more worries about gains and losses, and no more tears...
So for Xiao Jingchen, even if there are regrets in this short life, he is already content...
Song Lianyi choked and cried, her soft white arms hugged his neck tightly, and while crying, she whispered in his ear: "Achen, give me a child..."
All the forbearance after that finally collapsed...
Xiao Jingchen held Lianyi's hand firmly, buried it in her ear, and softly confessed again and again: "Lianyi, I love you, I love you, I love you..."
We kept talking until both of us burst into tears.
…
This joy is full of final despair and sadness, full of heartbreaking memories...
After struggling for a long time, he let her go.
Both of them had tasted the forbidden fruit for the first time. Due to the poison, his body was not as good as before. Both he and she were too tired to speak.
However, no matter how tired he was, he still put on his clothes and asked for precious hot water and towels from the uncle who was ferrying and rowing outside. Then he returned to the cabin, hugged her who was covered with damp sweat, and gently used the hot water to treat her.
He washed the sweat off the two of them, wiped her dry with a soft towel, and then took her back to the bed.
He held her in his arms, playing with her black hair with his fingers, tracing her facial features in detail, as if he wanted to bury her appearance at this moment deeply in his heart.
Ripple's soft white arms entangled around her waist, and said in a soft voice: "Achen, aren't you tired? Close your eyes and rest for a while."
After all, she was still worried about his body...
Xiao Jingchen just smiled, leaned down and kissed her lips gently.