"Eat!" Ye Feng responded slightly and walked directly to Nuolan Haoran's coffin`````````
"lie--"
Seeing his father's body, Ye Feng knelt down straight up ``````````
This is the first time that Ye Feng kneels down. The first time in his previous life and this life.
"father--"
"Go on well," Ye Feng said seriously. His mood became heavy, and the good mood he had just created because of being with his brothers also disappeared without a trace.
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Ye Nuoer just looked at it from a distance, with two lines of hot tears slowly flowing down her face: "Haoran, I hope you live a good life in another world."
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Ye Feng stayed at home like this for more than ten days. More than ten days later, Nuolan was buried grandly. Almost everyone in the village came, and everyone looked at it in silence and said nothing.
That night, Ye Feng stayed at Nuolan Haoran's grave all night and said a lot of words that only belonged to their father and son.
In the days that followed, Ye Feng would go to accompany Nuolan Haoran every night. Every time, he would bring a lot of strong liquor, where he would be depressed and intoxicated.
He found that he really didn't fit here. He had the soul of a previous life but the body of a person in this world.
Ideological concepts are deeply ingrained and difficult to change```````````
"Dad``````````"
"How do you think I should face the world?"
Late at night, Ye Feng was drinking alone by Nuolan Haoran's grave, talking to himself ````````````
"Dad, do you really have to be cruel to people and not give others a chance? Why, when some people give him a chance, he keeps pushing further?"
Ye Feng couldn't understand and couldn't figure it out ``````````
"Isn't there a trace of humanity in this world of the jungle? Does it have to be forced to make people suspicious of each other and kill each other?"
"Dad, can you tell me why?"
Ye Feng's consciousness gradually became blurred, and he fell into sleep unconsciously.
Dream ````````
He and his father and mother happily gathered together`````````
So warm, so sweet````````
Early the next morning, Ye Feng returned home as usual, but what was different from before was ````````````
Ye Nuoer is sitting in the courtyard today````````
"Xiao Feng, how long are you going to go on like this?" Ye Nuoer looked at Ye Feng who was getting thinner and thinner, and couldn't help but feel a little distressed`````````
"How long will this continue?" Ye Feng trembled. "How long will I continue like this?"
Ye Feng doesn't know and doesn't want to think about it.
"Xiao Feng, you also said, let him go by the past, why should you hold it so hard that you can't let it go?" Ye Nuoer advised earnestly.
"Put it down?" Ye Feng raised his head slightly, but met Ye Nuoer's concerned eyes, and his heart was shaken`````````
"I really shouldn't go on like this `````````"
"Mom, I understand. I will never go to the cemetery again. I want to meditate at home for a while to think about some issues."
Ye Feng smiled and said.
"Well! Xiaofeng, I also know that it will take some time to accept this matter```````````"
Ye Nuo'er didn't say anything, turned around and slowly walked into the house`````````
"Alas``````````"
Ye Feng let out a long sigh. He also knew that it would take some time for him to let go, but he knew better that it would take Ye Nuoer a lifetime to let go. Or, you can also say that
``````She will never let it go in her life``````````
After that, Ye Feng stayed at home for a long time. He was thinking about it every day.
"What kind of mentality should I use to face the world?"
In the meantime, Wang Ling'er and Ao Tianxiang also came several times. Huangpu and the others didn't know how they learned about this, so they all took the trouble to come to Anning Village to comfort Ye Feng. This actually moved Ye Feng a lot.
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But even these encouragements were still of no avail. Ye Feng's heart was still empty and his eyes were still confused. He didn't know how to face the world, let alone how to live his future life.
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Another quiet morning`````````
Ye Feng suddenly woke up from his nightmare. Everything was dark. Loneliness and helplessness rolled over his body like a cloud. Ye Feng took a few deep breaths and suppressed the weakness that was growing crazily in his chest.
In the dream, while I was living a happy life with my father and mother, a group of men in black suddenly broke into this peaceful life and took away my father's life.`````````
I was so helpless at that time, screaming and attacking, but still unable to prevent this tragedy from happening.
Ye Feng weakly picked up the quilt and buried his head between his knees. Everything in the dream flashed through his mind, but it was so real. He was filled with extreme fear and ignorance.
He was full of confusion, but when his reason was pushed to the limit, he derived an extreme calmness for no reason, as if he had pulled away his reason and turned into another soul, watching coldly and thinking.
Thinking about ``````````
At this moment, Ye Feng seemed to have a sense of open-mindedness, and everything became clear to him.
"Is it useful if I continue like this? If I don't have the strength, I won't even be able to protect my loved ones."
"What reason do I have for wasting time like this? My master is still waiting for me in other dimensions, Weier is still on Earth, my mother is still worried about me, so many brothers and relatives are worried about me, what do I have?
Any reason to sink any further?”
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The first update is here! Good subscription today, brothers, please work hard, Xiaoda continues to explode! Hehe `````
