"I just went for a check-up, and the doctor said I'm pregnant, and it's already half a month old." As she said that, Lin Yuer lowered her eyes in self-reproach, "I'm so careless, I can even ignore such a thing.
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She lowered her head gently, lay beside him, and murmured, "Xicen, please get well soon, I can't do it alone..."
The person on the bed still stopped responding and fell into a deep sleep.
When Gu Wangchuan and Lin Yuer walked out of the hospital, someone had already sent a car over.
He drove his car only two blocks away and arrived at the apartment Ito rented for her.
Lin Yuer wanted to pour him some water, but he stopped him, "You go in and rest first, don't worry about me."
She was really tired. She didn't feel it when she was in the hospital, but now her whole body felt like lead. She was not polite to him and said tiredly, "Then I'll go in first, you can do whatever you want."
"Um."
Lin Yuer opened the door to the bedroom and went in. She didn't even take off her clothes and fell directly on the bed. Her mind was a mess. Many people or things in the past were like old films that had been slowed down.
, flashed before my eyes. Most of these pictures were heavy and painful. Only when Gu Xicen's shadow appeared, the black and white film turned into color.
Today, she fell asleep quickly, maybe because there was another weak little life living in her body, and it needed to protect itself...
Lin Yuer slept until nightfall, and then Lin Yuer opened her eyes.
Since coming to Boston, she rarely slept for such a long time. When she looked at the time, she got up immediately, preparing to take a bath and change clothes, and then go to the hospital.
When I opened the door and came out, there was food on the table and a note beside it.
She walked over and picked up the note. It was Gu Wangchuan's handwriting.
She had worked for GL before and was familiar with his signature.
He cooked the meal and told her to eat something when she got up, while he went to the hospital.
Lin Yuer glanced at the exquisite dishes on the table and could see that he had put effort into them.
After taking a shower, she stroked her belly, sat down and picked up her chopsticks to eat some. The food he made tasted good and was very light, but she really had no appetite, so she put down her chopsticks after eating half a bowl of porridge.
When he arrived at the hospital, Gu Wangchuan was there, working with a laptop. Seeing her coming again, he raised his eyebrows in disapproval, "Don't I want you to stay at home? Why don't you always listen to advice?
"
Lin Yuer came over and said, "You've been on the plane for so long. You can go back and rest. I'll just stay here."
He shook his head, "I'm not tired."
Lin Yuer didn't say anything more, took a hot towel and gently wiped Gu Xicen's cheek.
Seeing her careful look, Gu Wangchuan suddenly remembered what Aunt Hua had said to him.
When he was unconscious, she had taken care of him so patiently. Whether it was out of gratitude for him taking a bullet for her or something else, he only knew that after hearing this, he was moved.
, and felt even more guilty.
It is said that people come to this world to atone for their sins, but not all mistakes can be redeemed.
He knew exactly what he was missing.
Gu Xicen's brows furrowed slightly, then struggled again and opened her eyes.
Facing his somewhat blurry eyes, Lin Yue'er quickly lowered her body and said, "Xicen? Did you hear me?"
Gu Wangchuan looked stern, put the computer aside quickly, and came over in a few steps, "Xicen? I'm the eldest brother."
Gu Xicen's eyes narrowed again and again, and her voice was very soft, "Xiaoyue, why don't you turn on the light? It's very dark..."
Lin Yue'er bit her lip and said comfortingly, "I've found someone to fix it, and he'll be here soon."
Gu Wangchuan had learned all about his situation from Dr. Walker, but when he saw it with his own eyes, he still couldn't accept it. Why did his brother, who had always been healthy, become like this?
Gradually, Gu Xicen's consciousness returned to a clear state, and he stretched out his hand to fumble. Lin Yuer understood and immediately held his hand, so that he could feel his presence, "I'm here."
"Xiaoyue," he said, "am I invisible?"
He asked calmly, as if this situation was expected by him.
Lin Yuer held back her tears and said with a smile, "How could it be? I told you that the light was broken."
He no longer said anything, but turned his head and listened to something, "Brother? I just seemed to hear my brother's voice."
"It's your brother here."
Gu Wangchuan suppressed the sadness in his heart and walked over, "Xicen,"
Gu Xicen was silent for a few seconds before slowly speaking, "Don't tell grandpa."
"I know."
Lin Yuer stood up, "You guys chat first, I'll wash the fruits."
She wanted to leave, but Gu Xicen held her hand tightly, not wanting to let her go. Lin Yuer smiled and said, "I'll be right back." She gently pushed his hand away and walked out of the ward.
Gu Wangchuan sat across from him, "Why didn't you tell me earlier? If she hadn't called, how long would you have wanted to keep it a secret?"
Gu Xicen slowly closed her eyes, "Brother, we are all adults and we all have our own troubles and pains. I don't want to give mine to you."
"What the hell are you talking about!" Gu Wangchuan said unbearably, "Who am I? I am your brother! I am the big brother who watched you grow up!!" He clenched his fists and took a deep breath.
, said word for word, "Do you know how guilty I am for not being able to be with you earlier? You really want your brother to be crushed to death by guilt in this life, don't you?"
Gu Xicen opened her eyes again. Although she couldn't see anything, she still turned her head in his direction, "Brother, can you promise me to take good care of her again?"
Gu Wangchuan was stunned, and then he became even more angry, "Gu Xicen! Don't think that because you are sick now, I will condone you! If you say something wrong, I will teach you a lesson!"
He still said softly, "I don't trust anyone else, I only trust you."
"That's enough for you!"
Gu Xicen smiled softly, turned his head again, his smile slowly faded, and he murmured, "She has suffered a lot, which is really heartbreaking... What will she do if I am not by her side?"
Woolen cloth?"
Gu Wangchuan put his hands on the edge of the bed and stared at him, "Then live well! Take care of her yourself!"
Gu Xicen seemed to have not heard anything at all, her eyes were blurred, "Even if it is my last request, won't you agree?"
Gu Wangchuan gritted his teeth and suddenly said, "She's pregnant."
Gu Xicen's eyes were startled, "Brother, what did you say?"
"I said, she is pregnant, and she is pregnant with your child." Gu Wangchuan said calmly, "It is your responsibility, you have to shoulder it for me, don't try to escape and leave it to others! Moreover, do you think,
After you leave, will she accept others again? If you don’t want to ruin her happiness for the rest of her life, you have to live strong!"