It's not that I'm afraid of death, it's that I'm afraid that I can't continue to take care of her.
No one in the world understands better than him the sufferings she has suffered. In addition to feeling distressed, he still feels distressed. He can only guard her personally, not letting her cry anymore, not letting her feel sad anymore, staying with her, and protecting her.
, he can feel relieved.
He may even feel that the reason why he came to this world is to meet her.
No need to be one step early or one step late.
Lin Yue'er hugged his waist, trying to calm all the fears, but she couldn't yet.
His hands were shaking uncontrollably, as if he wanted to release all the accumulated emotions at that time.
He had lost a lot of weight, and it felt like everything he touched was filled with bones. However, no matter what he became, as long as she could still hold him like this and talk to him, she would feel at ease.
He seemed really tired and fell asleep not long after.
Lin Yuer looked at him, but she couldn't bear to sleep.
Being able to return home and sleep with him in his arms really felt like a dream.
No, it's even more unreal than a dream.
Thinking about what happened during this period, it was like a roller coaster. It rushed up with a "whoosh", and it felt like you were in heaven just one foot up. Then, with another "whoosh", you fell to the ground, only one foot away from hell.
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Finally, the car stopped. She neither wanted to go to a beautiful place like heaven, nor to a cold ice cellar like hell. She just wanted to be ordinary.
Compared with the distance between life and death, what kind of ups and downs cannot withstand the test?
She stretched out her arms and hugged him tightly, pressing her cheek against his chest. Although not as strong as before, she was still very solid.
I don't know if it was subconsciously, but he closed his arms again.
With his scent filling her nose, Lin Yue'er also gently closed her eyes, not wanting to think about anything but a good night's sleep...
The two of them slept until the afternoon, only to wake up when Misha came over.
Lin Yue'er stretched out. This was the best sleep he had had in a long time.
Gu Xicen was also in good spirits, her complexion was rosy, and her dark eyes were much brighter.
Misha seemed to be in a good mood, and said with a smile, "Come here and ask me, what do you want for dinner?"
"Just eat something light." Lin Yuer was still thinking about Gu Xicen's appetite. He couldn't eat anything too greasy or heavy now.
"Okay, okay, I'll go get ready." Misha called Wenxin and went out to buy things. Mi En went to Bian Yujing's old site and won't be back until later. Only Lin Yuer and Gu Xicen were left in the house.
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Lin Yuer asked Gu Xicen to sit over there, while she continued to pack her luggage.
"I'll do it." He wanted to come over to help, but Lin Yuer refused, "Just sit there obediently, you don't have to do anything."
"You can't do these things even if you're pregnant." He insisted.
Lin Yue'er smiled, "It's not a big deal to be pregnant. Besides, it's not my first time..." She stopped talking, her expression changed, and she lowered her eyes in a complicated manner.
Gu Xicen watched, walked over, took her hand and walked out.
Lin Yuer was stunned for a moment and followed him to the next door...
Mint room.
Seeing this room that had never changed, Lin Yuer's heart felt like being pricked by needles again, and her eyes were a little moist.
Gu Xicen took her and sat in the middle of the room, looking at the crib in front of her. He said, "Xiaoyue, no one can erase the past, because it is the truth. I don't want you to be with me."
When we were together, we would have worries of one kind or another." Turning his head, he stared at her and smiled slightly, "What I love is you who once had a lovely daughter, and you who were my sister-in-law.
.As long as I can live here with you, I don’t care about what happened...and the same goes for you, learn to let go."
Tears rolled in Lin Yue'er's eyes, but there was a smile on her cheeks, "It's not that I still remember those things, and I'm not afraid that you will care. I just... just..." She put her hand on her lower abdomen and lowered her eyes.
"It's just that since I had this child, I think of Mint more and more."
"I understand." Gu Xicen squeezed her hand, "We don't need to forget."
Lin Yuer rested her head on his shoulder, looked at everything here, stopped her tears, and said softly, "Why do I always feel that Mint has never left me? Do you think this baby could be her?
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She knew it sounded ridiculous, and some might call her crazy, but that's what she really thought.
Her mint has never left her.
Gu Xicen listened carefully to Ye's words, with narrowed eyes, without any trace of ridicule or thinking that she was crazy. Instead, he put his hand on hers and said softly, "He is our mint."
Lin Yue'er lowered her eyes, tears sliding down the corners of her eyes, but they were no longer sad tears.
"Yes, he is my mint."
She doesn't need anyone to confirm her, and she doesn't need anyone to tell her what reality is. She just needs to know that this is her mint, and that's enough...
Misha and Wenxin bought a lot of ingredients and planned to cook a sumptuous meal at night.
Lin Yuer wanted to help, but was kicked out of the kitchen by Wenxin. She said with a straight face, "Aunt Xiaoyue, this will be your forbidden area from now on, you can't come in casually!"
"Why?"
Misha stuck her head out and winked at her teasingly, "Because the kitchen despises pregnant women!"
Lin Yuer laughed. Knowing that they were taking care of her, she felt a little embarrassed.
"Come here." Gu Xicen sat in the living room, patted the empty seat next to her, motioned for her to sit over, and handed over the tablet, "I've visited a few places first, take a look, which one do you like?"
"What for?" Lin Yuer took it and saw the pictures on it, including the Aegean Sea, Athens, Provence, Paris, etc.
"Honeymoon." He said it very naturally, but Lin Yuer's heart palpitated and she raised her eyes to look at him, "Honeymoon?"
He shook her hand and said, "The ring is already on, so of course we will prepare for the wedding immediately, and then the honeymoon. What, you want to regret it?"
"Who wants to regret it?" Lin Yuer gently pulled back her hand, joy quietly flying in the corners of her eyes, "It's just that it was a bit sudden..."
She was a little shy for a while.
It was true that she was the first to propose the proposal. However, the situation was special at that time, and she had the mentality of not leaving any regrets. But this time it would be different, and she would still feel shy when she thinks about it.
Gu Xicen's handsome face had a look of indulgence as always, "If you wait a little longer, the baby will be born."
Lin Yue'er thought for a moment and said, "It's better to postpone the honeymoon. You need to rest. After you fully recover, we can travel together as a family of three!"