Yi Tianhao could feel that Liu Siyu's tone was so sad. A girl had to bear such great pressure and such a heavy burden. In fact, Liu Siyu at this moment was already very strong.
Liu Siyu took a deep breath, suddenly smiled bitterly and said: "Brother Hao, have I affected your mood?"
"It's nothing." Yi Tianhao looked at Liu Siyu and said, "Actually, I understand your current mood. You are very bitter, which can be felt from your music and paintings."
"You are such an outstanding girl. Among all the girls I have ever met, you are considered one of the best."
Yes, one of them is not the only one. Although Yan Xueer is not proficient in all kinds of music, chess, calligraphy and painting, Yan Xueer's intelligence is rare. Li Ruoqian is regarded as a goddess-like woman by people all over the country, and
Yi Tianhao's words mean that Liu Siyu is on the same level as them in Yi Tianhao's heart, so Yi Tianhao already values Liu Siyu very much.
"An outstanding girl like you should have been chased by countless boys around you, and should have enjoyed the feeling of being pampered every day. But now you can only count the rest of your life every day. I
I know that your heart is very miserable."
"Staying in the teahouse every day, I think that no matter how elegant a girl is, she will not lock herself in the teahouse every day to isolate herself from the world. Siyu, I can completely feel the pain in your heart."
There was sadness in Liu Siyu's eyes, and he forced a smile and said: "Brother Hao, thank you for understanding me."
"Yes, I do understand you. But..."
"But what?"
Yi Tianhao said with a serious face: "Do you remember what I just said, the sunrise you painted is a huge failure, because there is no vitality in the sunrise you painted, but a dull atmosphere.
No matter how good your painting skills are, what’s the use?”
Liu Siyu nodded and said sincerely: "What you said makes sense. Unfortunately... I guess I will never be able to draw a sunrise again."
Yi Tianhao looked at Liu Siyu and said with a smile: "Tell me, what are the characteristics of a sunrise? Let me say it, full of vigor, just like young people, always full of vitality, and the most important thing is full of energy.
Confidence, full of confidence in the future. Siyu, if you want to draw a sunrise, you can only have faith in your future."
"The future?" Liu Siyu shook his head, his eyes were very gloomy, "Can I still have a future?"
"Why can't you have a future?" Yi Tianhao said with a serious face, "Actually, your body is just weak. There are no lesions or cancer in your body. Why do you conclude that you have no future?"
"Brother Hao, are you comforting me?" Liu Siyu smiled bitterly, "If you are comforting me, there is no need. Although life is short, I will cherish my good time in the next year or so. Now die
It’s nothing to me anymore, I’ve already thought about it.”
"Have you thought about it?" Yi Tianhao said coldly, "It's better to die than to live. Who doesn't understand this sentence? Think about it? Who can think about it? All those who say they think about it actually don't think about it in their hearts.
open."
"But, what can I do even if I can't think about it? Doctors can't diagnose and treat me. My body has been so weak since I was a child. Now the doctors have said that I can only live for about another year at most. Should I
Can you still decide your own life or death?"
As she talked, Liu Siyu seemed to be getting excited. She just gave up hope of living long ago, but Yi Tianhao was still discussing life and death with her, just like a person.
I originally wanted to forget a certain painful thing, or rather not forget it, but not think about it, but this person insists on mentioning it. What kind of mood will it be like?
Yi Tianhao understands Liu Siyu's mood, but Yi Tianhao also knows that even if he doesn't say it, Liu Siyu is just numbing herself. In fact, her mood has become deeper and deeper, becoming more and more difficult to untie, and she
My body is getting worse and worse. Sometimes, escaping can only temporarily forget the pain, but it cannot solve any problem. On the contrary, it will make the problem worse and worse.
Yi Tianhao has only one idea in his mind now, which is to open up Liu Siyu's heart, although this seems very difficult.
Yi Tianhao looked at Liu Siyu, his eyes shining brightly, and asked word by word: "Why not? Why can't I control my own destiny?"
Liu Siyu also stubbornly responded: "Since I was a child, I have always wanted to be able to control my own destiny. I hope that my body can recover. I even go to ballet to exercise my body, but my current physical fitness is...
You have also seen that I have failed. Failure after failure has made me understand that I have no way to control my own destiny. There is no way."
Liu Siyu said: "My physical condition is getting worse and worse now, but it's not that I haven't worked hard anymore, it's because I have no solution, so I lost my faith, because I suddenly understood a truth, faith can't solve anything."
Question. Now, I just hope that I can get by without thinking about these things or any unhappy things. Since there is only about a year left, why should I still struggle with this kind of problem? Then
How miserable should I be?”
Yi Tianhao was silent for a moment. What Liu Siyu said actually made sense. Any girl would have lost her faith long ago. Liu Siyu was already the strongest among them.
Although he admired Liu Siyu very much in his heart, Yi Tianhao still said in a serious tone: "You said you are so pitiful, but are you willing to listen to me tell you some old-fashioned truths?
"
Liu Siyu sat upright, looked at Yi Tianhao, and said, "Go ahead, I'm willing to listen."
"Yes." Yi Tianhao sighed and said, "Actually, there are many people in this world who are more miserable than you. Si Yu, that's right, your physical fitness has been poor since you were a child, and you can't even compete with other people.
It is indeed a great pity that playmates go out to play wildly together, but there are still many children in this world who die when they are just born. Can you tell me, are they more pitiful?"
Liu Siyu nodded silently, but it was obvious that Yi Tianhao's words could not untie the knot in her heart.
Yi Tianhao continued: "You want to say that your physique has been weak since you were a child. It's not that you haven't worked hard, but now you still only have about a year left to live. Maybe this doesn't want you, but I want to know, you
Are you willing to continue living? Continue living?"
Liu Siyu sighed and said: "I have said before, life is not in my control, but as long as there is hope of living, who in this world is willing to face death?"
"Yes!" Yi Tianhao said slowly, "I once heard of a thing, a true thing. Two people once went to the hospital to check their symptoms. One of them was suffering from advanced cancer, and the other
People are suffering from common inflammation, tell me, who of the two died in the end?"
"Of course people with cancer die."
This is a very simple truth. I am afraid it is something that even children understand, but Yi Tianhao asked it. Liu Siyu couldn't help but feel very strange, but Yi Tianhao shook his head. This in turn inspired Yi Tianhao's anger.
Great curiosity.
"You guessed wrong. As a result, people with inflammation died, while people with cancer actually lived for many more years and finally died."
Liu Siyu was completely confused. His emotions were completely aroused by Yi Tianhao, and he was attracted to this story.
