"I... are neither good nor bad." Ling Jiajia thought for a while and continued, "When I first started, I hated you very much, and even thought I had forgotten you just like that, so my mother asked me to go on a blind date, and I went there too,
However, every time I meet a man, I will think of you, and I can't get along with others. Later, I met Chen Yifan, who is gay, he needs a girlfriend, and I need a boyfriend, so the two of them make do with each other
I'm together. Although I won't be happy with him, I was very happy. I thought it was like this and I might be able to forget you slowly. Later, after I had psychological treatment, I remembered the past things, and I discovered
, I may not forget you in my life."
"Why did you forget it? In order to protect me, you blocked a knife when you were kidnapped and killed those who injured me. I was too young at that time, and when I saw this kind of scene like a Shura field, I would
Fear. But now I'm grown up and understand how much you love me at that time, you'll be scared to death."
At that time, Ling Jiajia had only a simple and innocent child. Not to mention dead people, even an ant was reluctant to step on it. So when she was kidnapped, Gu Weiran, who had always been gentle in that old factory, suddenly became a
A demon who kills people without blinking, and his killing methods are cruel to Ling Jiajia even fear and forget.
Gu Weiran was stabbed, and accidentally killed several people. He stumbled towards Ling Jiajia, who was covered in blood, as if he had gotten up from hell, and was covered in horrifying murderous aura, while Ling Jiajia was afraid of it.
He shouted and pushed Gu Weiran away from his hand that was about to die.
Gu Weiran's last trace of strength was exhausted. After being pushed away by Ling Jiajia, he fell to the ground with blood on his face.
This is the last scene Ling Jiajia saw, and then she fainted.
And this scene is the root of all Ling Jiajia’s nightmare.
She subconsciously believed that Gu Weiran was dead, and died in front of her, and that it was caused by her failure to save him.
This made Ling Jiajia's nerves completely collapsed, she liked him without knowing herself, but now she saw him dying in front of her, and even she refused Gu Weiran's last move. She was too young to bear this.
The blow, so I was confused.
Ling's mother made a quick decision to take Ling Jiajia away, and then found a psychologist to let Ling Jiajia forget this memory.
However, she also forgot about Gu Weiran.
"When I remember everything, I started to be unable to sleep, and then dreamed, not a nightmare, but a dream that you will never come back. I wonder, would you blame me for forgetting you, you first approached me
When I was, do I often feel sad because I didn’t remember anything, and I couldn’t even remember my favorite milk tea.”
“………”
"Later, I thought, can I continue to love you? We have been bannering for six years and the hurt I have brought you. I really want to give up. If you don't have me, you will definitely be well.
Many, but when I think of the things you are good to me and do to other women, I find that I can't give up at all. Just thinking about that kind of picture, I feel so sad that I can't breathe. In the end
I still love myself more, so I don’t want to give up.”