559. Chapter 559 Do you really want to leave me that much 13
If you don’t want to love you too much, how can you not love you? You use your brilliant light to illuminate my dark future.
Is this the case for people? I always have to struggle to discover the truest thoughts in my heart.
"I know I'm not good, and I'm sorry for you, but I've been happy all my life, only you, so you can beat me, scold me, torture me, and don't leave me, okay?"
Ji Liunian was still buried on his shoulders and nodded silently.
I couldn't walk around the street anymore, Shengshi called someone to pick them up and then went back to the hotel.
Ji Liunian is not pretentious. He knows that he can't let go and still loves him, so he will no longer deliberately cold him, and his eyes will regain the warmth he used to be.
The two were sitting face to face, and they had finished packing things and had nothing to do. Ji Liunian simply turned on the computer and prepared to surf the Internet.
Shengshi also sat beside her and stuck to her tightly.
The notebook was not closed before she went out, so she opened the screen directly, and the scenes she was looking for information jumped out, which surprised Ji Liunian and subconsciously wanted to see Shengshi's reaction.
And there was no trace of surprise in Shengshi's eyes, he knew she knew.
Ji Liunian was originally planning to turn it off, but why bother?
So she pushed open the notebook, looked at Shengshi seriously, and asked, "Can you tell me?"
Sheng Shi smiled and nodded, but he first went to the bar to pour a glass of liquor, and then sat not far away, with a little calm expression, sipping the liquor one by one.
Ji Liunian waited quietly.
In fact, before the prosperous times, he loved to drink a few drinks, but Liunian didn’t like tobacco and alcohol, so he quit a lot.
After that, he had another drunken conversation. It was the night when he broke up with her a year ago. To be precise, he was completely dumped. He wanted to die of drunkenness.
Even in the prosperous times, I don’t want to try it again.
In fact, drunkenness is not the most uncomfortable thing. The most uncomfortable person wakes up late at night and faces the empty room, it looks like an endless bed with the big guy. The desolate feeling makes people feel cold from the bottom of their hearts.
After that, for a whole few months, Shengshi soaked himself in a strong wine and never woke up in a second.
But it’s a pity that heartache is such a tormenting thing. Even if you are drunk and dreaming, you can’t sleep peacefully.
After that, Sheng Weiyang and Ling Xu and the others forced their intervention, he did not drink much anymore, but he could not accept anyone touching him.
As long as someone approaches him, he will feel irritated. The beastly impulse will make him want to tear the person who appears in front of him.
Perhaps, what he wanted to tear the most was Ji Liunian.
Between that, he experienced a long struggle as if he was dying, between life and death.
Ji Liunian has never appeared, and has not appeared on one side.
There are no phone, text messages, and no words. There are no flowers, no cards, no sorry, no blessings, no expectations...
This is something that the prosperous times have never thought of. The passing years can be so resolute, as if they have completely given up him and disappeared into his life. It seems that they have never appeared.
At that time, he couldn't sleep all night, thinking, did she love him?
He loved him so much that he could not extricate himself, but she could give up with her indulgence.
Then by chance, a person came up to provoke. Shengshi almost beat the man to death. He found that the tyrannical emotions in his heart seemed to have dissipated a little and the pain was relieved a little.