Shen Zhai's delicious lunch was put on the table, but Shen Wan lowered her eyebrows and lowered her eyes, poking at the rice in the bowl without knowing the taste.
An, a one-and-a-half-year-old boy, was wearing a bib and sitting in a special baby chair. With a spoon in his left hand and chopsticks in his right hand, he was eating rice and vegetables from a wooden bear plate.
The rice is white rice, cooked in water with a little salt, and green vegetables drizzled with sesame oil.
Boiled carrots, half a soft-boiled egg, and four or five pieces of beef with radish.
Hui'er was eating with a bowl and noticed that the lady had not used chopsticks to pick up the food, so she took a look.
The lady's beautiful eyebrows were slightly frowned, as if she was worried about something.
She glanced at the young master. He was eating his rice obediently. He was eating deliciously. He even picked up the rice that fell on his pocket and ate it. He was so obedient! She also thought about the newly opened shops. The business here is very good, especially at Youranju. The talented and beautiful ladies in the imperial city like to go to Youranju for tea and snacks, and there is nothing going on in the shop.
So what is Madam worried about?
Shen Wan was not worried about anything, but was thinking about herself and Yun Luochuan.
Yun Luochuan was interested in her, and she was in love with Yun Luochuan. If they wanted to put aside their love as a modern husband and concubine, they could just be together.
But they are not in modern times. Although Yun Luochuan is a person reborn in someone else's body like him, he is an ancient person.
She believed that Yun Luochuan really liked her, and she also believed that he now wanted to marry her and be with her for the rest of their lives. She didn't mind that she was a widow and was willing to treat the boy An as his biological son.
But what about ten years from now or twenty years from now?
Having been a lawyer for so many years, and also a divorce lawyer, she has seen through human nature and understands the fickleness of people's hearts.
He doesn't mind his identity now, and he doesn't mind that she has her son An, but as time goes by, her love gradually fades away, and others always laugh at him about her status as a widow and her son An, won't his thoughts change? ?
Will he dislike himself and Xiao An?
Do you regret being with yourself?
Although he had a bad reputation in the past, he is now a real criminal, with both talent and appearance. How could the Yun family let him marry a widow with children?
If they force themselves to get married, the Yun family will not like her, and their life will definitely not be comfortable.
Even if Yun Luochuan doesn't feel anything wrong at first, over time, he will feel bored and uncomfortable, and he might start to regret marrying her.
There is one more thing, which is also the most crucial.
When she gave birth to her son, she suffered from dystocia and lost her health. Both Qi Yan and the imperial physician in the palace said that she might not be able to have another heir.
There should be no one in this world who doesn't want to have their own flesh and blood after getting married! People in this era, although there is no throne in the family to inherit, still want to have descendants who can carry on the family bloodline, let alone the Yun family .
After analyzing the pros and cons, and the various possibilities that would happen in the future, Shen Wan came to the conclusion that she should not be with Yun Luochuan.
The conclusion was drawn, and Shen Wan's heart was twitching.
"Madam, what are you thinking about?"
Hui'er couldn't bear it any longer. Madam's brows were so furrowed that she could kill a mosquito.
"Mother?"
The boy An, who had finished his meal, also looked at his mother. When he saw that the rice in her mother's bowl was not touched, his little mouth started to pout.
"Don't be good, eat well."
If my mother is not good, she will not eat well.
Shen Wan came back to her senses, met Hui'er's concerned eyes, smiled and said, "Some little things."
How can you frown like that over little things?
Hui'er didn't believe it and felt that Madam was hiding something from her.
But she had a sense of propriety, and if Madam didn't say anything, it must be because she didn't want to say it. Since she didn't want to say it, she wouldn't ask further questions.