On the seventh day of the lunar month, Shen Wan and Yun Luochuan took Xiao An for an outing outside the city, and prepared a lot of delicious food. Song Ziyu was left at home without any suspense.
As soon as Shen Wan and the others left, Song Ziyu locked himself in the room.
No matter how Ren Dongxue and Qingxing knocked on the door, she wouldn't open it, and not long after, her crying could be heard in the room.
Dongxue and Qingxing looked at each other and sighed.
"Miss Yu'er is so pitiful."
Dongxue said sympathetically, "Although she has a bad mind, I think it's okay for the county master to take one more of her for an outing. Why not take her?"
She really wanted to go out with the county lord and the others.
Qingxing said disapprovingly: "The county owner is not really her mother. The county owner, the young master, and Master Yun will become a family soon. If we go out for an outing as a family, what's the point of bringing an outsider with us?" ?”
"Hey, anyway, I think Miss Yu'er is quite pitiful."
Dongxue sighed.
Shen Wan, who went out for an outing in the afternoon, came back with her boy An. Song Ziyu also changed from his normal behavior and did not come to the main courtyard to play.
Chunyu told Shen Wan that after they left, Song Ziyu locked herself in the room and cried for a long time. Shen Wan just frowned and said nothing.
She is not Song Ziyu's mother, and she doesn't owe Song Ziyu anything. Allowing her to eat and drink well and live here is the most benevolent thing, and she has no obligation to take her to play with her.
Song Ziyu did not come to the main courtyard for two days in a row, and stayed in the courtyard where she lived.
Xiao Zi'an hadn't seen her for two days, and he even asked Hui'er and Chun Yu about her! In a blink of an eye, it was the tenth day of the lunar month again, Shen Wan woke up from her nap, and Chun Yu came in and said that someone from Yun Mansion was here, and he wanted to invite her over for something. Negotiate.
Seeing that Xiao An was still sleeping, she didn't wake him up and took him with her.
Xiao Zi'an woke up not long after she left. Under Chunyu's care, he put on his clothes and washed his face. Xiao Zi'an said he wanted to go and play with Sister Yu'er.
Chunyu took him to the yard where Miss Yu'er lived. Song Ziyu was a little relieved to see that his younger brother came to play with him, so he took his hand and went to play in the garden.
Song Ziyu picked the winter jasmine flowers in the flower garden, made a wreath and put it on Xiao An's head.
The boy An raised his hand and touched the wreath on his head, tilted his head and asked sweetly: "Is An An good-looking?"
Last time I went on an outing, Uncle Yun picked a beautiful flower and put it in my mother's hair. This is what my mother asked Uncle Yun.
Song Ziyu looked at him and nodded and said, "It looks good."
Her heart was full of envy for this younger brother, envious that he had all the love from her mother, unlike her who had nothing and her mother was not even willing to acknowledge her.
A cold wind of early spring blew by, and Chunyu felt a little cold. He thought that he was cold, and the young master must be cold too, so he wanted to go back and get a cloak.
"Miss Yu'er, the wind is blowing. I'm going to get the young master a cloak. You can look at the young master."
"good."
Song Ziyu nodded, "Go ahead, I will watch over Ling'er."
"I'm An An."
Xiao Zi'an corrected.
Song Ziyu didn't refute, but in her heart, this younger brother was Ling'er, and she didn't know why her mother wanted to change Ling'er's name to Zian?
Chunyu left with peace of mind, and only Xiao Zi'an and Song Ziyu were left in the garden.
"Sister Yu'er, why don't you find An An?"
Boy An asked as he grabbed a leaf.
"Mom doesn't like me. She will be unhappy when she sees me."
Song Ziyu was in a low mood and felt depressed.
"Why doesn't mother like you?"
Xiaozi An asked with a frown.
Song Ziyu lowered his eyebrows and thought for a moment, then whispered: "Maybe because... I don't know."
She originally wanted to say, maybe it's because I'm not a boy, but she changed her mind mid-sentence.
The boy An An, like an adult, held his arms with one hand and held his chin with the other to help Song Ziyu think about the reason, "An An knows, it must be because you are not good, sister Yu'er."
"Mother likes well-behaved children, but you are not well-behaved, so mother doesn't like you."
Am I not good?
Song Ziyu pursed her lips and said, "How can I be good?"
"He who is obedient is a good baby, and whoever makes mother happy is also a good baby."
Xiaozi An patted his chest and said.
He is obedient and makes his mother happy, so he is the best-behaved baby and his mother also likes him.
"How can I make my mother happy?"
Song Ziyu asked.
"Hmm..." Xiao Zi'an thought about it again, licked his lips and said, "My mother loves to eat candied haws on a stick. If you give her some candied haws, she will be happy."
After speaking, he swallowed his saliva.
Obviously, it is not his mother who loves to eat candied haws, but himself.
"But I don't have candied haws."
Song Ziyu said with slumped shoulders.
"Then do you have any money?"
Boy An asked, "If you have money, you can buy candied haws."
"I have no silver, but I have gold."
The New Year's money her mother gave her was gold, and Sister Dongxue asked her to put it away and not lose it.
The New Year's money was given to me by my mother. She liked it very much and carried it with her every day.
Xiao Zi'an thought for a while and said, "It seems that gold can also be bought."
"Then let's go out and buy it now."
Song Ziyu stood up and said that she wanted her mother to be happy and like her quickly.
"OK."
Xiao Zian stretched out his hands and wanted Song Ziyu to lift him off the flower bed, but he didn't dare to jump.
Song Ziyu picked up Xiao An and headed towards the back door.
She knew that there was a man selling candied haws on the street. Someone was guarding the front door and would not let her out. Sometimes there was someone guarding the back door, and sometimes no one was guarding it. She might be able to get out.
Song Ziyu didn't go to the main courtyard in the past two days. He just wandered around the house. He went to the back door several times. Sometimes he saw the servant guarding him, and sometimes he didn't see the servant.