Gao Zijian glanced at me, stretched out his hand to turn off the fire on the stove, turned around, took my hand, and said, "Let's go outside and talk."
They say that being courteous for nothing is either a traitor or a thief. Gao Zijian's treatment of me obviously gave me a bad feeling.
The two of us were sitting side by side on the sofa. Gao Zijian looked at me and said with a smile: "Can you play League of Legends?"
I nodded and said, "Yes, I often call Demacia with a big knife!"
Gao Zijian nodded and said: "In League of Legends, there are three routes. We form a team to lift each other's crystals, fight monsters, and level up. But do you know what the spiritual essence of this game is?"
I looked at Gao Zijian in confusion and asked, "Let's just eat, what are we doing playing games?"
Gao Zijian looked at me and said: "The spirit of League of Legends lies in teamwork. No matter how high a person's level is, it is impossible to start from three routes at the same time, nor to knock off the opponent's crystal. Xiaojia, although you and I are only two
We are people, but we are also a small team, so when we encounter problems, we must work together, right?”
Gao Zijian has had a brain convulsion in the past two days. Last night's theme was secrets, and tonight's theme is team. What kind of medicine is he selling in his gourd?
"Gao Zijian, what exactly do you want to say?" I coughed lightly and said, "Do you want to form a team with me to kill the enemy today?"
Gao Zijian smiled and said, "Yes, but what we want to kill is not the enemy, but... I see the difficulties ahead."
I nodded and motioned for Gao Zijian to continue. If I guessed correctly, I think I could probably guess what Gao Zijian was going to say.
"Chen Xiaojia, will you go back with me?" Gao Zijian looked at me and said seriously: "I want to live with you, and work with you to face the unknown in the future."
"That's it?"
"What if?"
"Gao Zijian," I looked at Gao Zijian, smiled softly, and said, "I thought it was something special, but it turned out that you just wanted to tell me this, disgusting!"
"Chen Xiaojia, are you shy now?" Gao Zijian pinched my nose and said with a smile: "Chen Xiaojia, I urgently want to give you and your baby a home, and I want our family of three to live a happy life. Other issues
, it’s not a problem.”
I looked at Gao Zijian, feeling more and more that my choice was the right one, and said, "Gao Zijian, to be honest, is it too early to have a child now?"
Gao Zijian was stunned and said: "How could it be? It doesn't matter whose child it is!"
I shook my head and said, "What I mean is that my parents haven't met my uncle and aunt yet. It's okay for me to move here. What if my uncle and aunt come to check the ward?"
Gao Zijian looked at me and said: "Their thoughts are their thoughts and have nothing to do with my thoughts. If they are dissatisfied with you, we will work harder and work harder to give him a fat grandson. I guarantee that the old man will
Noh blossoms!”
Not satisfied? Have a baby? I looked at Gao Zijian with some confusion and asked: "Gao Zijian, to be honest, my aunt came to see you last night. What did you talk about? Why do I always feel something is wrong from what you said?"
Yes or no……"
Gao Zijian hurriedly avoided my eyes, looked at me and said: "Chen Xiaojia, no matter what they think, no one can change my thoughts. We live our lives and give birth to our children. It's all us. Understand.
?”
I sat on the sofa in a daze, smiled softly, and said, "I'm hungry, let's eat."
Gao Zijian nodded, stood up from the sofa, smiled and ran towards the kitchen, but I had mixed feelings in my heart and couldn't tell what I was feeling.
In fact, in the hospital, I could clearly feel that my elders' attitude towards me was not very good. Although this made me feel a little dissatisfied, in my opinion, it was because they did not understand me. Originally, I
I was ready to face the battle, but I didn't expect that things would be worse than I imagined.
Gao Zijian wants to live with me. This is indeed a matter between the two of us. However, he would actually think of using the child to get me to gain the approval of my second elder, which I find unacceptable.
Love is a matter of two people, but marriage is a matter of two families. Through the words and deeds of Gao Zijian's parents, I can also feel that their status is extraordinary, but I did not expect that they are so decisive. Just think about it with your toes.
I think I can also think of what my aunt said to Gao Zijian last night.
Gao Zijian has expressed his attitude, but... I find it incomprehensible to have children, a curveball method of saving the country. In feudal society, this kind of behavior was often regarded by women as a way to protect their status and identity. In today's society, it makes me
Unacceptable.
I decided to have a chat with Gao Zijian. As for moving to live with him, I still need to consider it.
The relationship between the two of us is enough, but my subtle self-esteem tells me that I cannot do this.
Although I am the daughter of an ordinary family, I can still be regarded as the apple of my parents' eyes. Although my father and mother have been noisy all their lives, they live a diligent life and are contented.
This is also an attitude towards life that I need. I need to be recognized, but not in this way.
With a gentle sigh, I turned around and went to the kitchen to help.
Gao Zijian cooked three dishes and one soup, which looked delicious, delicious, and delicious. He and I sat on both sides of the table. Looking at the joy on his face, I suddenly didn't know what to say.
Our relationship has not been long, but I can still feel Gao Zijian's sincerity towards me. For this sincerity, there are some things that I am willing to bear. I believe that time can change many problems, including the way Gao Zijian's parents treat me.
manner.
"Gao Zijian," I picked up food for Gao Zijian and said with a smile, "you think, if I move here and my aunt suddenly comes over one day, won't it be inconvenient?"
"No," Gao Zijian looked at me and said, "The door lock has been replaced with a new one, and she doesn't have the key either."
"Then she is your mother after all, so you can't help but invite her in for a sit-down, right?" I continued.
"Of course, I'm just worried that you'll be worried."
Gao Zijian had a smile on his face, and every word he spoke was centered on how to hide the conflict between her parents and me. However, hiding and avoiding are not ways to solve the problem, so I opened my mouth and said, "Gao Zijian, how about...
Wait a minute?”
Gao Zijian raised his head and looked at me, holding the chopsticks in his hand, and said, "What are you waiting for?"
"What I mean is, wait for a while before moving there." I wasn't going to beat around the bush, I just said it directly.
Gao Zijian was startled, and a look of displeasure immediately appeared on his face. I looked at him, and he looked at me. I knew that he was waiting for my compromise.
But how can I compromise? This matter is a matter of principle, and I have no way to compromise.
After a while, Gao Zijian put his chopsticks completely on the table. He coughed lightly and asked: "Chen Xiaojia, didn't we just talk very well? Why did everything change so suddenly?"
Gao Zijian's tone was a little cold, and I knew he might be a little disappointed in me at the moment, so I said, "Gao Zijian, give me some time, I haven't thought about it yet."
I haven't figured out how to deal with your parents' disdain. If you improve yourself, let them stop putting pressure on you.
The situation may not have reached the point where children must be used to deal with it, but I still want to give it a try.
"Chen Xiaojia, their attitude has nothing to do with me. The two of us are just the two of us. What else do you want to think about?" Gao Zijian looked at me and said angrily.
I also put down my chopsticks and said: "Gao Zijian, although I don't know what my uncle and aunt's attitude is towards me, but I believe that attitude can be changed. Why don't you give me a chance to give it a try? Could it be that
In your opinion, do you, like them, think that I am not worthy of you?"
I spoke a little hastily, and a chili pepper got stuck in my throat, which hurt a little.
Gao Zijian looked at me and said: "Chen Xiaojia, I didn't expect you to say such a thing. Why do I think so too? If I think so, do I need to come over and beg you to move in with me? The question is
There is a way to solve it, and since the method I mentioned won’t affect either of us, why aren’t you willing to give it a try?”
"We haven't been in love for long now. Since our feelings are here, why are you anxious? You can think of this way, why don't you want to use this time with me to change their attitudes? What do you think about us?
Don’t have confidence in your relationship? Or don’t have confidence in mine?”
I was also very angry. I originally wanted to control my emotions but now I found that I couldn't control them at all. Our thoughts once again deviated and we were no longer on the same track. I felt very powerless and didn't want to argue.
"Okay, if that's the case, then you don't have to move here. I'll go back first." Gao Zijian walked over from the dining table, went directly to get the suit jacket on the sofa, turned around and ran towards the sofa.
"High..." My voice was stuck in my throat and I couldn't say a word.
The door was slammed shut, and I stood aside sadly, glancing at the dinner on the table, and felt heartbroken.
At that time, because we were young, we often thought about problems from our own perspective, so we made mistakes and suffered injuries. In fact, as long as we change our perspective, maybe the problem can be solved.
But we are too young and don’t know how to think from someone else’s perspective.