One week after the school started, the head teacher, Teacher Chen, asked the class monitor to draw a countdown on the blackboard at the back of the classroom. There were still 120 days until the college entrance examination.
I looked back at the numbers above, and then at the person who was talking to Yueyue, and felt that there were some things that I really couldn't understand.
It’s been a week, and Li Shu hasn’t said a word to me. I wrote a small note to Li Shu, but he didn’t reply to me.
When we were eating in the cafeteria at noon, I deliberately sat where he usually sat, but someone seemed to ignore my intention. After seeing me, he raised his feet and walked to the other side.
Before coming to school, I locked the "Slam Dunk Master" and diary given to me by Li Shu into the treasure box, but I didn't expect that the relationship between us was locked up just like the comic books.
Growing up, I still understand the fickleness of girls, but I don’t understand how fickle boys are.
If it was because I was too harsh to him on the phone, then I had already written an apology on the little note, and there was absolutely no need for him to be so stingy.
Yueyue was reporting on the drawing board, while he was talking to her with his head raised, not paying attention to me at all.
It's been like this for one day, it's been like this for two days, and it's been like this for a week.
I moved the ballpoint pen gently and pretended not to see it.
After school on Wednesday afternoon, Lu Xiaoping and I were writing test papers in the classroom. Yueyue suddenly appeared in front of us, looked at me with a smile, and said, "Of course, I have something to tell you."
"What's wrong?"
"Come out, it's inconvenient to talk here." Yueyue took my arm and motioned me to go outside the classroom.
Lu Xiaoping and I looked at each other and followed Yueyue out.
Walking to the door of the classroom, Yueyue suddenly turned to look at me and said mysteriously: "Of course, someone asked me to give you something."
I looked at her curiously and asked, "What?"
She pointed to the pocket in her clothes, looked at me with a smile, and said: "Here..."
I curiously stretched out my hand and put it into Yueyue's pocket. My fingertips touched something, which seemed to be made of paper. My first reaction was RMB. I took it out happily, and then I realized that it turned out to be a letter.
love letter.
When we were in our senior year of high school, mobile phones were not yet popular, and the school also banned mobile phones. So if there was any problem, it would be a note, and if there was a confession, a love letter would be written.
I raised my head and looked at Yueyue, and saw her looking at me with a smile and said, "Someone asked me to give it to you."
In fact, receiving a love letter is not something particularly worth showing off. The key is, in such a tense sprint stage, who would have the leisure to write a love letter to me?
A figure quickly flashed in his mind. He raised his eyes and looked towards the back door, and saw Li Shu walking in with the ball in his left hand.
When our eyes happened to meet, I lowered my head in embarrassment, looked at the note in my hand, and walked towards the end of the corridor.
What did Li Shu write to me? Is he aware of his problem? Or is it that we want to reconcile?
With this curiosity, I carefully opened the origami paper. At that time, it was popular to fold love letters into heart shapes. After doing it for a while, I started to sweat on my forehead, and then I laid out the letter paper neatly.
After reading two lines, I understood.
The person who wrote the letter was not Li Shu, but another person. A boy.
I swallowed gently, always feeling that such a good thing could never happen to me. On the one hand, I was disappointed with Li Shu, and on the other hand, I was a little curious about the person who wrote the letter.
When I returned to class, I suddenly discovered that most people knew about the love letter I had received.
Lu Xiaoping said that as soon as I walked out of the class, the monitor informed Li Shu about the incident, and other students also heard about it.
The originally boring study environment got some fun because of my little love letter, but no one knew who wrote this letter.
What I care about most is Li Shu, who has not spoken to me for nearly two weeks, and his attitude towards this matter.
I secretly glanced at the back seat and saw him turning sideways and looking out the window, still holding the glass in his hand.
It was Yueyue who poured the water for her.
In fact, I can tell even if he doesn't say it. It's been so long since school started. As long as Li Shu is in the classroom, the two of them are almost always together. As for me, I'm just treated as nothing. I don't even understand this kind of reaction.
, then I am a fool!
By chance, Yueyue came in from the back door, caught my eye, walked over, and said mysteriously: "Of course, please reply quickly!"
I turned around in embarrassment and didn't say a word.
I didn’t know what to say, so I was chatting with Lu Xiaoping on my homework. Lu Xiaoping read the so-called love letter and suggested that I reply. The reason for the reply was that she couldn’t stand Li Shu turning a blind eye to me for so many days.
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I always thought that Lu Xiaoping was a girl who was a thousand times more docile than me. I never thought that she would get angry and become more cruel than me. She was quite right. What Li Shu did was typical of breaking up with me.
I was embarrassed to tell Lu Xiaoping what happened to Li Shu and me that day, but I believed that Lu Xiaoping could understand my thoughts even if I didn't say it.
That night, I simply replied and handed the letter to Yueyue.
Regarding this boy who wrote me a love letter, I need to say something here. At first, I doubted his vision. After all, it is difficult for a person like me to distinguish between male and female when standing up. It is difficult to have a boy.
I liked it. Later, I was moved by the sincerity between his words.
The impression here is not that you like it, but that it is real and can be used as someone to talk to.
I don’t know why the boy chose Yueyue to be the messenger. Lu Xiaoping said it might be because she is the squad leader. But these are not important. What is important is that I use writing letters as a cold war. Some people simply
Don't care.
As a girl, I believe that no one can react to being treated like this.
At the beginning, I just felt that there was a problem between us that was not explained clearly. Later I discovered that when a person wants to stay away from you, no matter how big the issue is, it is the reason to leave.
My skin thickness is limited and I don’t want to stick to it again and again.
I would still buy snacks with Lu Xiaoping, and I would still ask for help on field mathematics problems, but I would not mention someone.
After half a month, Li Shu and I seemed to have reached a consensus that whenever we meet someone in a certain place, we should immediately turn around and leave.
On Wednesday afternoon, the class teacher suddenly suggested that everyone go out for exercise. The depressing atmosphere was relieved. The boys in the class went to the playground to play basketball, and the girls took a walk in the playground.
Tian Tian is the sports committee member of the class and actually planned a basketball game for us to watch.
I didn’t want to go, but Tianye was always very kind to me and Lu Xiaoping. After the two of us persuaded him at the same time, I followed him to the playground.
Perhaps it was because Li Shu was already famous before. As soon as the competition was released, even the first and second grade school girls followed. The entire basketball court was surrounded by a large circle, with one level inside and one outside.
The class has a cheerleading team. A group of girls stood together and shouted, "Come on, Class 2, Grade 3, come on."
Lu Xiaoping and I did not follow, but were pulled to the other side by the field. In March, the coldness of winter also receded half a minute. Despite the strong breeze, my eyes couldn't help but see the white jersey.
"Hey, Gao Ziran, can you do me a favor later?" Tian Ye's figure suddenly appeared in front of me and said to me with a smile.
"What's the matter? Just tell me directly!" I took Lu Xiaoping's hand and hurriedly looked away.
"We'll be playing soon, can you help me take off my clothes?" Tian Tian pointed to the coat on his body and said.
"It's such a big deal, of course there's no problem!" I patted my chest and responded directly.
"Really, I'm sorry to bother you!" Tian Tian hurriedly took off his jacket, threw it at my hand, and ran directly towards the center of the court.
Lu Xiaoping sighed, looked at me, and said, "Gao Ziran, you are miserable."
What's wrong with me? The reason is that there was a popular saying in our high school at the time that when a boy who was playing basketball gave his coat to a girl, he was telling others that this person was his girlfriend.
In short, by taking Tianye's coat, I agreed to be his girlfriend.
What kind of international joke are you kidding? Is there any mistake? I don’t know at all! No wonder you heard a burst of sighs when Tian Tian ran past just now, just because of this?
I don't care about other people's eyes. What I care about is the plum tree.
He raised his eyes and looked at Li Shu. He didn't have a coat on him. He glanced around and found that, as expected, that piece of clothing was in Yueyue's hands.
Some things cannot be said to be coincidences, but the feeling is really hard to describe.
Li Shu is 1.78 meters tall and Tian Tian is 1.83 meters tall. Both of them are good athletes. The first half ended quickly.
During the intermission, Lu Xiaoping reminded me to get a bottle of mineral water. I hurried towards the place where the water was discharged. Just as I reached out to reach for the mineral water bottle, my other hand happened to be stretched out as well.
When I looked up, I saw it was a plum tree.
His face was also stunned, and the next second, he turned on the arrogant mode again.
I was a little annoyed, so I snatched the bottle of water from his hand, ran to Lu Xiaoping, and handed it to Tian Tian.
Originally this was just a trivial matter, but what I didn't expect was that in the second half, I clearly felt something was wrong with Li Shu. He could have passed the ball to Tianye, but he didn't pass it. After a few times, the score of Class 3 was even higher.
Come up.
I don't know whether he was targeting the field or me.
Li Shu was too self-centered and came down again and again, which made other students a little dissatisfied.
Although the game was won, everyone left unhappy. Before the crowd dispersed, he stubbornly walked away.
I naively wondered if his behavior might have anything to do with me.
In order to thank Lu Xiaoping and I for our logistical work, Tianye specially invited us to eat snowballs. Before leaving, I secretly turned around, but Li Shu's figure had long since disappeared.
That night, Li Shu did not come for self-study.
I wrote down my little thoughts on my pen pal's letter paper and poured out my troubles. In a blink of an eye, it was April.
Li Shu often fell asleep in class. The teacher wanted to remind him and use questions to embarrass him. Unfortunately, he could always answer them. Over time, the teacher got used to it.
After class, we talked about the schools we would be admitted to. Lu Xiaoping said she wanted to go to the Chinese Department of Peking University, and Tianye said he wanted to go to Zhejiang University. When he asked me, I was confused.
I am also trying hard, but my IQ really cannot be increased by eating walnuts.
I think I can only go to a local university.
I know that Li Shu will definitely be in several colleges and universities, but I am destined to not be able to keep up with his pace.
At the end of April, the test scores for the second model came out, and my score was still more than 20 points away from the undergraduate level. Looking at the two people ranked first and second in the grade, I felt melancholy in my heart.
It's Li Shu and Hu Yueyue.
I thought it was over between us, but I didn't expect that in the afternoon of the first week of May, the physics teacher committed his old habit again and asked me to get up to answer questions.
The roll call came naturally. Just when Gao Ziran's name came out of the physics teacher's mouth, there was a sudden noise in the back row of the classroom. Li Shu turned around and stood up in a daze.
That sound was the sound of his stool falling down.
The physics teacher chuckled and said, "Classmate Li Shu, I just called you Gao Ziran. What did you do when you stood up? Did you change your name?"
After hearing this, the whole class burst into laughter.
My face suddenly turned red, and I turned to look at Li Shu. He also looked at me in a daze. At this second, I was really excited.
There is a countdown written on the back of the blackboard, the college entrance examination will be in twenty days.
I suddenly had an impulse. This impulse broke through my brain instantly, and I couldn't help but write another small note to Li Shu.
"Li Shu, I don't know what I did wrong to make you hate me so much, but tonight, can you go to the fifth floor and talk to me?"
Just when I was nervous, I received a note from Li Shu.
He only replied to me with one word, OK.
After class, I rushed to the stairs without hesitation. I rushed up to the dark corridor entrance with joy, but I forgot that the really key person had not arrived yet.
The cool summer breeze caressed my cheeks, and I could still hear the laughter of a group of children in the junior high school. I stood at the top of the stairs, staring at the bright light, not daring to blink.
Someone patted me on the back, and I screamed in horror, but my mouth was covered.
When I looked up, I saw it was a plum tree.
I forgot, there are two doors at the top of the stairs.
His arms just hugged me, and he covered my mouth with one hand. His eyes were gentle, as if he was not himself.
We looked at each other, and my heart beat rapidly. Before I could speak, the hand covering my mouth had already been released, I took two steps back, and Li Shu kissed me.
With the skills from the first two times, I also knew how to cater to him. His kiss was so hot that it almost took my breath away.
Finally, he slowly let go of me, and with a pair of black eyes shining coquettishly in the night, he looked at me and said, "Gao Ziran, from today on, we don't want to have any more contact with each other."
I had seen a word in a comic book before, called heartbreak. At that time, I didn’t fully understand that feeling. The moment Li Shu said this sentence, I suddenly felt that I understood it.
I understand what heartbreak is, but I don't understand why he did it.
"Why?" I raised my head stubbornly and asked.
"No reason." Li Shu turned around and prepared to leave.
I suddenly became very irritable and yelled at Li Shu's back: "Li Shu, what do you mean? Do I have no place in your heart at all? I held hands and kissed you. Is it just because of that?"
I didn’t go to bed with you, so you hate me so much?”
"No!" Li Shu's tone was cold, as if a knife had been thrust into my heart.
"Then why do you say such things? If you want to stay away from me, it's okay, then don't tease me? Since you don't like me, why did you kiss me just now? Since you don't like me, the teacher called me
Name, what are you doing standing up? Li Shu, I, Gao Ziran, am an upright person. If you like it, you will like it, and if you don’t like it, you won’t like it. Today, I want you to say something. Do you take what you just said seriously?"
Tears had already flowed down uncontrollably. I bit my lip to prevent myself from crying. Even if I was angry, I still cared. I don’t know why I have to be so stubborn. I know that some feelings cannot be concealed.
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Li Shu turned around and looked at me, with a very cold expression on his face, and said, "Gao Ziran, study hard."
I looked at Li Shu in surprise. The next second, I was sure that these words really came from his mouth.
I don’t know why Li Shu is so heartless. He is always so distant that I can’t see clearly.
On May 6th, my parents came to see me at school and handed me a bright red book. When I picked it up, I saw that it was my graduation certificate.
They said they had arranged a university for me in Australia and would leave at the end of the month.
If Li Shu hadn't been so heartless, I don't think I would have left. But what's the point of staying?