I don’t know why Li Shu appeared here, but when our eyes met, I noticed the slight anger in his eyes. Maybe it was the suppressed little flame in my heart. Seeing him being a little angry, I actually
feel happy.
I know that this kind of thinking has caused me to lose my self-esteem. In short, it is a kind of shamelessness.
But I can't control myself.
Li Shu was only wearing a black shirt, with the cuffs slightly rolled up, exposing the veins on his arms. His face was not good, and his collar was a bit messy. You could vaguely see the exposed muscles under the shirt.
I turned my back to Li Shu, closed my eyes slightly, and tried to ignore his presence at this moment.
"Gao Ziran, are you going to stay here tonight?" Li Shu's voice was hoarse, like the sound of a deep and slow piano, ticking my heartbeat one word at a time.
"It has nothing to do with you, right?" I took a breath and said, "My business has nothing to do with you, right?"
There was silence behind him.
The two of us stood in the corridor with our own thoughts. After a while, we heard the sound of the elevator opening in the corridor. Li Shu did not speak, but I did not lift my feet.
I felt there was no point in spending it like this, so I raised my feet and said, "I'm leaving first. I hope you have a good time tonight."
"Gao Ziran..." Li Shu immediately picked up what I said, walked up to me in two or three steps, looked at me with his head lowered, and said, "Honestly, do you hate me very much? Because you hate me, you want to
Find a boy and rent a room casually?"
I looked at Li Shu in surprise and said, "Li Shu, you think too highly of yourself. Now that I have decided that you will take your Yangguan Road and I will take my single-plank bridge, do you think I will still care?"
Li Shu immediately remained silent.
I know that he still feels guilty about what happened when he suddenly let me go.
"Gao Ziran, you can't do this." Li Shu shook his head and said, "I know you hate me, but you can't not cherish yourself so much. I will call your brother now and ask him to pick you up."
After Li Shu finished speaking, he went to get the phone. I raised my arm high and shook his hand away hard. The phone suddenly flew away, leaving only Li Shu with a look of disgust on his face, looking straight at me.
"you……"
"Li Shu, tonight, you hug your woman, and me, hug me...my man, let's play our own things without disturbing each other, that's all..."
I took out the room key card from my pocket and walked towards Tianye's room.
Li Shu suddenly grabbed me from behind, roared angrily, and said, "Gao Ziran, how on earth can you stop torturing me like this?"
Torture him? Am I torturing him now?
I turned my face, took a deep breath, and said: "You said I tortured you? Haha, Li Shu, I think this is the funniest joke I have ever heard. Didn't you say it? Li Shu,
I hate you."
Li Shu's tight grip on my hand suddenly let go. I didn't know if it was my imagination, because his eye circles were actually red.
He took out the room card and just raised his hand when he heard the figure behind him say: "Gao Ziran, I know you hate me... Not only do you hate me, I also hate myself. I'm not worthy of you, so don't
I’m torturing myself.”
I was inexplicably good to someone, gave her hope, and then agreed to be together to the end of the world. Finally, I let my dove go and showed my stupidity by not loving her.
And now, it can be described with three words, "unworthy". It's really...
It really boggles my mind.
"I won't pester you, I decided to let you go..." I looked at the tightly closed door, bit my lip, and said.
"Gao Ziran, if I told you, on that day, I didn't even..."
"Gao Ziran, why are you crying?" Before Li Shu finished speaking, Tian Ye rushed in from the door. We looked at each other, and thinking of someone standing behind me, I raised my feet and walked into the room.
Then, closed the door.
"Gao Ziran, you... don't cry..." Tian Ye hurriedly went to get the napkin, but my thoughts were still stuck on what Li Shu said just now. That day, he didn't even...
Didn't go at all? I know.
But I am even more eager that there is a misunderstanding between us.
It's a pity that I'm tired. Really, hating someone is far more tiring than loving someone, because when you hate him, you will think of his goodness, love and hate are intertwined, and you are tortured in your heart.
"Gao Ziran, come on, wipe it..." Tian Ye put his hand on my face, gently and carefully.
I looked at the tall figure in front of me, suddenly leaned over, lay on Tian Ye's shoulder, and burst into tears.
Tian Ye helped me get closer to the sofa, and I lay on his shoulders, thinking about what I said, and it was heartbreaking in my heart.
Give up and let go are two different words, but I dare not express my true intention.
After crying hysterically, I actually fell asleep.
In my dream, I once again dreamed of the classroom in the corridor on the second floor and the boy in the white shirt, but I knew clearly that all of this had passed.
It was three o'clock in the morning when I woke up, and I was woken up by the roundworms in my stomach. Looking at the strange environment around me, I realized that I had actually slept in a hotel.
After walking out of the bedroom, I suddenly found someone sleeping on the sofa.
He got a little closer and bumped into the shoes under his feet, waking up the sleeping field.
He rubbed his eyes gently, looked at me in surprise, and said, "Are you awake?"
I nodded, held my stomach, and said, "I'm hungry."
Tian Ye rolled over and got up from the sofa, quickly put on his shoes, walked towards the door with his head down, and said: "I'll go down and buy you some food..."
"Wait..." I quickly stopped him, walked in front of him, pointed at the time on the phone screen, and said, "I'm afraid there is no food at this time."
"Not necessarily, I'll go down and take a look..." Tian Ye chuckled and started to walk out the door.
Anyway, I woke up, stretched out my hand and held Tian Tian, and said, "How about we go down together?"
At 3:30 in the morning, Tian Tian and I were walking on the street. There was a 24-hour convenience store nearby. We bought two buckets of instant noodles, walked around, and sat on a bench in the park to eat with gusto.
I laughed at Ye Ye for eating too elegantly, but he looked at me shyly and said that I ate very domineeringly.
Finally, he took out a napkin, hooked his fingers at me, and wiped the rice stains from the corners of my mouth.
Our eyes met, and I realized that Tian Ye had a pair of big black eyes, a bunch of thick black eyebrows, and a straight bridge of nose.
Tian Tian has fair skin, and coupled with his young hairstyle, he looks cute and cute.
It's like the fat teddy that Tom raised.
I couldn't help but laugh.
"What are you laughing at?" Tian Ye retracted his finger and looked at me doubtfully.
"Has anyone told you that you are as good as a cute teddy and very lovable?"
"Then do you like it?" Tian Ye raised his head and looked at me and asked seriously.
I nodded, smiled and said, "Not bad."
Tian Ye stood up, took off his coat, put it on my body, put the instant noodle bucket at his feet, and said, "Gao Ziran, today... I accidentally overheard your conversation."
I looked at Tianye with a surprised look on my face, and said uncomfortably: "You mean, between me and Li Shu?"
"Yes," Tian Ye lowered his head and responded in a low voice.
"He thought I was going to sleep with you and scolded me." I shrugged and said, "Ever since that incident, I did hate him a little."
Tian Ye raised his head and looked at me and said: "Gao Ziran, I want to tell you something. Although... after saying this, it may affect my ultimate goal of coming here, but I feel that I need to tell you
you."
I looked at the field and asked in confusion: "What is so mysterious?"
Tian Ye turned his face, raised his head, looked at the gray sky above his head, and said slowly: "Gao Ziran, actually, besides Lu Xiaoping and I being very reluctant to go to England to study, I think there are also
Another person?"
My heart suddenly tightened. I was not a fool. I had vaguely noticed something.
"Although I don't know what happened between you and Li Shu, but... the day after the college entrance examination, I saw Li Shu in the hospital. I asked the nurse and found out that he was hospitalized."
"Hospitalized?" I looked at Tianye in surprise and asked, "Why is he suddenly hospitalized when he is in such good health?"
Tian Ye sighed softly, turned to look at me, and said: "Gao Ziran, I heard from the nurse that there was a car accident. I didn't see Li Shu's case sheet, so I don't know who it was...
But I heard Lu Xiaoping say that you have been because of something... so..."
After Li Shu took the college entrance examination, he went to the hospital, and the nurse said it was a car accident? If Li Shu was the one who was in the car accident, then why, he never said anything.
Furthermore, it is impossible for Gao Zijian not to know about such a big matter. Why have I never heard him mention it?
What the hell is going on?
"Tianye, thank you for telling me this, but I think these things have nothing to do with me, right?" He sighed softly, suppressed the excitement in his heart, and said sadly: "If these are really
It happened, why didn't he tell me? To sum it up, it's just because I'm not a girl worthy of his liking."
"Gao Ziran, don't say that, you... you are a kind girl." Tian Ye hurriedly raised his head and said with a smile.
Looking at his warm smile, I couldn't help but laugh.
"Actually, when I come here this time, there is another thing I want to tell you..." Tian Ye lowered his head, sketched on the ground with one foot, and spoke in a low voice.
"If you have anything to say, just say it!"
"That's it..." Tian Ye raised his head and looked at me, with a pair of shining eyes showing ripples, like moonlight falling on the lake, and said calmly: "Gao Ziran, I know you are still hurt from before, but
, I still want to ask you very solemnly, if time permits, are you willing to give me a chance to heal the pain in your heart and be my girlfriend in the field?"