I don’t know why I said these words out of the blue. In the countless confrontations with Li Shu, I don’t think I won for a while. Not to mention what happened that night, just these few times, I
They were all equally defeated.
I felt a little sorry for myself. Looking at Li Shu's concerned tone, I didn't know how to answer him. What should I say? Before I met Wei Zheng, I wanted to get something out of Wei Zheng's mouth.
But at this moment, I suddenly felt the urge to let Li Shu tell me personally.
Tell me if his heart is really that cold, tell me if he ever thought about me when he was changing his girlfriends in the past two years?
Maybe my self-esteem has really taken a hit.
Regarding my request, Li Shu just replied lightly - "Okay."
He said yes, which was as expected. The strange thing is that my ability to bear it has become much stronger than before, and I don't feel so sad.
When we arrived at the school gate, we exchanged a few words and I walked towards the campus without looking back.
Sometimes when I think about it, I might as well grit my teeth and never see him again. But I know myself so well. Is it possible to disappear?
I don't think it's very likely.
What I didn't expect was that this conversation between me and Li Shu actually had a certain effect. The most direct manifestation was that he didn't call me for a week.
I would secretly watch what he said, but it was just for a quick look.
I go to and from get out of class with the dormitory principal and the others every day, and I go for a walk on the playground in the evening if I have nothing to do. My life is pretty good.
Gao Zijian once said very unconscionably, people, that's it, whoever leaves can live the same life, it depends on whether you have the intention to protect him. Yes, when he followed Chen Xiaojia like crazy, he chose
Guarded.
Li Shu, on the other hand, chose a different approach.
I haven't contacted him either, although somewhere in my heart it seems that something is really missing. Fortunately, I can eat and drink well, and everything is still enough. I am practicing not caring so much about a person.
On Saturday afternoon, when everyone in the dormitory was getting ready to go shopping, my phone rang.
When I picked it up, I saw a series of unfamiliar numbers. I thought it was another advertisement call, and the tone of the answer was not very good. But there was a familiar voice on the other end of the phone.
It was Wei Zheng who found me.
I remember that the last time I tried to trick him, I didn't succeed. I didn't go to him, but he came to me.
The dormitory director looked at me back and forth several times with extremely gossipy eyes, and finally let me go and allowed me to stay.
Wei Zheng said that he was working nearby and happened to pass by here to see me.
After I told Wei Zheng the dormitory building number, I stood at the bottom of the building waiting for him. Looking around, I saw that familiar figure. He was dressed differently from the last time I saw Wei Zheng. This time, he was actually wearing a dark blue sportswear.
The clothes make her figure extremely tall. On her feet are a pair of white Nike sneakers, which are full of energy.
Not only was it blinding me, but I could even see the head sticking out of the window in the two adjacent girls' dormitories.
Moreover, Wei Zheng also brought me a large bag of snacks.
It was around five o'clock in the evening, with the bright red sunset hanging on the horizon and a gentle breeze. He and I were walking on the university playground, leaning on my right side, and it was like a beautiful landscape.
"Are you still used to it here?" Wei Zheng started talking.
"It's okay, pretty good." I nodded and followed his pace and walked forward.
"What do you want to eat tonight?" Wei Zheng turned to look at me and asked.
"casual."
"I heard that there is a delicious barbecue restaurant nearby. Do you want to go there together?" Wei Zheng pointed in a certain direction outside the campus and asked in a calm voice.
It was the weekend anyway, so it didn’t hurt to go, so I nodded.
When I changed my clothes and followed Wei Zheng out, I suddenly noticed something was wrong.
A girl's intuition tells me that Wei Zheng is dating me?
Lu Xiaoping told me on the phone two days ago that she wanted to give Li Shu some good looks. In addition to greeting the eight generations of Li family ancestors, she also ordered me to never take the initiative to call Li Shu.
I did the same. The key is, he didn't call me either.
Thinking of this, I followed Wei Zheng without hesitation and ran towards the school gate.
After taking only two steps, the phone rang.
Sometimes it's like this. What you've been looking forward to for a long time may not be easy for him to get, but you have given up hope and his call comes again.
The conversation roughly goes like this:
Li Shu: What are you doing?
Me: Getting ready to eat.
Li Shu: What to eat?
Me: BBQ.
The two of them were like cold-blooded zombies, without any emotions. At this point in the conversation, I felt it was absolutely necessary to hang up. Just as he was about to speak, Wei Zheng suddenly turned around and asked, "Of course, do you want a cup of milk tea?"
Li Shu heard Wei Zheng's voice. To be precise, he heard a man's voice.
Wei Zheng and I nodded and said, "Strawberry flavor."
Wei Zheng went to prepare milk tea like a gentleman, while I stood by the road and continued to call Li Shu.
"Where's the date?" Li Shu said angrily.
It's not a date, not to mention that the other party is Wei Zheng. But I didn't intend to tell Li Shu the truth, so I coughed calmly and said, "Aren't you watching?"
"Gao Ziran, if you say no contact, you really mean no contact. Originally, I thought you were busy with studies these days, but now it seems you are busy with love, right?" A sarcastic tone.
"You're right..." I glanced at Wei Zheng behind me who was preparing a drink, and continued: "Under investigation."
"What are you investigating?" His calm tone seemed to fluctuate.
"Stop talking, I'm going to eat..." I knew that if I continued talking, the secret would definitely be revealed, so I wasn't that stupid.
But why, when I hear Li Shu’s voice, I can’t help but feel a little excited?
Maybe it was because of a phone call from Li Shu that I was much happier having dinner than I imagined. Maybe it was because I only had Li Shu in my eyes before. When I really jumped out, I realized that I could slowly grow up without him.
Learn to adapt.
Wei Zheng is more of a gentleman than I thought. He was responsible for baking and I was responsible for eating. As we went back and forth, we started to chat.
When we came out of the barbecue restaurant, I suddenly realized that from beginning to end, I had not asked a single question about the plum tree.
I really could shut up about this guy.
It’s been two years, and this is the first time. Even if I don’t say it, it’s the first time I’ve done it.
Wei Zheng invited guests to dinner, so I should return the favor. I went to the small supermarket on campus and bought two chocolates, one for him and one for me. We ate them while walking towards the dormitory.
Facing the wind, I suddenly felt very touched.
Growing up, I rarely focused on one thing, my academic performance was average, and I loved to play and make trouble. Fortunately, my father loved me and my mother loved me, so I lived a pretty happy life.
The only thing I insist on is that I like plum trees.
Now, I find that I don't have to like him that much. In fact, life is like this. It's not easy to love someone so deeply.
When we were approaching the door of the dormitory, Wei Zheng, who was talking to me, suddenly stopped and stared straight ahead. Following his eyes, he saw Li Shu standing there.
Li Shu politely persuaded Wei Zheng to leave. Just when I was about to flee, Li Shu's calm voice came over and said, "Gao Ziran, let's talk."
It happened that the dormitory director and several classmates were walking past us. When they saw Li Shu, they immediately winked at us. I sighed at the conscience of my roommates and pulled Li Shu towards the playground.
The two of them walked half a circle around the playground in silence. Li Shu didn't say anything, and neither did I. When I couldn't bear it anymore, I raised my head, pinched my waist, looked at Li Shu, and said, "What are you talking about? Say it quickly.
The dormitories are all closed."
Li Shu looked at me, sighed, and said, "Gao Ziran, why don't you call me?"
I knew that Li Shu was absolutely evil. I could detect the displeasure on his face, but when he spoke, he was so confident.
But why can't I just yell at him like I did at the beginning? At least if I do that, I will feel happier in my heart.
"Why aren't you talking?" Li Shu asked again when he saw that I wasn't talking.
"It's nothing, what are you doing on the phone?"
"You're talking about going out to eat? With Wei Zheng?"
I didn't say anything, raised my feet and continued walking forward. Li Shu hurriedly followed me and said, "Gao Ziran, why did you go out to eat with Wei Zheng? Is it because you are angry with me??"
Li Shu still knows me too well. He knows that in my heart, he is the most important.
"No, I..." I guessed that Li Shu and I would really have a problem if we continued like this. I had to give myself an explanation, so I said, "Li Shu, how about this? Let's not do this during this period."
Contact me and let me give it a try...how about it?"
Li Shu looked at me in surprise and said, "What are you trying?"
"Give it a try - if I don't have you, let me see if I can accept another man." I whispered, not even daring to look at Li Shu's expression.
"Do you want to accept another man?" Li Shu's voice suddenly rose very high. He squatted down on his knees, raised his head and looked at me, and asked, "Gao Ziran, what are you talking about?"
"Li Shu, I don't have..." He took a breath gently and said, "My brother already has a girlfriend. I think it's time for me to find a boyfriend."
Perhaps the serious expression on my face frightened Li Shu. His voice paused for two seconds before he said: "Gao Ziran, this problem is not a small one. I hope you can think about it calmly..."
"I'm quite calm. You have a girlfriend now and we are just friends, so I will calmly consider finding a boyfriend. Last time, my mother brought a lot of photos and asked me to take a look..." I pretended to be calm.
explain.
"No, Hu Yueyue and I, between us..."
"Li Shu, that's your business, that's all for tonight..." I stepped forward and said, "Don't worry, I won't pester you anymore, let's go..."
"Gao Ziran, you are still as cruel as before..." Li Shu suddenly said after I took two steps: "It was the same two years ago, right? We obviously agreed to be together, but in the end we were alone.
I fled to the UK. Even though I was silently chanting in the hospital for so long, you could ignore me. Now I’m back, making my heart agitate. You told me to find a boyfriend again. I want to ask
Let me ask you, if you continue to play like this, do you feel sorry for me at all??"
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