Because the dormitory had to close on time, the four of us chatted casually for a few words and then returned. The three of them escorted me to the door of the dormitory. I couldn't help but stare at Li Shu, whose hand was being held by Yueyue.
Yueyue seemed to notice my gaze, raised her feet and said a few words in Li Shu's ear. Under the dim moonlight, I watched her gently tiptoeing, with the corners of her mouth raised, like a little princess.
Same, act coquettishly in his ear.
To be honest, I'm a little envious.
I don't know what Yueyue said to Li Shu. Li Shu's eyes naturally fell on me, and then he looked at Wei Zheng. The corners of his mouth sank, and he nodded to us and said, "We won't disturb you anymore."
, leave first."
What an understatement, I can't stand it.
When Wei Zheng and I were the only two people left at the door of the dormitory building, I heard Wei Zheng let out a long sigh.
"What's wrong?"
Wei Zheng lowered his head and looked at me, patted my head gently with one hand, and said, "It's nothing, I just feel a little uncomfortable."
I didn't need to pretend in front of Wei Zheng, so I said, "I also feel a little uncomfortable."
Wei Zheng glared at me and said, "Gao Ziran, where did that energy go when you were a child? If you feel wronged, vent it out, and if you like it, go for it. Why do you have to wrong yourself so much?"
I lowered my head and said nothing because I knew that no one could help me.
Wei Zheng could only blame me for not living up to expectations and asked me to have dinner with him tomorrow afternoon. I nodded and agreed, glad that I happened to have this friend.
At twelve o'clock in the evening, a text message from Li Shu came to the mobile phone - you don't look well, are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?
I don’t think my performance was that obvious. But I didn’t want to reply to Li Shu’s message. I just turned off the phone and got ready to go to bed.
Before going to bed, I thought about what Yueyue said again - Li Shu was hospitalized for a whole month, and she was the one who took good care of her.
Just because of this, I don’t want to fight for it. There is no emotion between them. When Li Shu was in the most difficult situation and needed someone’s love, I was not by his side. The person who took care of him should be loved by Li Shu.
There is a fact that I don’t want to accept. Maybe, Li Shu and I really are like this.
But this time, I only shed two tears. The person I like has someone who really likes him. I should be happy about this, right?
Even if you feel unwilling to do so, just hide it secretly. This is the best solution for the three of you.
I'm glad that I'm still optimistic, I resolved the unhappiness in my heart, and fell asleep peacefully.
There was still class the next day. In the afternoon, the class monitor brought up this weekend volunteer activity. I went to a nearby primary school to teach primary school vocals, painting and singing. I took the initiative to sign up.
After school in the afternoon, Wei Zheng came to pick me up as promised and went to the place where he wanted to invite me to eat.
What surprised me was that when Wei Zheng said he wanted to treat guests to dinner, it was actually at his home. I guess he felt pity for me, someone who had been forgotten in a small corner by some people, and cooked the meal himself.
When he was abroad, all he ate was Western food, but what Wei Zheng had to prepare was Chinese food.
Wei Zheng said that his family is a typical Chinese family. His grandfather's favorite is calligraphy, and his grandmother's favorite is gardening. If nothing happens, he will accompany his father to play chess, and his mother is responsible for cooking.
He also likes to cook.
Anyway, I had nothing to do, so I helped out. Wei Zheng laid out his recipes, and then I realized that it was his first time cooking.
Braised pork loin, scrambled eggs with tomatoes, fish-flavored shredded pork, cola chicken wings, boiled fish, and minced eggplant and seaweed egg pain.
I think everyone has their own talents. For example, I am relatively sensitive to colors, while Wei Zheng inherited his mother’s cooking skills.
An hour later, we were finally ready to eat. The doorbell rang at this time. When I opened the door, I saw that it was Yueyue and Li Shu.
It was May, and the temperature was gradually rising. Li Shu wore a slim-fitting casual fine-lattice long-sleeved shirt on his upper body, which set off his perfect body proportions.
I stared at his abdominal muscles and my face turned red.
Yaya, you look at something that is not good, but you just look there.
"Here you are, you are quite on time..." Wei Zheng walked over politely and invited the two uninvited guests to come in.
I thought there was something wrong. It was clearly agreed that I would be invited to the kitchen today, but why... With this thought, I looked at Wei Zheng with a confused look on his face. Wei Zheng blinked at me, and I knew
, he must be "making trouble" in this matter.
At noon we drank liquor, which was over 40 degrees. I didn’t want to drink it at first, but when I saw Yueyue kissing Li Shu directly in front of me and Wei Zheng, my reason immediately went out of control.
, I picked up the wine glass and drank a few glasses directly.
At first, there was a burning feeling in my throat, but later on, the more I drank, the more I became addicted.
When my mind is controlled by my reason, I still drink small cups and small cups. When my mind is not controlled, well, I have lost my reason.
This was the first time I got drunk after returning to China. I felt groggy and my head was heavy. I raised my head and looked at the two people sitting opposite me. The more I looked at it, the more unpleasant it became.
I figured I was going to cause trouble.
Then, I started to cheat, boxing with Li Shu and Wei Zheng, drinking one drink if I lost, and three drinks if I won.
Of course, the rest of what happened is blurry to me. I only remember that Yueyue helped Li Shu go out, while I was lying alone on the sofa of Wei Zheng's house, holding a pillow and playing rogue.
Drunk people are irrational, and of course they will express their truest thoughts. Thinking of the two people who had dinner with us just now, I raised my fist and punched the pillow directly.
"Why, I'm pretty good too. You don't like me and you still say you're going to protect me, you bastard..."
"Hey, grandma, let's stop making trouble, can we..." Wei Zheng looked at me with a begging look on his face and said.
"And you, why do you want them to come over? Don't you know that I will feel sad when you look at me? You did it on purpose. Wei Zheng, you are also a bad guy, so are you..." I waved my fist and threw it at Wei Zheng.
I felt like there was a fire coming out of my chest and I was very irritable.
"I am...am I still not good? Be good and I will get you some water..."
"I don't drink water..." I shook my head, glanced around the room, and asked, "Where's Li Shu? Where did he go? Why isn't he here? I have a headache... I have a headache..."
I can't remember exactly how long I made the fuss about. Later, when Wei Zheng talked about this incident, he said that I made his hair look like a bird's nest and that if there was no plum tree, I tortured him to death.
I guess I'm not that cruel. But who knows? I was drunk and couldn't even remember.
I remember one thing very clearly. After I started crying and making trouble, Li Shu came over. He was drunk as much as I was, but he still came to see me.
I asked him to accompany me to watch a movie. When I went out, I realized that it was raining. Li Shu said that it would be another day. I felt uncomfortable and refused to go, so I clamored to go. Li Shu got angry and said that I was disobedient. I thought about it before the meal.
The kiss between him and Yueyue made all the thorns in my body stand up.
The two of us actually had a quarrel at the door of Wei Zheng's house. He didn't want to accompany me, but I insisted on going. We disagreed and we broke up.
Li Shu didn’t want to accompany me, so I would go alone. So, despite the heavy rain, I walked into the rain without hesitation.
I knew that Li Shu was Yueyue’s boyfriend. He watched movies with me, but of course he didn’t go home to kiss and have fun with his girlfriend. Who am I? Even if I took out my heart, I guess someone wouldn’t care about her.
Why bother? Why should I care so much?
But there is no way, why am I the unlucky one? If he doesn’t like me, why should I stick to him? I’m so worthless, and I like to sell my self-esteem so much?
The rain flowed down my face, and I seemed to be a lot more rational. The hatred in my heart broke out again and again. I bit my lips to prevent myself from crying.
Fortunately, there was rain, so I couldn't tell even if I cried.
Then, an umbrella appeared above the head.
I turned around and saw Li Shu, whose clothes were soaked, standing behind me. He looked at me and said, "Gao Ziran, let's stop making trouble. We want to watch a movie, right? Let's go home and change into dry clothes."
Let’s just go watch a movie, okay?”
I guess Li Shu didn’t know that I had sobered up a lot, and thought I was a drunkard.
"Be obedient, okay? It was my fault just now. I shouldn't be harsh on you. Be good and come back with me to change clothes." Li Shu looked at me helplessly and reached out to hold my hand.
I shrank my hands behind me and said, "Li Shu, I don't want to be friends with you anymore."
After I said the words, I was a little surprised, and Li Shu was even more surprised. He looked at me with a pair of dark eyes and asked, "Can we not talk about this issue first?"
"I'd better talk..." I wiped the rain off my face and said, "I know Yueyue took care of you when you were in the hospital. She was very good to you, but I'm not that great. Look.
When you stand together, I will still be sad, and that night, some things happened and it is impossible to pretend they didn't happen. I thought a lot, why don't we stop being friends."
"Gao Ziran..."
"Don't try to persuade me. I've been thinking about this issue for a few days. That's it. Let's not meet again. You go talk about your love. As for me, I will also find someone to fall in love with. We both
Well, this is the best outcome."
Actually, I'm not sad. My teeth are chattering and my limbs are shaking. It's just because I'm cold.
Gao Ziran is still the proud Gao Ziran, Gao Ziran can give up, for sure.
"Does it have to be like this?" Li Shu looked at me and asked.
I nodded without hesitation and said: "From today on, I, Gao Ziran, don't need Li Shu's care or sympathy. We are no longer friends, no longer..."
"Ziran..."
"That's all I have to say. I'm tired and want to go home and rest. Don't follow me..." I waved my hand gently and told myself that this time, I must be cruel.
Although my thoughts are clear, my body is a little out of control. After all, I should touch this thing less.
Just when I was swaying and losing my center of gravity, that arm still hugged me tightly.
"Go away, Li Shu. Let's stop contacting each other. I feel uncomfortable. Go away...go..." I shook my arms gently, trying to struggle out of Li Shu's arms.
"I won't leave... Gao Ziran, I..."
"Go away..." I yelled angrily, my vision went dark, and I fainted.
I don't like plum trees.
The strange thing is that I dreamed about that dream again. In that spacious classroom, the boy pointed at my head and asked me to pour him water. I always felt that this dream was too long and there was no chance of resistance.
.
Finally, without hesitation, I picked up the water glass on the table and poured it directly into Li Shu's face.
I woke up laughing.
But I was lying in the hospital.
Gao Zijian and Chen Xiaojia were both there, and there was fragrant chicken soup on the table. There was someone standing at the door, and that person was none other than the annoying Li Shu.
It is said that I have been lying in the hospital for two days.
I was drunk and had a high fever, which only subsided this morning. No wonder I competed with Li Shu for a water cup in my dream, because I was too thirsty.
I just want to understand one thing, I hate plum trees.
By the time we completed the discharge procedures, it was already two o'clock in the afternoon. Gao Zijian sent Chen Xiaojia to work, and that annoying guy kept following me.
The sun in May was too hot, so I reached out to get a parasol, but unfortunately, I didn't bring it.
Li Shu came over from behind me, stretched out his hand and handed me the parasol. I nodded politely, took the umbrella, and walked away.
"Hey, Gao Ziran, it's such a hot day, why don't you leave me alone..."
I turned around gently and said, "Yes, what's wrong? It's such a small umbrella, do you think it can cover two people?"
Li Shu looked at me in surprise. After being stunned for a second, he said: "Of course, there are some things I want to talk to you about. I have been..."
"First of all, Ranran, was it you who called me? Secondly, what do you want to talk to me about? Do I know you very well? Don't think that just by lending me an umbrella, you can invite me to dinner. Sorry, I have to queue up..."
"Gao Ziran, why did you..." Li Shu raised his hand, his eyes full of surprise, and said, "Why did you suddenly..."
"What's wrong? You still want me to help you pour water and obey your orders, right? I'll tell you Li Shu, noway!" I shook my long hair behind me directly and hailed a taxi on the side of the road.
, got in the car directly.
After telling the driver the address of the school, the taxi started immediately. Outside the car window, Li Shu looked at me in shock. I rolled my eyes at him and immediately looked away.
Why, you go kiss other girls and let me stand aside and watch dumbly. Li Shu, just wait for me. We will not owe each other anything in the future. If you dare to provoke me, I promise,
Absolutely no mercy!
Huh, I didn't say I was a lady, so just wait!
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