There are some things that none of us want to happen, but they happen. I don’t know how Li Shu feels at the moment, but I don’t feel good.
As I thought before, I don't want any of the three of us to get hurt.
In fact, the fastest way to resolve the anger in my heart is to speak clearly when all three people are present. But at this moment, I couldn't say anything.
Hu Yueyue has a pair of beautiful big eyes, which make her look full of energy. But at this moment, there is only hatred in her eyes.
I stood up from the sofa in a hurry, lowered my head, and walked directly towards the door without looking at anyone. I wanted to apologize to Hu Yueyue before leaving, but when I raised my head to apologize, Hu Yueyue's slap came over me.
I didn't have time to block it, so the slap fell on my face.
"Yueyue!" Li Shu heard the noise and immediately ran over from the sofa. He hit the door hard and fast with one hand, glared at Hu Yueyue and said, "What do you want to do? Do you want to do it?"
Tears already appeared in Hu Yueyue's eyes, and she looked at Li Shu with a painful look on her face, and said: "Why are you doing this to me? Why are you doing this to me? Didn't you say that today will be very busy? Are all these lies to me?
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"Yueyue... there is something I want to tell you..." Li Shu took a step forward, protected me behind him, and said, "I think we need to talk..."
"Li Shu, I hate you! Gao Ziran, I hate you too!" Hu Yueyue glared at Li Shu and me and ran out directly.
I was worried that something might happen to her, so I raised my feet and ran after her. Li Shu went to grab my arm and pulled me into his arms.
After I came back, I spent so much time with Li Shu. For the first time, I felt his warmth. I pushed his chest a little unaccustomedly, but Li Shu hugged me tighter, and I coughed lightly.
, said: "Li Shu, you..."
"Just let me hold you like this..." Li Shu's voice was low, but it had a heart-wrenching feeling. His hand slowly touched my face and asked, "Does it hurt?"
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I didn't dare to look up at the plum tree, so I could only shake my head gently.
"Idiot..." Li Shu looked at me with an angry tone in his voice and said, "Gao Ziran, what are you afraid of?"
What am I afraid of? Or I did something bad and was discovered.
But I couldn't say it, because I still acted like the selfish me.
If I had not been greedy for time alone with Li Shu today, the kissing would not have happened. If the kissing had not happened, no one would have been hurt.
You can't have it both ways, I understand.
Seeing that I didn't speak, Li Shu raised his long arms, picked me up and carried me to the sofa.
He applied ice cubes to my face, but I didn't dare to look up and could only stare at the sofa in a daze.
After a while, I felt that my cheek was not so painful anymore. I raised my head, looked at the figure in front of me, and said, "I think you should go find Yueyue. I..."
Li Shu's originally gentle face immediately turned cold. His eyebrows were deeply furrowed. He looked at me and said, "Gao Ziran, I know how scared you are. Lie here and don't move. I'll call them."
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I lay obediently and watched Li Shu close the bedroom door. The room was well soundproofed and I couldn't hear any sound.
I stretched out my hand to pick up the phone and opened my palms, which were covered in dense sweat.
After all, he is not so justified after doing bad things. What I don’t understand is why Li Shu didn’t go to Yueyue, but stayed with me.
Is he telling me who is important to him?
I always feel that it is strange for me to think this way. After all, in the darkest moment of his life, I was the one who hurt him the most, and I was not the one who gave him warmth.
In the thinking room, the bedroom door opened. I looked up at Li Shu and saw him walking towards me quickly. He glared at me and said, "Didn't you agree not to move? Why are you disobedient?"
I glanced at Li Shu weakly, my eyelids sank, and I said nothing.
"Okay, I won't talk about you anymore, come on, lie down..." Li Shu seemed to be aware of my grievances, gently supported me, picked up the ice cubes, and continued to apply on my face.
I kind of want to cry.
What I have always been unsure about is who Hu Yueyue and Li Shu will choose. Regarding those love letters that were hidden inexplicably, I did not dare to ask Li Shu. Firstly, I was afraid that he would be embarrassed. Secondly, it was because I had passed
For such a long time, I was also very scared in my heart.
I'm afraid that his liking for me will only stop at that little bit of goodwill.
I felt a little aggrieved and a little touched. When my nose became sore, I burst into tears.
"Gao Ziran, you are really stupid, you know that? Weren't you very flexible when you were a child? You don't know how to avoid it? And... I can solve this matter, you, don't worry about anything... Hey, Gao Ziran
, why are you crying..."
I looked at Li Shu, my eyes were a little blurry, but I could still feel Li Shu's nervous eyes.
"Li Shu, if it was me who ran away today, wouldn't you go find me immediately?"
Li Shu's palm gently shook my head twice and said, "No..."
I was a little disappointed and bit my lip without saying anything. That glass heart was already broken to the ground.
"Gao Ziran, I won't let you run out from here..." Li Shu put the ice cube aside, held my hand and said, "I don't know what's going on, as long as I hear you say you want to do ordinary things with me,
My friend, here... I feel a little pain in my heart... I have passed the age of hypocrisy, but that feeling is still very real. I don't like hearing you mention other men in front of me, and I don't like you talking to me.
I said no contact and blocked my number. In fact, I have been thinking about one thing these days, and that is, am I, Li Shu, worthy of you?"
Match me? I looked at Li Shu in surprise and asked: "You mean..."
Li Shu glared at me and said, "Don't interrupt me..."
I lowered my head weakly, biting my lips and not daring to speak. Li Shu's palm gently stroked the side of my face and said, "Actually, I don't think I'm a good man, at least not as good as I thought on the surface.
I arrived so well because I know myself so well and the darkness I am in, so when I see you, I will consider whether to get close..."
"Gao Ziran, I'm not a good man. I also want to find a woman to fall in love with and get married. If you don't come back, maybe I will marry Yueyue."
Maybe, he will marry her.
"But some things... are beyond your control. Gao Ziran, are you afraid of being with me?" Li Shu raised his chin and looked at me, asking coldly.
I looked into Li Shu's eyes, feeling afraid but not afraid at the same time.
Growing up, I firmly believed in two things. First, Gao Zijian was definitely willing to take the blame for me. Second, Li Shu would never hurt Gao Ziran.
With this belief, I couldn't help but nod my head and whisper, "I'm not afraid."
"You also know that in the two years since you left, I did do some ridiculous things, so don't worry..." Li Shu looked at me and hesitated to speak.
I also looked at him, wondering what he would say next.
Li Shu's eyes seemed full of expectation. After a while, he lowered his head helplessly, looked at me, and said, "Gao Ziran, do you want to give me some confidence at this time?"
I nodded gently and whispered, "Oh, I give you confidence."
"Too perfunctory."
"Li Shu, will Yueyue hate me?" Thinking of Yueyue running out just now, I felt guilty in my heart.
"We're already looking for you..." Li Shu held my face with his right hand and said, "Gao Ziran, give me some time. I'll try my best to be as comprehensive as possible with Yueyue, okay?"
Li Shu means...he...is he going to be with me?
I have never felt so at ease. Looking at Li Shu's serious face, I noticed a contentment that I had never felt before. I began to think about the problem from another angle. Maybe the misunderstanding after the college entrance examination was what God gave me and me.
The test of the plum tree.
After the test, will we be able to be together happily?
I don't know when I fell asleep, and I didn't expect that Li Shu would confide in me today. I decided that when Yueyue comes back, Li Shu and I will face it bravely.
It was already dark when I woke up. Fortunately, the lights in the bedroom were on. The cell phone on the table kept ringing. When I opened it, I saw it was an unfamiliar number.
I pressed answer.
What surprised me was that the person who called me was none other than Hu Yueyue.
I didn't know where she was, I just felt that there was a lot of noise on the other end of the phone, and her voice came intermittently, with a cry in it.
I asked her where it was, but she didn't want to tell me. She only asked me one sentence - Gao Ziran, can you give me the plum tree?
I put on my shoes and walked outside. Li Shu was not at home. I cleared my throat and asked, "Where are you now?"
"Gao Ziran, let me ask you, can you give me the plum tree?"
I really want to say no, because emotional matters are not a matter of giving in or not.
"Okay, I get it, Gao Ziran, I will make you regret it. Li Shu is mine!" Hu Yueyue yelled at the phone and hung up the phone.
I hurriedly called Li Shu, but the call never got through. When it was about ten o'clock in the evening, the call finally came in, and it was Li Shu.
"Have you found anyone?"
"Found it."
"That's good." I breathed a sigh of relief and asked, "Where did you find it?"
"Of course, I'm a little confused now. Don't run around. I'll tell you when I get back tonight."
We hung up the phone. I don't know why, but listening to Li Shu's voice, I always felt that something had happened. My right eyelid lightly beat twice. I looked at the contacts displayed on the screen and felt very panicked.