I thought I would be sad, but actually I was not. When the three of us walked out of the Night City, I suddenly found that I was not as sad as I imagined. I was glad that my heart became wider. After going around in circles, I was still there.
I felt fragile, but I actually felt invincible.
Lu Xiaoping proposed to say hello to Li Shu before leaving, but I decisively refused. They were singing and dancing and having fun. I had nothing to do to join in the fun, so why did I bring trouble to myself?
Tian Ye didn't have any objections. Seeing that I had made up my mind, he went straight out and took a taxi.
Lu Xiaoping said that I had committed masochism. Even though I cared deeply in my heart, I still had a fake smile on my face. I did not deny it, but I also knew that the previous way of treating Li Shu was no longer feasible.
I'm going to take a different path and take a gamble with myself. Who doesn't have self-esteem? Is it possible that all of it will be spent on plum trees? It's not appropriate, absolutely not appropriate.
So this time, I must not bow my head first and fight to the end with Li Shu.
Lu Xiaoping said that she wanted to see Li Shu and I solve the problem before going back, but only I knew that this was not an easy thing to solve at all.
Thinking that Lu Xiaoping and Tian Ye were about to go back, I felt bitter in my heart.
The phone rang twice. I picked it up and saw that there were missed calls. With that little thought in mind, I slid the phone lock and opened it. I saw that it was not a call from Li Shu.
It's Wei Zheng.
Only then did I think of the crayfish Wei Zheng was talking about, and I hurriedly called him back.
After sending Lu Xiaoping and Tian Ye back to the hotel, I hurried out. What I didn't expect was that Wei Zheng had already arrived at the hotel lobby.
The two of us went to the cafe on the right. Wei Zheng handed over the packed lobster and said with a smile: "The three of you just passed by me and didn't even see me. It seems that I am serious."
There’s no exposure…”
"Ah?" I looked at Wei Zheng in surprise and said, "Just now?"
Wei Zheng shrugged, pushed the lobster in front of him to me, and said, "Just think of it as a midnight snack, give it a try."
Actually, I wanted to say that I wasn't hungry, but looking at Wei Zheng's eyes, I felt embarrassed to say it. I opened the lunch box, and a burst of fragrance hit my face. The lobster was actually still hot.
Wei Zheng noticed my surprise. He smiled softly, dragged his chin with one hand, and said in a calm voice: "The boss said that the taste will change after being stored for a long time, so I sent it to you in a hurry."
I was very touched. As a result, I ate more than a dozen lobsters in a row and my stomach was a little bloated, so I gave up.
At eleven o'clock in the evening, Wei Zheng and I said goodbye at the door of the hotel. I watched him drive away. I don't know if it was because of the lobster or because Lu Xiaoping was going back tomorrow. I felt a little melancholy in my heart.
I walked quietly along the square outside the hotel, thinking about it, and finally found the answer.
The reason why I feel melancholy may be related to someone.
Maybe, someone is still having fun in the nightclub right now and won't think of me at all, right?
He doesn’t miss me, and I don’t want to miss him either. Li Shu is probably too playful, and he doesn’t want to stay alone because of me. He talks about being affectionate, but at critical moments, he still cares more about himself.
It's not that he doesn't care about me, but he doesn't care about the other person like me. Li Shu will not give up on himself.
This is also the difference between him and me.
They say a deep wound is a deep wound, I think that’s what it means.
My phone vibrated. I lowered my head and saw that it was an unread message. I opened it and saw that it was from Li Shu.
I admit that I was a little bit happy, but after reading the message, I was left with only melancholy. Because this text message was not sent to me.
"Baby, are you asleep? Did you have fun today? Do you want me to visit you?"
Look, he was talking about him. I couldn't help but snorted and was about to curse back. I just typed two words and stopped again.
If people don't care about you, even if you scold them, you won't make them care. Instead, you will mess up your sense of proportion.
Perhaps it is best to just ignore it and pretend not to know?
Thinking of this, I turned off my phone directly, stuffed it into my pocket, went back to the hotel, and chatted with Lu Xiaoping.
After Lu Xiaoping found out that Li Shu had done this, he directly greeted all eighteen generations of his ancestors without saying a single curse word. While I was sighing at how Lu Xiaoping had changed so much since high school, I was thinking about Huaxin Shu’s current situation.
Where to rest at the party.
Hu Yueyue went back, and the one who benefited the most was not me, but Li Shu.
To be honest, I still regret it a little. If I had known this, I would have let Yueyue torture him.
Just as I was beating my chest for this, the doorbell of my room rang.
Lu Xiaoping and I looked at each other, and finally, I went to open the door.
As soon as the door opened, the strong smell of alcohol hit me. When I raised my head and looked up, Li Shu put one hand on the wall and looked at me with blurred eyes.
"Gao Ziran..." Seeing me coming out, Li Shu put a hand on my shoulder and said with a smile: "Gao Ziran, are you having a temper?"
When Lu Xiaoping heard Li Shu's voice, she rushed out of the bedroom, glared at Li Shu, and said with a smile: "Hey, Mr. Li, the dog food is gone, and you come to us again?"
Li Shu looked at Lu Xiaoping with a smile, then looked at me, pulled my arm with one hand, and said with a smile: "Gao Ziran, let's go talk..."
That text message originally made me angry, but now it's almost twelve o'clock, and he asked me to talk about... what to talk about? To talk about my experience in picking up girls?
I frowned and looked at Li Shu and said, "Let's talk about it tomorrow, I'm tired."
"No, you can't be angry," Li Shu shook his index finger and said with great certainty: "There is something I must tell you clearly now..."
I knew Li Shu's character very well, and to make trouble with him would be to get in trouble with myself, so I nodded and said, "Wait a minute, I'll change my shoes."
Li Shu didn't give me time to change my shoes, so he took my hand and went to the elevator. He seemed to be really drunk. He put an arm on my shoulder, swaying like a drunkard.
In addition, he smelled of alcohol, which made people very disgusted.
I'm very lucky that he actually recognizes the elevator.
After exiting the side door of the hotel, you can see the fountain spraying not far away, the street lights are still on, it is colorful and very beautiful.
Li Shu kept holding my hand until he reached the fountain, and he stopped safely.
"Gao Ziran, I told you, I have abdominal muscles, a vest line, and eight pieces. If you still don't believe it, it's bright enough here. Wait, you'll see it soon." Li Shu looked at me and spoke while talking.
When I went to undo the buttons, my body was trembling, as if I might fall to the ground at any time.
I stared at Li Shu and said, "I didn't say I liked it."
"You still said no," Li Shu pointed at me and said, "Didn't you praise Wei Zheng's good figure? Tell me, his is better or mine is better?"
Li Shu's tone was a little strange, and it actually sounded a little sour.
"My thoughts are not important, you can ask your baby."
"Gao Ziran, when I played with your brother, I always found him difficult to deal with. Now I know that you are more difficult to deal with than your brother. To be honest, do you really not know?"
Li Shu put his hands on my shoulders and looked at me condescendingly, with bright eyes.
There is no hint of drunkenness in this, it is just playing tricks on me.
"What don't you know? Li Shu, have you made enough trouble?" I threw away Li Shu's arm and roared angrily.
"Gao Ziran, what you see is not necessarily true. Last night, Yueyue and I were talking about breaking up, so... that's why she asked for a kiss goodbye. Don't be stubborn and think that what you see is true.
Is it okay to torture me like this? I feel really uncomfortable in my heart. I just sent you a text message and watched you reply. I thought you would reply me immediately, but you didn’t. You actually went back to the hotel directly.
Do you know how uncomfortable I feel?"
Li Shu was a little excited, and when he spoke, he also moved his right hand, as if he was really a lovelorn man. But he didn't know that he didn't feel good, and I didn't feel good either.
Is the text message Li Shu mentioned the one he saw just now? He sent it to me just because he wanted to know my reaction. He knew I would get angry and scold me back, so he sent it on purpose.
But this time he expected it wrong. I didn't scold him at all, so he came to me.
If you want to approach me without telling me directly, but you still want to test me in this way, Li Shu, you really make me feel heartbroken.
"Are you done?" I raised my head and looked at Li Shu, my voice was very calm, and said: "Li Shu, you have always known what I am thinking, right? You have always known that I like you. Indeed, I like you, because
I like you, so the torture and distress you mentioned are felt by me more deeply than you. Why did you come to me? Is it because you really like me? Then why didn’t you come to me directly after seeing me? Why did you come to me? Because you felt
Are you nervous? Because you are worried that I will not focus on you in everything like before? Li Shu, you are so selfish, so selfish that I feel sad..."
"Of course...I really like you..."
Perhaps because it was my first time to expose Li Shu's thoughts, his face showed nervousness and he replied directly to me.
"You like me, but you also like others. To you, I am the same as other girls. Li Shu, I will be selfish and disappointed. I also want to be the only one." I looked up with my chin high.
He looked at the plum tree, showing his unprecedented stubbornness, and said: "You can't give it to me now, so don't provoke me..."
If Yueyue is good to you, you will like it. If I am good to you, you will also like it. But this is not the only thing.
"Gao Ziran..."
"I can like you, or I can only like you, Li Shu. I don't want to chase you..." I glared at Li Shu and said, "Now, I want to be myself... As for you, I want to reconsider.
consider."
Li Shu may not have expected that I would say these words. His face was filled with surprise and shock. I didn’t want to give him a chance to explain for the time being. I sighed softly and said, “I’m going back first, and you should go to bed early.”
Without waiting for Li Shu's reply, I quickly returned, leaving Li Shu behind.
The strange thing is that I actually felt a sense of pleasure that I had never experienced before.
I guess I have been bullied by Li Shu for too long.
Lu Xiaoping also praised me for doing the right thing and kept giving me thumbs up. Although I was happy, I was still more or less worried thinking about the drunk Li Shu.
Suddenly, the phone on the table vibrated twice. Lu Xiaoping got the phone ahead of me, looked at the screen with a smile, and said: "Gao Ziran, you are so brave, you dare to teach me a lesson, well, the future is long, just wait."