The thirty thousand yuan was Shi Lei’s help? The thirty thousand yuan was actually Shi Lei’s help?
Thirty thousand yuan, was it Shi Lei who used Liu Meiting's money to help?
I can't figure it out, I really can't figure it out.
Why did Shi Lei know that I had this problem? Didn't he and I break up? Then where did he learn about my mistakes at work?
Durian's words came to my ears again in the morning. The boss decided to use the accountability system, and the 30,000 yuan was suddenly borne by the company again?
Originally there was no problem with all this, and I didn't think much about it. But now it seems that there is indeed a problem.
Shi Lei did this just to help me, so why did he help me? Feeling guilty? Or...
I picked up the phone and dialed Shi Lei's number.
"Xiaojia?" As soon as Shi Lei's call was connected, I heard him calling my name.
"I'm here at the moat and I want to meet you." I said decisively.
"Xiaojia, don't do stupid things. Just wait for me and I'll be there right away!" Shi Lei said nervously.
I took a breath and looked at the lake helplessly, finally understanding the meaning of Shi Lei's words. It turned out that he hadn't forgotten it yet.
This is the place where we had our first quarrel, and it was also the place where I said "I'm going to die" to Shi Lei for the first time.
We can have different thoughts and principles, but he said that I can be arrogant in his world in my mind and heart for the rest of my life, as long as I don't scare him with the word "death".
He said he couldn't bear it, and he said he couldn't bear it.
He said that his world was desolate, but after being with me, it became warmer and more beautiful. If someone was really going to die, he hoped that person would be him.
In this world, the most hurtful thing is love words, right?
Nearly fifteen minutes later, the wind suddenly picked up by the river, and my hair was messy. Looking at the passers-by, I knew it was going to rain.
Shi Lei's voice filled my ears at this time. You see, he knew so clearly where I might be standing, so how could I believe that he didn't love me anymore?
"Xiaojia!" Shi Lei walked up to me nervously, took my arm and started to walk towards the road, "You can't do stupid things, no!"
"I just want to ask you one thing," I shook off Shi Lei's hand, "What happened to the 30,000 yuan in our company?"
Shi Lei's back was stunned. He turned around nervously, looked at me and said, "Xiaojia, the problem has been solved, don't think too much about it."
"Why are you helping me? Shi Lei, you told me to get out of your world so simply, and you still care about my life and death?" I looked at Shi Lei, and there was a desolation in my voice that I could detect.
"Xiaojia..."
"You didn't call me Xiaojia," I retorted directly, "Shi Lei, today, I'm asking you for the last time, why did you choose Mei Ting?"
A bitch is a bitch. Even if the economy is in crisis, it is still not expensive. Liu Meiting is my best friend and the worst bitch.
Even so, I still want to find a reason for myself.
Unless Shi Lei speaks in person.
"Xiaojia, I..."
Shi Lei's face showed the same hesitation as last time. I took a deep breath, took two steps back, walked to the fence by the river, and said calmly: "Shi Lei, don't force me."
It's hard to hurt him, but it's easy to hurt myself.
"Xiaojia!" Shi Lei looked at me nervously, took a step forward, and immediately stepped back when he saw my movement. The wind by the river was very strong, my hair was fluttering in the wind, and I squinted at the people walking towards me.
The man issued an ultimatum.
"you tell me."
Shi Lei looked at me blankly, and I could almost see the muscles on his face were distorted. He was afraid, and this feeling was the same as two years ago, but... he didn't speak.
I took a step back, bit my lips, raised my thighs, and instantly moved to the fence, staring at him with wide eyes.
"Xiaojia, stop making trouble, come down..." Shi Lei stretched out his hand and motioned for me to come over. But I didn't, and he didn't dare to come forward. There were two steps between us, but at this time, I suddenly felt
, the distance between us is very far.
It's so far away that I can never guess his thoughts, and it's so far away that I can't understand the reason why he left.
"Xiaojia, please, please come down, please?" Shi Lei looked at me, his voice trembling in the wind and reaching my ears.
I shook my head and watched his white shirt being blown up by the wind. I couldn't help but shed tears. I shouted, "Shi Lei, please remember that I, Chen Xiaojia, gave you a chance."
Suddenly, Shi Lei bent his knees and knelt in front of me.
I looked at Shi Lei in surprise and heard him say: "Xiaojia, I beg you, don't do anything stupid."
I felt a sudden coldness on my cheeks. I raised my head slightly and realized that it was raining. Look, God is so generous and sympathizes with me, a woman who refuses to let go after being dumped.
But what can I do? As stubborn as he is, he is on his knees at this moment, what else can I do?
I came down from the fence, and the wind blew across my face. I took a deep breath and firmly believed that I would never be Shi Lei's opponent.
"I won't force you." I looked at Shi Lei who was kneeling in front of me and said with a smile: "I think too much, Shi Lei. I believe that everyone in the world may betray me, but you, I don't want to
Believe me, I looked for reasons, looked for the truth, and persuaded myself over and over again that you have difficulties, you have difficulties, but..."
I couldn't stop crying.
Shi Lei stretched out his hand, grabbed my leg tightly, and said over and over again: "Xiaojia, I'm sorry, Xiaojia, I'm sorry..."
I looked at Shi Lei with a self-deprecating look and stretched out my hand to help him up. Suddenly, I touched a cold spot on my hand. I lowered my head and saw the ring on his middle finger.