I suddenly felt that the most painful thing in this world is my own reverie. The most beautiful things are love words, and what I want to hear most is the truth. The truth is the most real, the cruelest, and the hardest to achieve.
It is also the most distressing.
For example, at this moment, Gao Zijian stood in front of me with an angry face, sitting down to defend me, but he never gave me a reason to care about me so much.
I don't ask for much, I just want to hear the truth, and one sentence is enough.
I stared at him, watching his black pupils flashing and dimming, and he stared at me, his palm close to my face not falling for a long time, but his chest was rising and falling, and his anger was not extinguished.
For a long time, he still didn't say a word.
I swallowed gently and said, "Gao Zijian, what are you going to do now? Do you think that slap was not enough? Do you want to slap me again?"
Gao Zijian's face showed no movement at all, he still stood in front of me and remained silent.
"If you also think that I stole someone else's fiancé, okay, you can give me a slap. Come on, here on the left, harder!" I turned the left half of my face towards Gao Zijian, using my last bit of strength,
Look at him and say.
Gao Zijian remained motionless. His sharp edges and corners were already sharp. At this moment, it was even more obvious. His cold temperament radiated from the inside out, making him even colder than before.
I took a breath, looked at Gao Zijian, and said: "Since you are not going to give me a slap, now it is my turn. If it is me who stole someone else's fiancé, then Gao Zijian, as the one who single-handedly brought me and Shi Lei together,
Do you have any special opinions on this matter?"
Gao Zijian's face was stunned, a trace of surprise flashed in his eyes, he opened his mouth, but no words came out.
I was a little disappointed, but also a little lucky. Unfortunately, Gao Zijian, under my coercion, did not finally say what I wanted to hear. Facts have proved that I was overthinking it. Fortunately, the fireworks were as gorgeous as fireworks.
The love is all drawn in subtle ways by me alone.
Love is something that thousands of people have experienced, and thousands of people will have different feelings. I have always yearned for the gorgeous love like fireworks in full bloom, but I also understand that the beauty that blooms fades quickly. Instead of this, it is better to have a long and steady flow of water.
accompany.
Asking too many questions makes me appear pretentious and unable to let go, which is not my style of doing things. Since the facts are already in front of me, why should I bother to press them?
He retracted his index finger pointing at Gao Zijian, sighed softly, took off his coat, put it in his hand, and said with a smile: "Gao Zijian, actually I am very grateful to you."
"Xiaojia..."
"As you can imagine, a slap does make me feel aggrieved, but if a slap can reveal a person's sincerity, in fact, I am not aggrieved at all." I waved my hand and continued: "That's it.
That's it, goodbye."
Never see you again.
"Xiaojia," Gao Zijian raised his voice and his hoarse voice sounded behind my ears, "I didn't mean anything else, I just... I just..."
I looked back at him and saw guilt in his slightly drooped eyes. He smiled and said, "Tall and handsome, please stop. Your coquettish expression makes my heart flutter..."
Gao Zijian's expression did not improve. He looked at me and asked, "Xiaojia, isn't Leizi treating you badly?"
I shrugged, tried my best to show an indifferent expression, and said, "How is it possible? He would jump for my moat. Wouldn't it be bad for me?"
Gao Zijian's eyes narrowed and he said, "I understand. I will handle the Liu family's side. You don't have to worry."
"Hey, Marshal Gao is just showing the spirit of unity and friendship. It's okay. It's okay. You have a lot of things to do, so you'll be busy with your own affairs. By the way, Ziran will be going abroad these two days. I may not be free then.
, just tell her and I won’t go there.”
Gao Zijian didn't reply to me, and I didn't dare to look into his eyes anymore. I lowered my head and looked at his clenched fists. I felt a heavy feeling in my heart and turned around.
"I'm leaving first, tall and handsome, goodbye!"
"Chen Xiaojia!" Gao Zijian suddenly said at the first second when I raised my feet and took a step forward: "If you have any grievances, you can tell me."
"Hahahahahaha." I looked up at the sky and said with a smile: "Uncle Gao, you really think of yourself as my uncle. Okay, I'm leaving first!"
I told myself, don't look back, never look back.
The pace became faster and faster, until at the end, I immediately lost control of my emotions, squatted down, and started crying uncontrollably.
Damn it, I thought it wouldn't be so painful when I had a crush on Shi Lei, but now it's fine. I just lost hundreds of brain cells to outline a self-righteous romance. What's the point?
Gao Zijian, don’t be indebted, Miss Xiao will kick you to the telephone pole and sing Conquer!
Shi Lei called me at 5:10. He didn't know I was leaving the company and thought I was about to get off work. At that time, I was lying in bed playing Lianliankan and was in a normal mood. In fact, I was not responsible for my mood.
These two men are not the only ones in the world. The worst thing is, they don’t want either of them.
What I'm struggling with is how to speak to Shi Lei.
Ten minutes later, Shi Lei arrived downstairs in the community. I simply put on a coat and walked downstairs.
The first time he saw me, he walked over, held me in his arms, and said with choked sobs: "Xiaojia, we can finally be together."
My heart suddenly froze, I pushed him away gently and asked, "Auntie, do you agree?"
Shi Lei didn't speak, his eyes drooped, and it looked like something was wrong. I asked nervously: "What's wrong?"
After a while, Shi Lei raised his eyes, looked at me, and said, "Xiaojia, you are the only relative I have now."
I am the only relative left? I looked at Shi Lei in surprise and asked, "Shi Lei, don't scare me? What's wrong with auntie?"
Shi Lei turned his face sideways, his thin bangs swept in front of his forehead, and a hint of indifference and stubbornness flashed across his hard side face. I heard him say: "Xiaojia, she wants to sever ties with me. I agree."
.”
"Shi Lei!" I pushed Shi Lei nervously and said, "What's wrong with you? My aunt is not in good health, how can you be so impulsive?"
Shi Lei looked at me, with a hint of unbearability flashing in his eyes, and said, "She will figure it out."
"Shi Lei, please call Auntie right now to admit your mistake. I don't want others to say that my man gave up his own mother for a woman. In that case, I will also... feel very guilty."
In the evening, I sat on the flower bed in the community and watched Shi Lei talking on the phone with his aunt. His expression was very calm, and he seemed to have made up his mind. But I was not as calm as him.
Everyone makes mistakes, and I didn't want to forgive him for this mistake. But he made such a determination, and suddenly I felt that maybe, I could forgive him.
Life is long, and in the end you have to choose someone to move forward slowly. If he is determined to correct himself, maybe I should give him a chance.
I think back then, Shi Lei was also a young and mature person. He had to carry too many things on his own, so he easily went to extremes. I must have been willful and arrogant, but I have to say that he still paid a lot for me.
The phone call lasted for a long time, the afterglow of the setting sun slowly descended, and the black night fell unknowingly, like a thin veil falling on time. It revealed mystery and comfort.
Shi Lei's tall figure slowly approached me, with a slight smile on his face, and said: "Mom will come over tomorrow, I want to take you to see her."
"So fast?"
"No, Xiaojia, I made you wait for too long," Shi Lei held my hand and said, "The luckiest thing in my life is meeting you."
The smile at the corner of my mouth was a little stiff. Just as I was about to speak, the sound of hurried footsteps came over. Shi Lei and I immediately looked towards the series of footsteps and were shocked.
Liu Meiting got out of the car with a few people and walked directly towards us. She walked among a few big men, her thin high heels making a "thump thump thump" sound. She glanced at me and her eyes fell on Shi Lei's
On the body.
"You are indeed together." Liu Meiting raised her lips, looked at Shi Lei with a smile, and said, "I want to talk to you."
"I have already talked with uncle, Mei Ting, our matter is over now." Shi Lei looked at Liu Mei Ting and said with great determination.
Liu Meiting winked at the two big men behind her, and they immediately walked towards me. Shi Lei hurriedly blocked me behind him and said, "Liu Meiting, don't go too far!"
Liu Meiting raised the corners of her mouth, moved her slender fingertips twice, looked at Shi Lei and said, "I just want to talk to you."
"You can talk to me and let your dog go first!" Shi Lei glared at the big men behind Liu Meiting and said angrily.
Liu Meiting winked, and they immediately stepped back a few steps away. Shi Lei came over and looked at me and said, "Go back and wait for me. I will come to find you soon."
I nodded and walked forward. After taking a step, I heard Liu Meiting's voice from behind: "Husband, I'm pregnant."