When Su Hen 1 turned around and left the backyard, Xiao Na's eyes, which had been only looking at Su Hen 2, shifted to her stubborn back. There was a trace of extremely uncomfortable pain hidden in her gray-black pupils, and she clenched her fingers slightly.
, on the surface, but still calm.
Su Hen 1 walked out quickly, walked straight through the hall, walked to the stream outside, jumped into the water with a bang...
Plunge into the water, close your eyes, and hold your breath...
This physical pain of suffocation relieved her psychological suffocation and made her feel a little better.
This is also a habit of hers!
In the past, when she was in Dayong, every time she was ignored by her mother, emperor and father, or every time she saw her brothers and sisters fighting each other and putting each other to death, she had to bury herself in the water and struggle for a while...
She was completely deprived of oxygen until the last minute, when she couldn't stand it anymore, so she stuck her head out of the water...
The air flows instantly, breathing becomes smoother, and there is a sense of joy and joy of rebirth after death...
She breathed in the fresh air and looked up at the sky.
The night sky tonight is very nice, azure and full of shining stars.
The song "The Brightest Star in the Night Sky" floated from the building opposite.
"The brightest star in the night sky, can you hear it clearly?"
The one who looks up
Loneliness and sigh in my heart
the brightest star in the night sky
can you remember
once walked with me
The figure disappearing in the wind
I pray to have a transparent heart
and eyes that shed tears
…
The figure who once walked with me
where are you now
…
I would rather keep all the pain in my heart
I don’t want to forget your eyes either
Give me the courage to believe again..."
This is the second time Su Hen1 has heard this song, and the first time he heard Liu Hua singing in the KTV room. At that time, he thought of Xiao and almost burst into tears.
Her life was destined to be dark from the moment she was born, and she had to overcome many confusions.
In this confusion, fortunately, I have always been with him. Whenever I look back, I can see him looking at me five steps away, like the brightest star in the night sky, always shining on me.
Keep your light on and give yourself the courage to move forward.
Coming to this world, he still exists like a faith...
Now, after finally waiting for him to come to this world, I found that he no longer looked at the person standing behind me, or even glanced at me...
Like the collapse of her faith, her spirit suddenly lost some support!
Warm tears welled up in her eyes.
But because her head was tilted up, the tears poured back, making them bitter from her throat to her heart...
I remember once taking a look at a TV series, in which a man said affectionately to a girl who was crying, "Your tears flow directly into my heart..."
At that time, she thought this line was extremely chilling.
Now that I suddenly think about it, I feel warmer.
When she was in Dayong, she believed that if she shed tears, it would directly cause pain in Xiao's heart.
Now, even if her tears can break down the Great Wall, he doesn't care.
Thinking of this, she couldn't help but gave a low, bitter laugh, and plunged her head into the water again, letting the water wash her eyes and dissolve the tears...
When she put her head out of the water again, she saw a person standing on the shore...
Her long hair fluttered in the night wind, and her black clothes blended into the pale night color. Her handsome face had a deep expression, and her gray-black pupils stared at her in the water.
