Su Hen nodded, stretched out his hand to hold his wrist, and found that his pulse began to move unusually again, so he hurriedly changed his palms and sent his own breath to him to make up for his lack of inner energy in time.
"Su Hen——"
Ji Yinghan's violently twitching heart returned to beating more slowly due to Su Hen's inner breath, but it still throbbed slightly.
He continued to ask Su Hen, "I seem to love him very much, right?"
"right."
Su Hen looked at him with complicated eyes, "But the love between you is not blessed and is a strange existence. He is a vampire and you are a human. These species are different. The most important thing is that you are both
It's a man."
"Um."
Ji Yinghan nodded, then looked up at Su Hen, "But I still fell in love with him? Does he love me too?"
"If you feel so heartbroken, you must be in love with him. As for whether he loves you too, I don't know. I'm not him."
Su Hen didn't want to deceive Ji Yinghan, but he didn't want to tell the truth.
She really doesn't know whether Beiming Tianque loves Ji Yinghan, or whether he completely regards him as a substitute for another person, and there is always the shadow of another person in him.
It is estimated that only Beiming Tianque himself knows this answer.
But no matter what, he couldn't bear Ji Yinghan to be heartbroken because of him, and couldn't bear him to suffer any more, so he took the initiative to erase his memory and withdraw from his sight. This was enough to prove that he also cared about Ji Yinghan.
It's a pity that Ji Yinghan's memory has been erased, but the emotions deep in his bones have not disappeared and are still painful.
"Su Hen, help me restore my memory."
Ji Yinghan looked at her sincerely and said, "I don't want to forget! I don't want to feel such inexplicable heartache."
"I don't have the ability in this area."
Su Hen said helplessly, "But I still suggest you forget that the pain you feel now is just labor pain. I'm afraid it will be more painful in the future."
"Are you afraid of the pain between you and Xiao?"
Ji Yinghan looked at her and asked.
Su Hen thought for a while, "Afraid."
She recalled that when Xiaogang was resurrected, he only had eyes for Su Hen 2, but he ignored her.
The feeling of heartache was still fresh in her memory.
Whether you call her selfish, domineering, or possessive, she thinks he is hers, and she doesn't want him to look at anyone else again.
However, this situation is different from that of Beiming Tianque Ji Yinghan.
Ji Yinghan may be just a stand-in.
This damage is even greater.
No one understands Ji Yinghan's feelings better than her.
He is an emotionally single-minded person, and he is like this to her as a friend, and he is also like this to Beiming Tianque.
Because of such paranoia, he cannot tolerate any flaws in the relationship between the two.
"Are you going to stop dating Xiao because you're afraid?"
Ji Yinghan continued to ask.
Su Hen shook his head, "No."
"Why?"
"Because I love him!"
"That's right."
Ji Yinghan smiled bitterly and said, "Since I have fallen in love with him, do I still need to care about his gender identity?"
"..."
Su Hen looked at him and really didn't know what to say.
"Is the look in your eyes because he doesn't love me? Is everything just wishful thinking on my part?"
Ji Yinghan felt his heart begin to twitch strongly again.
"I don't know. Yinghan, don't worry yet."
Su Hen saw that something was wrong with him and quickly gave him the inner breath.
