The second master smiled reluctantly, with a helpless tenderness in his eyes, "At that time, we were still in love with each other, so much that we only saw each other in our eyes, so much that we could sacrifice everything for each other."
"Then why was the child lost?"
"I do not want to say……"
The second master took another long puff of cigarette and spit it out, "If we lose our child, we will also lose our love."
"You obviously still love Chen Jinhang, and Chen Jinhang still loves you. The look in his eyes when he sees you singing is absolutely unmistakable. Why do you need to dwell on the past? Life is still very long."
Su Hen couldn't help but persuade.
"hehe--"
The second master smiled bitterly and said, "So what if life is still long? He refuses to forgive me, and I refuse to forgive him. Even if we are together, we can never go back to the past."
"How will you know if you don't try?"
Su Hen said with regret, "I feel now that as long as two people love each other, no matter what happens, it's better to stay together."
"Haha, people who love each other will not be afraid of natural and man-made disasters, but if there is a rift in their hearts, they will no longer be able to be together. Just like this flower pot, which is a very valuable antique from the Qing Dynasty. It cracked. I asked someone to put it away.
The inlay is good, but no matter how skilled the craftsman is, it cannot be restored to its original state. This is even more true in the human heart."
The second master smiled reluctantly and said, "For so many years, I have thought about bowing my head and asking him for forgiveness. I know that as long as I am willing to bow my head, he will definitely not refuse. But, I know even more that we really can't do it anymore.
Together! The rift in our hearts is too big!"
As she spoke, her face turned pale and she coughed violently again.
Su Hen had no choice but to input her inner breath to help her calm down.
The second master calmed down again.
"Why are you bothering?"
Su Hen shook his head, "Every year you have to bear the pain of your heart like this and torture yourself into a dying patient. Does Chen Jinhang know?"
"have no idea."
The second master replied, "It wouldn't matter if he knew. He wouldn't take the initiative to show concern."
Su Hen estimated that in the past eight years, no one of them had taken the initiative to say a word to anyone else.
The two of them were always at odds with each other, always worried about each other, and always hurt...
These two people obviously look so free and easy, but they are as stubborn as children in this regard. It's really their own fault.
"Su Hen, I'm sleepy, so I'll excuse you. Thank you for coming to see me today."
The second master said to Su Hen.
"Okay, let me help you into the room. If you need anything, call me."
Su Hen gave her his mobile phone number.
The second master took out his mobile phone and entered her number carefully, but refused to let Su Hen into the room and insisted on letting Su Hen leave first.
Su Hen had no choice but to get up and leave, then closed the door.
Even though she left, the second master still didn't get up and go back to his room.
She still sat quietly, coughing up bloody sputum painfully from time to time...
Su Hen walked out and immediately called Chen Jinhang.
"Is something wrong?"
Chen Jinhang's voice on the phone was a little unclear.
"Boss Chen, where are you now?"
“Floating on the Amazon River.”
"I just saw the second owner of Hotel C."
Su Hen said tentatively.
There was silence on the other side of the phone, and then a faint "Oh."
"Do you know her current condition?"
"Do not want to know."
"She is now very ill, vomiting blood and phlegm, her heart muscle is weak, she can't even stand steady, and she refuses anyone to take care of her."
Su Hen said.
There was another period of silence on the other side of the phone, "Su Hen, it's time for me to drift away. I'll hang up."
Su Hen wanted to say more, but a shutdown prompt came from the phone.
