Yue Li overestimated herself. To be precise, memory is not equal to experience.
Although everything in her memory had definitely happened. But to her, everything that had happened and the memories she had recovered were like a movie. But, from her point of view, it was even more
With a sense of immersion, you can better understand the feeling of being "her".
That weird, indescribable feeling that it's clearly her, but yet it's not her. It's not her but it's her at the same time.
She was used to it and fully accepted the emotions brought about by that feeling. But there was always something different... and therefore, this caused the feeling that the current Yue Li was similar but different from the past Yue Li.
And this upgrade is the same. She has memories, and the feeling at that time is completely clear now. But in the end, there is still a layer of separation.
Now it's a hasty upgrade again, and because it's the second upgrade, I wonder if the laws of heaven and earth have noticed it, and the overwhelming energy is a bit more than the last time.
As a result, Yueli suffered a tragedy.
What she thought was an easy pass and a proper upgrade turned out to be a life of ups and downs and a narrow escape from death. The most unacceptable thing for her was that it actually gave her a demon inside her.
Logically speaking, this upgrade is about opening up the meridians and condensing energy. One is a matter of physical quality, and the other is a mental issue. It has nothing to do with things like inner demons.
But she happened to meet him.
Just when she was over her surprise and managed to collect the energy into her two Dantians, and could shout "success", the inner demon came.
How it came, she didn't know. But, she knew what it came from.
A sea of fire, black bandits, Xiao Mu, and two children.
She also remembered the two children. The girl was Xiao Mushou's disciple and the boy was the girl's younger brother. She had saved the girl at first, but...
"Why do you want to save me? If you don't save me, at least my brother is still alive and well." The girl's face was full of resentment.
The boy's face was full of hatred: "You are a bad person, you are the real bad guy. You are worse than the monster, which caused the destruction of our family."
Xiao Mu smiled at her, reassuringly, "Miss, you're okay, that's great." Then, he lowered his head suddenly and died.
The whole scene is repeated again and again.
And she knew that these were all false, but she didn't know what to do.
Kill them? They are obviously dead. But she doesn't want to listen to their words. She is not a good person. Yes, she is not a good person. From the beginning of saving people, it is just because she wants Feixue, a disciple, to come into contact with more people.
Patient. As for whether it saved someone's life...she didn't care.
However, she killed them.
She knew that the real culprit was Fan Ruoxi. But if she had been silent from the beginning and not taken more actions, Fan Ruoxi would not have discovered her, would not have noticed Shi Ze, and everything that followed would not have happened.
Xiaomu will still be alive and well!!
"&*&(&*&*..." The light but solemn Sanskrit sound slowly came out of her mouth. She didn't know what to do. Facing the hallucination, she should kill everything that disturbed her mind.
. was eliminated, naturally everything dissipated. But... she couldn't do it. She could kill the siblings without blinking, but she couldn't do anything to Xiao Mu.
If she can't kill, then she can be saved. She is not even sure whether this Sanskrit sound is a scripture for salvation, but she only knows this one, so let it be.