It's a pity that she has been obsessed with becoming stronger for two lifetimes, which cannot be eliminated by her impulse. And the reason that allows this obsession to continue... is Yueli.
The woman Xi Yueli is a legend to all women.
And she got so close to this woman. She went from an idiot to a strong person that everyone admired and had to support. She had a very detailed understanding. Especially after getting together with Hua Ju, she became even more...
I learned more about it from Hua Ju. I knew that what she was doing today was entirely because of her medicinal skills.
This gave her hope again! But at that time, she was not sure that Xi Yueli would be willing to teach others these things. If she were to teach others what she had learned, she would never teach them so easily.
someone else’s.
Therefore, she told herself that if Xi Yueli refused, she would be the flower lady honestly. Even if it was only a short hundred years, she would be much happier than in her previous life.
But fate placed an opportunity in front of her again, and her persistence in becoming stronger made her seize it without hesitation. She knew that Huaju wanted her to stay, but... she wanted to become stronger. And she told herself that this
It is to make their journey ahead longer.
Hua Ju was considerate of her, but although she didn't think that Xi Yueli would teach her everything. But she had been working hard to get knowledge from her mouth.
And because of her contact with Xi Yueli, she discovered what happened between her and Wusun Shize.
Many things cannot stand the passage of time, let alone comparison.
She has forgotten all the persistence she had just after being reborn into this world. Self-reliance, becoming stronger, and relying on herself to gain the respect of others... these have all been forgotten. At that time, she only thought that she should have something.
People who are treated like Yue Li.
She should be respected by others, have someone who is loyal to her, and have a man who can give up everything just to make her happy... She forgot her persistence and everything Huaju paid for her. She only saw...
...Xi Yueli has become the person she always wanted to be.
Jealousy finally emerged.
Yes, at first, she was just envious and targeted her. But as time went by, and she had to admit that no matter how hard she tried, she would never be able to be like her, she began to be jealous.
Jealousy makes people ugly. Jealousy is the filthiest thing in the world. But she was jealous. So, she unconsciously began to discredit the existence that made her jealous. She wanted to destroy the things about her that made her jealous...
Since she can't be like her, then pull her down and make her like her.
She thought she did it perfectly and no one noticed. But she forgot about the person who loved her the most. He knew her better than she knew herself.
For a while, she knew that he was treating her better than before. He never mentioned Xi Yueli or his brothers in front of her...
It's a pity that she didn't notice the change in him. He was still the same as before, and even kept making small moves because he thought no one would notice... As a result, she finally found that Huaju looked at her with colder and colder eyes. He was no longer as eager as before.
, so attracted to her.
Although he is still by her side, still loves her, and still gives her everything she wants... But she is so sensitive that when he becomes nice to her, she accepts it calmly, so she doesn't notice. But if he treats her a little bit badly, she