If you talk too much about some things, you will get bored; if you talk too little, you will have no impression - human beings seem to be really contradictory. But these seem to be limited to some ordinary things. And some things
, some people will leave an everlasting impression on each other's hearts even for just a short moment. I won't talk about her, just because I don't dare to think about it and can't bear to face it. Maybe, this is called unforgettable.
Each of us has once longed to be the protagonist in another person's life, to do our best to show the best side of ourselves in the scene that belongs to us, hoping to be favored by the director and recognized by the audience. However, the song fell apart.
, after the curtain fell, I suddenly looked back, and was surprised to find that my role in her life was just an inconspicuous supporting role. A shooting star can never become a star. It may be beautiful in the moment it shines, but it is too beautiful.
It was short-lived and made people feel desolate.
So, we chose to escape and give up. We began to look for the play that belonged to us, the stage that belonged to us. Between constant searching and giving up, one day, the once inconspicuous actor became a star that attracted much attention.
You can perform your life with ease on a glamorous stage. It seems to be a success, but at that time, did you occasionally miss the best years of your life, in that place that seemed like a success?
What about the first play performed on a very simple stage? Although it was raw, although it was ignorant, even though it was just a supporting role.
I lit a cigarette and watched the white ashes fade one by one. I suddenly felt that sometimes love is really like a cigarette: no matter what the ending is, those who can finish it will always have an inexplicable satisfaction, and the people around them will also feel satisfied.
There will be a faint aftertaste left. And if the cigarette called love is extinguished halfway, even if you light it again, it will become choked. Fortunately, I finished my cigarette.
Now let the curling light blue take me back to the end of the last century...
One of Murphy's Laws is: the things you need most often appear when you need them least. The same is true for love, so when we sometimes discover love when we don't need it, let's take advantage of it. You know,
Although you don't need it now, it is indeed something that only appears once in a lifetime. You think you understand love and life very well, but in the end, you often don't even understand yourself. You have to wait until you hit your head and bleed, then you regret it.
Well, why bother?
—— Ronin Pier
In the last year of the last century, I was admitted to a W university in another place.
For a child who has been misled by his parents, teachers and society since he was a child and formed the idea that "as long as he is admitted to college, he will have a lot of youth to squander", he has just successfully experienced the torture of the college entrance examination without failing.
Going to a university that seems pretty good should be the beginning of a new life.
So the whole day was wrapped up in the freshness of just going to college. At that time, there were many ways to play: playing games, playing basketball, drinking, pretending to go to evening study, but in my heart I was thinking about the girl sitting next to me, etc.
, many fresh tricks and brand-new excitement filled the eyes of a child who had just arrived on the university campus, and I felt that a colorful world suddenly opened its arms to me, including the so-called fellow villagers' meeting.
No matter which university you are in, it should be an inevitable custom for freshmen to hold a hometown meeting after they enter school: the little kid who just entered college has experienced what may be the first time he has traveled far away for so long. Find a few people who can talk about hometown together.
People who speak to you will always feel a little cordial; and older seniors and seniors also hope to discover good talents among the freshmen through the Fellows Association and solve their personal problems as soon as possible - the demand is so strong, of course the market
It wouldn't be much worse. So, one month after the school started, various types of fellow gatherings were held one after another: some between dormitories, some between departments, some within the school, some more vigorous, and even some
We were across schools and cities. The first time I met her was at the fellow villagers’ meeting...
I still remember that day, the second brother who usually looked at the honest and charming boy returned to the dormitory with a full face of spring, and sang Elva Hsiao's "ino" loudly with his voice that was not much better than that of a drake: "Love is like ino, thickly nostalgic
I love you so much with your seductive breath..." This caused a group of us squatting in the dormitory to play StarCraft online to collapse. Countless stinky socks, stinky shoes and elective course textbooks (when I was a freshman)
He was more honest and the textbooks for the required courses were relatively well preserved) flew straight towards him. He smashed his dick and shouted, "You guys are too much, do you still want to meet a beautiful woman?"
For boys in adolescence, the word "beautiful" is undoubtedly the most effective sedative. Especially in a university majoring in science and engineering, where the quality of girls in the entire school is generally low, the word "beautiful"
Words are like a ray of warm sunshine, instantly calming our restlessness.
The eldest son stared at the second eldest son and said, "What's going on? Tell me!" That level of eagerness is directly reminiscent of the working people at the bottom of the oppressed society in the old society who were looking forward to liberation.
The second child saw that he had successfully aroused our curiosity, and he began to feel proud, and slowly lit a cigarette: "What, you want to know?"
"Yes!" The other four people in the dormitory nodded in unison, their movements uniform and smooth.
"It's a long story..." He was still preparing to whet our appetite.
"Damn, let you pretend to be a grandson again!" The boss was unhappy. With a command, he led all of us to rush towards the second child, directly pressed him on the bed and prepared to deal with him.
The second child is afraid. Our tricks for tidying up people in the dormitory are well-known. It’s not complete unless you make the other person’s body completely naked and embarrassed. At the beginning, I observed and participated in several collective foot soles scratching in the dormitory to stuff up the smell.
After Socks' action, the rebellious spirit inside him that was now pressed on the bed could be measured by the size of the ants downstairs.
What's more, this itself was something that made him feel quite naughty. So he started talking about it happily.
It turned out that the second child was unlucky today. When he went to the city center to buy clothes, he met two girls on the bus talking in their hometown dialect. For the second child who comes from Anhui and has relatively few fellow villagers, this
It is basically equivalent to the sound of nature. Based on this level of understanding, the second child remembered what we used to say when we listened to the lectures and tutorials of our predecessors: "Be bold, careful, careful, and thick-skinned." The seven-character formula, shyly
He went over to start a conversation. After asking, it turned out that they were fellow villagers. Moreover, the two girls happened to be freshmen in college. They didn't have much experience in the world and were very simple children. So they were easily dismissed by the same simple old people.
Two won.
"Then what happens next?" we asked eagerly. We didn't have any hopes or illusions about the second child's fellow villager: even if she is a beauty, it is within the scope of the second child's work - based on such a basic understanding
You know, what everyone is more concerned about is what her fellow countrymen represent: there is a whole room of girls! And they are all liberal arts students!!
"In the future? I made an appointment with them to have a dormitory together!" the second child said proudly.
"Damn! You didn't tell me earlier!" Everyone yelled at the second child. After hearing such exciting good news, the five-year-old man who was originally tortured by the hot summer and was on the verge of death suddenly cheered up and became more alive.
. Turning around to look at the messy dormitory: the melon seed shells on the floor were about an inch thick, and the table was so piled with Coke bottles and cigarette boxes that the original tabletop was no longer visible. Not to mention, the whole dormitory was still filled with odor.
There is a vague and strong smell coming from socks and sneakers. Although we have saved a lot of money on mosquito coils because of this smell, it still seems a bit shabby to entertain a group of people who are said to be "beauties" like this.
While they were looking at each other, the boss from Shandong fully demonstrated the honest and kind side of the northern man, and suddenly shouted: "Do some hygiene!"
"It's your order!" With a powerful voice, five fierce men quickly took action: sweeping the floor, wiping the table, cleaning the windows and making the bed, and finally there was only one person to carry it.
I took a big basin and ran to the water room to wash my socks and trousers. Don't mention it. In less than an hour, the original bandit's den became a little bright and clean.
At this moment, everyone was lying on their bunks, stretching out comfortably, smoking cigarettes, admiring the fruits of their labor, and waiting for the arrival of the beauties.
And it wasn't until this moment that I suddenly remembered a crucial question: "Second brother, when will the beauty come over?"
"Oh, she said she would come over next week...ah!!!"
Before he finished speaking, his dick was buried under a pile of textbooks and shoes again...
A week passed quickly, whether it was fast or slow, and the time passed quickly while playing and making fun. Finally, on a nice and windy afternoon, the day came for the beauty to come over.
The second child volunteered to go out to pick up the beauty, and the remaining four of us also changed into our wedding and funeral robes early to wait for the beauty and her roommates to come. The entire dormitory window was bright and clean, and the air was
There was also a slight smell of the air freshener that costs 10 yuan a bottle from the canteen downstairs. Everyone was sitting or standing with various poses. What's more, in order to express his intellectual stance, the boss also
I specially grabbed a copy of "College English Textbook 1" in my hand. I tried to stun the beauties with my unique charm at the first glance.
After all, reality is kinder than novels and movies, and there were no surprises. Ten minutes later, the door opened. After ignoring the old face of the second child that we were tired of seeing, we saw four people who were eye-catching.
Bright girls:
Ling, Lao Er's fellow countryman. She has long hair and is about 160cm tall. Her smile is very sweet and cute, which makes people involuntarily feel a sense of intimacy. Maybe it's my misunderstanding. I always feel that this girl has a smile between her eyebrows.
With a hint of sadness.
Jing, Ling's good friend. She also has long hair, is tall and thin, and knows how to dress well. She is a very fashionable girl, always with a faint smile on her face, and she looks very lively.
Qing, a girl who is a bit cold, with a bit of iceberg beauty temperament. I have always been respectful and insensitive to such cold beauties.
Xue, I have forgotten what kind of girl she is. I really don’t have a deep impression of her. The reason why I still remember her name is probably because she later became the fifth girlfriend.
I didn't pay much attention to them at that time because my eyes were always fixed on Ling's.
The dormitory is not big, so four people came in at once, and it was immediately packed. Perhaps because they were all freshmen, everyone was very reserved at first, sitting obediently on the left and right across a table.
Focus on the meaning of high-level business meetings. However, the old adage that same sex repels and opposite sex attracts has its truth after all. Especially for boys with strong hormone secretion in adolescence, this is more like an axiom that does not need to be proved. So there is no need to prove it.
I don't know when it started, the atmosphere slowly became lively, and we would make some harmless jokes to each other from time to time. They were probably just chatting about interesting things about college life and making fun of their respective teachers. What were the specific words?
, I can’t remember clearly.
I just clearly remember that it was a very warm afternoon. The lazy sunshine after autumn slowly swayed its little heat, and it took a lot of effort to coat Ling's white skin with a layer of golden color.
Through the golden light, I could even clearly see the soft fluff on her ears and the slight beads of sweat on the tip of her nose.
I still remember that Ling’s laughter was very nice and she looked very pretty when she smiled.
The reason is that I told a little joke that was neither salty nor bland. Because I like to surf the Internet, I haven’t learned much about other skills. This kind of gag and joke telling ability is quite decent. So, the room full of women
The children laughed so hard that their pear blossoms trembled, especially her. When she laughed, she would wrinkle her nose, and then her eyes would be covered by the thick smile and become hazy, as if they were covered with a soft layer.
Then she started to laugh. When she laughed, she would not cover her mouth with her hands. She would open her mouth wide without caring, showing her white and neat teeth. Sometimes I could even see her pink.
Colorful tongue.
That look fascinated me, so in the following time, I ignored the sad, angry or helpless looks and hints of other buddies, and started to make her laugh. Her laughter was very loud, very funny.
Crisp. Like a small bell.
From that moment on, I called her Bell in my heart. Yes, Bell. A small, cute bell.
"Ah, it's almost 5 o'clock? We have to go back." It was Ling who said this. She obviously didn't consider the feelings of the other few of us, but was very responsible and dedicated for the welfare of the three girls she brought out.
Think about safety.
"Don't, don't, don't bother me!" The second brother quickly stopped him. "It's so rare for you to come here, why do you have to eat before leaving!"
"But, isn't this bad?" Ling was still hesitating.
"What's wrong? You came to our dormitory and left without even eating. If people find out, we will be despised!" I still understand the principle of striking while the iron is hot, and I quickly followed what the second child said.
Climb up.
Ling hesitated, and after communicating with several other girls with her eyes, she finally nodded. "Haha, thank you then!"
"Thisisourhonour." The boss, who had been holding an English textbook, finally found an opportunity to test his English.
"I thought you were mute, but I didn't expect that when you opened your mouth, it was abc!" Jing glared at the boss with her eyes wide open.
I was thinking that the boss must have felt very humiliated at that time...
Of course, meals during student days cannot be very luxurious. So we gathered together in a small restaurant next to the school and had dinner in a harmonious and harmonious atmosphere.
It was already late after dinner, and they finally wanted to go back.
So all of us boys, with resentful eyes and strong reluctance, took the beauties onto the bus in three steps, one step, five steps, and one stop.
And I watched blankly as Ling's petite back slowly disappeared among the countless low and high figures on the bus. Then the bus drove towards the afterglow of the sunset.
It was a picture filled with warmth.
At that time, I looked at the gradually disappearing shadow of the bus and thought: I seem to have fallen in love with her.