523. Chapter 523 He personally destroyed her trust 5
She would never see her living Yafu, her baby again.
Strictly speaking, it wasn't that she couldn't sleep, but that she didn't dare to sleep.
When she came here today, she heard a nurse talking about her on the road, saying that she was strong and powerful. When she heard that the child was dying, she was not afraid to cry. Instead, she said that the doctor was not good at medical skills. She immediately called an expert. After the expert diagnosed that her son might
Even when she never woke up, she was still calm and composed, which impressed them all, but some couldn't help but wonder if she was a cold-blooded animal. She was still so calm when her own son was like this.
To say she is calm does not mean that she is strong, but that she does not care about her son at all. If she really cared, she would have collapsed long ago!
They were all wrong. She was not strong or cold-blooded. She was scared! She was really scared! She had never been so scared before, but what could she do if she was scared? She wanted to collapse and hide. No one knew when the doctor said
When her son failed, she almost fell down. She really wanted to cry and cry, and she wanted to go with her son if he failed, but she couldn't, couldn't let her fearful emotions develop and spread.
The only one her son could rely on was her. If she fell, he would be dead!
She can't give up!
When she was a child, Su Yan left her in the back of the mountain, and wolves surrounded her in the middle of the night. She was also very scared at the time, thinking that she would become food in their mouths, but she didn't want that, so she couldn't climb trees and kept trying to climb up.
Climb, climb straight to the highest point. People who found her at that time said that she had created a miracle.
That incident told her that miracles will not come by themselves, it depends on your hard work and hard work to create the impossible!
She created more than just that one thing, she believed that she could also create a miracle for her son!
Therefore, no matter how scared she is, she must stand strong, and no matter how scared she is, she must not give up!
Seeing her like this, Gong Zeyu felt distressed, but he couldn't do anything, even holding her in his arms, he didn't have the right to comfort her.
He really wanted to tell her, don't hold on so hard, don't act like nothing's wrong, she's scared, let him support her when she cries, give her his shoulder, don't keep your emotions in your heart, it will break down sooner or later.
body.
However, he couldn't say anything.
"Everything about the company will be troublesome to you from now on. You should go back and rest!" She was in no mood now and just wanted to stay by her son's side.
"You don't have to worry about the company's affairs, I'm here for everything." If this is what he can do for her, he will definitely do his best to do it well for her and make her feel at ease.
After Miyazawa Yu left, Bai Xue went in.
Su Yan was still squatting in front of Su Yafu's bed, his eyes were red, as if he had cried.
But Bai Xue felt it was impossible, how could a person like him cry.
Su Yan looked at her with a deep and complicated look, as if he had thousands of things he wanted to say to her but didn't know where to start.
He fell in love too early, but realized it too late. Now her heart is scarred, and her attitude tells him that she wants to separate from him. Does he still have a chance?
Can he hold her hand and hold her hand until she grows old?
He didn't know that this was the first time he was so unsure, so panicked, and even helpless...
In the past, he always thought that Bai Xue loved him so much that she couldn't live without him, but now he realized that he was the one who couldn't live without her. Without her, his life would lose its color and meaning.
