It's obviously the same moon, but Su Yan feels that the moon in Country M is not as beautiful as Jincheng's, nor as round as Jincheng's. No matter how good Country M is, it can't compare to the dirty corner of Jincheng.
He sighed softly, and finally deeply understood the poetic meaning of Li Bai's poem about looking up at the bright moon and looking down at his hometown.
I muttered in a low voice, "Look up at the bright moon and lower your head to think about your hometown...My hometown! The people in my hometown..."
Were there people in his hometown that Li Bai missed at that time?
"When did Young Master Su learn to be sad about the Spring and Autumn Period?" A sarcastic voice sounded behind him.
"Just now..." Su Yan didn't look back. Before he uttered a word, he knew who it was by hearing the footsteps.
Qiao Tian wanted to step forward and punch him a few times, but thinking of his broken body, he could only endure it.
"Su Yan, you better have some last resort for treating Bai Xue like that!" He gritted his teeth.
"There are no hard feelings." Su Yan still looked at the bright moon in the sky.
I also remembered a poem: flowers are similar every year, but people are different every year.
This moon has witnessed so many joys and sorrows, but it has always been one. Is there eternity in this world?
"Don't fucking tell me that you only did this to repay Jennifer for saving her life, let alone tell me that you fell in love with Jennifer! I don't believe it!" The two of them grew up together, he Su
What kind of person Yan is, would he not know?
"Of course I didn't do it because of the grace of saving my life, nor did I fall in love with Jennifer, a woman with a human face and an animal heart." Su Yan knew that he couldn't deceive Qiao Tian for these two reasons, so he simply denied them.
"Stop talking nonsense and talk about the important points!"
"Murong Che is more powerful than we thought. In addition, I had Wang Daji killed because of Yafu being kidnapped and injured. Her father was heartbroken and became my enemy. The last time the plane crashed, Wang Daji's
My father is also involved, and there will be many dangers with me here. For Mrs. Su and Yafu, I can't go back." Su Yanhui agreed to cooperate with Jennifer and did not recognize Bai Xue. This is indeed part of the reason.
He wants to change his name to An and get rid of all the factors that threaten Shirayuki!
"This is part of it, but it's not the truth! I want the truth, that's the main reason!" If Qiao Tian and he were ordinary friends, they would believe that this is the whole truth, but it's a pity that they are not.
Su Yan would never push Bai Xue away for such a reason!
"This is the main reason." Su Yan insisted.
"Su Yan, I'm not a fool and it's not the first day I've met you. Do you think I would believe that you are such a weak person and push the woman you love the most out of fear of danger?" Qiao Tian rolled his eyes at him.
Su Yan looked at him, knowing that he couldn't be deceived, and said sadly, "I'm already miserable enough, can't you leave me some self-respect and some privacy?"
Qiao Tian ignored him and pretended to be pitiful. For him, it was Bai Xue who was pitiful!
Because of his accident, she hadn't had a good night's sleep in the past six months. She was dying for him, but now she ended up like this!
"Su Yan, do you know that what Bai Xue wants is not to be protected by you, and she is not someone who needs to be protected by you! I believe she would rather take the risk to fight alongside you to be hurt like this by you!"
Su Yan was silent.
"You'd better give me a reason that I can accept, otherwise, let's stop being friends! I don't have a heartless, wolf-hearted friend like you! Bai Xue is willing to die for you, but you..."
Qiao Tian didn't know what to say.
"Anyway, you must give me a reason to convince me today! Otherwise, we really won't be able to go on!"
"It's enough for you and your policewoman to go on. Why don't you go with me?" Su Yan curled his lips. His words sounded like they were having sex!
"Su Yan! Stop changing the subject!" Qiao Tian was annoyed.
Su Yan sighed, "I can't do it anymore..."
"I can't do it anymore? What do you mean? You mean you're about to die?" Qiao Tian suddenly became nervous as he thought of those idol dramas he watched where the male protagonist was terminally ill and pushed the female protagonist away.
Could it be that if we go, Su Yan is seriously injured, has serious internal injuries, and is dying?
Damn! Don’t be like this!
"It's worse than dying!" Su Yan sighed again, with a sad look on his face.
"What could be worse than dying?" Qiao Tian couldn't think of anything worse than dying soon!
"It's just that I can't do it anymore..."
"What do you mean you can't do it anymore?"
"I can't do it anymore, I just can't do it anymore. Why are you so stupid! You can't understand such obvious words!" Su Yan felt that after not seeing him for a while, his friend's IQ dropped several percentage points!
"Fuck! What do you mean you can't do it? You said you were going to die and you said no!" Besides this, what else can't be done? Qiao Tianhuo was so angry.
"You said that for a man, what could be worse than death?"
Qiao Tian looked at him and suddenly became enlightened. He stared at Su Yan's crotch from top to bottom, "You mean your dick is not working anymore?"
Su Yan smiled bitterly. Even though he was his best friend, he was still embarrassed to admit such a thing to him...
"This..." Qiao Tian looked at him, his mouth opened for a long time and he was speechless.
For a man, becoming a eunuch is indeed worse than death!
Especially someone like Su Yan who loves to have sex with his wife!
"Qiao Tian, do you think my Mrs. Su is good?" Su Yan asked.
"Of course!" Qiao Tian did not hesitate.
"Then tell me, was it a bastard that I treated her the way I did before?" Su Yan asked again.
"Strictly speaking, he's a bastard!" Qiao Tian nodded.
"So, you ask me, how can I harm her again and make her a widow for the rest of her life?"
Qiao Tian was startled, but now he could finally accept why Su Yan pushed Bai Xue away.
If Bai Xue knew that Su Yan was seriously injured and would not survive, she would definitely be willing to live a sexless life with him for the rest of her life given how much she loved him, but...
How could Su Yan bear to let her live such a life?
Especially, if a man cannot satisfy his woman in any way, he will be very unbearable, especially someone like Su Yan!
"But you hurt her like this..."
"I was seriously injured so that she could walk away. She is a person who can completely let go once she makes up her mind. Only by completely letting go can she start a new life, find a lover who loves her, and live happily for the rest of her life.
." The more Su Yan talked, the sadder he became. The more he talked, the more uncomfortable he became, and his heart was like a knife.
The thought of her belonging to another man made him want to kill that man!
However, he could only endure it and pushed her into the arms of another man with his own hands.
Qiao Tian looked at him, his eyes suddenly red with sadness.
Su Yan, Young Master Su, has been selfish and willful since he was a child. For him, there are only things he wants and things he doesn't want. He will get what he wants at any cost. If he really can't get it, he would rather destroy it.
Even if you drop it, no one else will get it.
After knowing him for so many years, what he cared about most was Bai Xue, but now he actually wanted to push her away with his own hands.
This makes him...
It’s so uncomfortable!
"How are you sure you can't make it?"
"I was seriously injured. When I got better and decided to contact you, I found that I didn't have a morning erection... Then I tried all kinds of methods, but nothing could make me..." Su Yan really couldn't tell, this
The matter was so embarrassing that he really couldn't speak out.
"What if this is temporary? Aren't you destroying yourself by doing this? Bai Xue was about to leave you before. You being able to live and tell the truth after this accident is the best trick and the best chance to get her back to you.
, but you pushed her away, hurt her, and asked her to leave you. Even if she gets better after you, she will not come back to you!" Qiao Tian frowned.
For a man, not being able to do it is worse than death, but losing the one you love after doing so is even worse!
In short, life is worse than death!
"The doctor said my chance of recovery is only 0.1 percent."
Qiao Tian, "..."
There is no difference between this and nothing!
"What doctor? It's better to find more doctors to check this kind of thing!"
"I found a lot."
Qiao Tian, "..."
"You don't have to look at me like this..." He sympathized with him and it would make him more embarrassed.
"Brother..." Qiao Tian wanted to comfort him, but after going through the words in his mind, he didn't know what to say or what he could say.
"You don't have to say anything, just help me take good care of Mrs. Su." Su Yan has nothing else to ask for now! He just wants his Mrs. Su to be well.
Qiao Tian, "Okay..."
"Yan, I'm sorry, if one day I don't..." Qiao Tian now realizes that he is not qualified to fight for Bai Xuehuo. He is the cause of their misery. He is the culprit and deserves death.
people!
"I said, I don't want to hear such words again! It's not your fault!" Su Yan doesn't blame Qiao Tian. If he wants to blame him, he can only blame him for being inferior to others and falling into the enemy's trap!
"Su Yan..." Qiao Tian wanted to say something else.
"Okay, please leave quickly. It's not advisable to stay here for a long time. If you contact us later, use our secret contact information." Su Yan asked him to leave quickly. He would be easily discovered if he stayed for a long time. Besides, he really didn't want to hear his sorry words again.
.
There is no need to apologize between them, and there is no need for him to carry any burden for his misery!
"You have to take care of yourself!" Qiao Tian looked at him for a while and then patted his shoulder. This was the only thing he could say out of a thousand words.
"Um."
Qiao Tian's agile figure quickly disappeared into the dark night.
When he returned to the car waiting for him, he couldn't calm down.
This time he wished he had not come.
He would rather Su Yan really fell in love with Jennifer and would stay with her and treat Bai Xue like that.
There is really no worst in this world, only worse...
No matter how much he thought about it, he never thought that the reason behind the matter was so unbearable!
Su Yan, his best brother! Such a arrogant and arrogant person could be like this... And he was like this because of him...
Qiao Tian fell into endless self-blame again. He knew that Su Yan did not blame him, but he could not forgive himself.
"Master, Master!" His personal bodyguard called him several times, but he didn't respond. He was very worried.
He only came back to his senses when he reached out to shake him.
