Bai Xue looked into the distance, "Let nature take its course."
She has no other feelings for Miyazawa now, she just wants him to stand up again and give each other a chance, but she doesn't know what will happen in the future, and no one can predict what will happen in the future.
"Are you like this because of Auntie Gong's death?" Wang Jingjing frowned, she didn't want this to be the case.
"It should be considered that." Bai Xue admitted that she had such an idea because of the death of her palace mother.
"Xue, although we all agree with you trying Miyazawa Yu, we don't want you to be with him out of gratitude and guilt!" What they want is her happiness, that she can fall in love with others and live a happy life of love.
Not that she is.
"I didn't say that I wanted to be with him, I just gave each other a chance. If I let him get close to me, but in the end I still can't have that kind of feelings for him, I won't be with him out of guilt." Bai Xue said with a smile.
, she is not that great yet, she forces herself because of guilt.
Besides, she felt guilty to be with Gong Zeyu, not only forcing herself, but also wronging Gong Zeyu. He is so good, he should deserve someone who truly loves him.
She was very moved and felt guilty just thinking about Gong's mother using her life to create opportunities for her son. If she hadn't protected her, she wouldn't be like this. She knew that Gong Zeyu wanted to let his mother live a good life.
In order to escape the control of his perverted father, he spent so much effort, and finally he succeeded, but the person who made him work hard left him. What a blow it was, she knew, so she...
And she happens to be the one who wants to start over, so why not give each other a chance!
Without her having to say anything, they both understood what she meant and felt relieved.
Qiong Bai is a playful person, and the children he teases play very crazy at night, especially late.
After the children went to bed, Qiong Bai said it was too late and he was so shameless that he wanted to stay the night.
Not being able to stay overnight by himself, he even asked Miyazawa to stay overnight with him.
Although Miyazawa wanted to do it too, he was not as shameless as Qiongbai and was embarrassed to speak.
"Qiong Bai, your home is only ten minutes' drive away from here at most. What does it mean to be dangerous to go home too late?" Lu Yiyi rolled her eyes at him.
Qiong Bai came up to Lu Yiyi and said, "Yiyi baby, you know I'm most afraid of ghosts. It's already past 12 o'clock, and I'm afraid that unclean things will follow me when I go home. Can you just take me in for one night?"
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He had a pitiful and scared expression on his face.
The people at the scene had their mouths twitching in various ways.
Gong Zeyu was very impressed that Qiong Bai could destroy his own image and be so thick-skinned for the sake of pursuit.
Lu Yiyi rolled her eyes in various ways. Sometimes she thought he was quite reliable, but sometimes he was too...
What a scoundrel!
Qiong Bai pulled Gong Zeyu, "You should say something!"
He worked so hard to perform for the welfare of both of them, so it would be better for him not to say anything!
No sense of being a comrade at all!
Miyazawa Tama, "Isn't this...not good?"
Qiong Bai fell to the ground. He was really not afraid of his god-like opponents but his pig-like teammates! He might as well not have said this!
His exaggerated expressions made everyone laugh.
Just when Qiong Bai was still about to say something about working hard to stay tonight, Bai Xue spoke.
"Since we are taking the children to the mountains to watch the sunrise tomorrow, let's all stay here so we can go together tomorrow."
"Long live the Queen!" Qiong Bai shouted.
He knew that once Bai Xue decided something, Lu Yiyi would have no objection.
Lu Yiyi curled her lips and gave him a big eye roll.
Qiong Bai was still very happy.
Shirayuki takes Miyazawa Tama to the guest room.
"There are new toiletries in the bathroom. We will meet in the living room at five o'clock tomorrow morning."
After she finished speaking, she left.
"Snow." Gong Zeyu called to her.
She turned around and said, "Huh?"
"Qiong Bai said, this is the opportunity you gave me, right?" He looked at her steadily, with anxiety and expectation in his dark eyes.
Bai Xue looked at him, and after a while, she said, "This is an opportunity for each other, but the result of this opportunity may not be the result you want."
Miyazawa stepped forward excitedly and grabbed her hand, "I understand!"
As long as she is willing to give him a chance, he will be happy!
If he can't make her fall in love with him, it's his fault!
But he will definitely try his best to make her fall in love with him!
"I will try my best to make you fall in love with me!"
"I will also work hard." Bai Xue said seriously, she will forget Su Yan and fall in love with him.
"Snow!" Gong Zeyu heard her seriousness and hugged her suddenly, so tightly. This sudden opportunity was like good luck falling from the sky. He was so happy that he couldn't even dare to get excited.
Believe this is true!
Bai Xue said nothing and let him hold her.
Miyazawa was excited and suddenly thought of something. His excitement and smile disappeared, and he let go of Bai Xue, "Xue, is it because of my mother that you suddenly have such thoughts?"
He remembered his mother's words before she died. She asked Xue to give him a chance. She said that he could live without her, but he could not live without Xue.
He didn't want Xue to give him a chance because of this!
What he wants is not her guilt!
"It's not important." Bai Xue felt what made her so unimportant. What was important was their process and results.
"No, if it's because of my mother, then I don't want this opportunity!" He doesn't want guilt, what he wants is her love, and she walks towards him willingly without any other reason!
If this were not the case, he would rather endure the severe pain and push her away than have her force herself to do anything!
"I said it has nothing to do with your mother, that's a lie." Bai Xue said.
Miyazawa's heart sank, and a bitter smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, "As expected..."
No wonder she, who had been resisting him and refusing to give him a chance to get close to her, suddenly invited him into her life!
"Miyazawa Yu, listen to me." Bai Xue said seriously.
Miyazawa Tama, "Huh?"
"I don't deny that it was your mother who made me have this idea, but I really want to give us a chance. Your mother is just the cause, but not the reason why I decided to do this. I still can't forget Su Yan.
, this is unfair to you. If you don’t want to try with me, you can refuse. From now on, we will be purely friends." Bai Xue was not threatening, she gave him the decision-making power.
She originally felt that it was unfair for him to give this opportunity to each other when she still had someone in her heart.
Gong Zeyu looked at her, struggling in his heart. He understood what she said, and he didn't want her to feel any coercion. However, he wanted this opportunity extremely, and finally said, "I want it!"
He thought that he was not as good as he said after all, he was still a selfish person.
"Miyazawa Yu, I'm not sure that I can forget Su Yan. I'm not sure that we can get together in the end. This is probably an empty joy. Do you really want such an opportunity?" Bai Xue knew that such words were cruel, but she
Want to make everything clear.
No matter how he positioned her, before that, she regarded him as a friend, her good friend, and she didn't want to hurt him.
This time, it was said that she was giving Miyazawa a chance, but it was also a bit selfish. What if she ended up letting him enjoy it in vain?
It is a cruel thing to give people hope and despair at the same time.
She really wanted to forget Su Yan, but she was really not sure that she could forget it!
"Yes!" Gong Zeyu did not hesitate this time.
"But……"
"Xue, I know what you want to say, but I want to say that nothing in this world is 100% certain. You giving me a chance is my greatest happiness. If we don't get together in the end, it's my fault.
It's not your fault that I can't make you fall in love with me. You don't need to have any burden in your heart!" She was willing to give him a chance, which was the luckiest thing in his life, really!
Even if they can't be together in this life, he will be satisfied and complete with this opportunity!
"I always feel that you deserve a better woman." Bai Xue believes that a man like him should have a woman who loves him wholeheartedly.
"To me, you are the best, there is nothing better!" All he wants in this life is her, no matter how good other women are, it has nothing to do with him!
Bai Xue couldn't explain how she felt, "Have a good rest and see you at five o'clock tomorrow."
"Snow."
"Um?"
"I'm really, really happy! But I also really hope you don't have any psychological burden. It's my business to love you, and I'm willing to pay. Being able to pay for you is the best thing for me.
, So, you really don’t have to worry that this is an empty joy for me!” He wanted such an opportunity, it was selfish enough, and he didn’t want her to have any psychological burden.
"good."
At five o'clock the next day, the two children, who were still asleep, were carried into the car and they woke up only when they reached the top of the mountain.
"Yafu, your mother and Uncle Gong seem to be interacting much better. Do you think they really want to be together?" Yuan Hua said looking at Bai Xue and Miyazawa who were busy not far away.
"It should be..." Mom didn't tell him, but he could vaguely feel it.
"Uncle Gong is very good. He will definitely treat you as his own son in the future. You are so lucky. I wonder if my future stepfather will be so good." Although Yuan Huayuan is very mature, he is still a child after all.
I am a little worried about the uncertainty of the future. The minimum requirement now is that his future stepfather is half as good as Miyazawa Tama.
"Stepfather?" When Su Yafu heard this word for the first time, he seemed a little confused for a moment.
"Your mother and Uncle Gong are together. They will definitely get married in the future. Either your biological father or your stepfather!"
As Su Yafu recited this word in his mind, he felt a little uncomfortable, and the excitement of coming to the mountain to watch the sunrise was gone.
Stepfather...
Uncle Gong is about to take Dad's place.
But……
No matter how much he liked Miyazawa Yu, thought he was good, and approved of him being with his mother, he couldn't accept him taking his father's place for a while.
In his mind, his father is unique and irreplaceable.
He knew that his mood was very contradictory, but he really couldn't accept it for a while!
