How stupid was he to think that he had such a generous heart as others! How stupid was he to think that he could let go of Mrs. Su!
Su Yan, you are obviously a selfish person, why are you pretending to be generous and sacrificing for love!
Besides, besides you, who else is worthy of this Mrs. Su, and who can give her happiness?
Even if you die, you still have to cure your dick!
Even if you die, you can't let her break her heart with others!
At about that time, his body was weak and his brain was weak. He suddenly felt that as long as she was good, he would be fine. As long as he could live under the same sky with her, he would be satisfied. When his body and brain recovered, he would be fine.
It worked, and he realized how stupid he had been!
He simply can't do it!
He wants him to watch her being with another man! That is absolutely impossible!
Unless he dies!
"Don't be serious with you?" Bai Xue was a little dumbfounded and speechless.
"Yes, don't take me seriously! At that time, my head must have been kicked by a donkey, or I was flooded or caught in the crack of the door. In short, it was a stupid decision! Wrong behavior!" Su Yan
Always make mistakes and correct them!
Now that he knows he is wrong, he must correct the mistake immediately!
Bai Xue looked at him, and she was so angry for the first time! After he made such a move, he just said, "That was a stupid decision" and ended it! What a light thing to say!
"Su Yan, you are such a bastard!" He made her, a person who never used swear words, unable to help but say bad words.
She has never seen such a bastard!
"I am indeed a bastard, that's what Mrs. Su scolded me for!" Su Yan accepted her scolding humbly.
The corners of Bai Xue's mouth twitched.
A person who is shameless is invincible!
It’s really a wise saying!
Her helplessness made Su Yan mistakenly think that she was moved by his sincere apology, but he was embarrassed, so he held her hand and said, "Mrs. Su, wait for me, wait until I get better..."
Unexpectedly, Bai Xue suddenly threw him away before he finished speaking!
He looked shocked and hurt.
He was so used to Bai Xue's love and kindness to him, but now her face looked like something he had never seen before. Her cruelty made him hurt and uncomfortable.
"Su Yan's past has passed. I don't want to mention it again, and I won't argue with you, but there is really no chance you want. Don't follow me like a stalker again in the future!" She had been distracted since yesterday afternoon.
She was restless and couldn't sleep well all night. She felt that way again when she went out today. If he followed her like this every day, would she still be alive?
"Mrs. Su, please don't do this, my heart will hurt..." Su Yan grabbed her hand and touched her chest. She made him really uncomfortable and painful.
"It hurts. It's made of flesh. Is it possible that other people's hearts are made of iron? You can't bear it if I'm just like this. But if you're like that, it's just a stupid sentence. Su Yan, are you really stupid?
Do you think I'm a fool?" He asked her to touch his heart. Did it hurt? He never thought about whether she would feel pain!
Of course Mrs. Su's heart is not made of iron. He knows that she will be in pain, and he knows that his behavior will make her hurt ten thousand times more than it is now!
He knows he knows it all!
So, "Mrs. Su, let me make it up to you, let me repair your pain, okay?"
Bai Xue shook off his hand again, with a sarcastic smile on her cold face, "Do you think you are a god? You can heal people's pain? Don't say you are not, even if you are, I tell you, I don't care!
I don’t need it either!”
"Mrs. Su..." Su Yan wanted to say something else.
"Su Yan, if you want to appear in front of me again in the future, want to see the children, and want us to have a good interaction, then promise me not to follow me anymore and disappear from my eyes immediately. Otherwise, I will disappear from your eyes."
Disappear! Believe me, I can make it impossible for you to find me!" Don't push her too hard!
Su Yan opened his mouth and couldn't say another word. He believed that his Mrs. Su had this ability!
Let him never see her again!
****
Qiao Tiangang said he wanted to find Su Yan, and Su Yan came to his door.
"I haven't seen your face for a long time, and I really miss it." The first few times I saw Su Yan, he always wore a mask. Looking at him like that always made me feel a sense of alienation. Only when I looked at him like this did I really feel
I felt that he was Su Yan, his good brother!
Su Yan snorted coldly and rolled his eyes at him.
"Sir, Mr. Su, I have a question, would you mind clarifying it for me?" He asked humbly.
"Not in the mood!" Su Yan squeezed past him and walked directly towards the small bar in the living room.
"You said you can make them think you are Su Ze just by wearing a mask?" Qiao Tian found it incredible. When he saw Su Yan wearing a mask, he thought he was wearing a mask because his face was injured and disfigured.
, so they regarded him as Su Ze.
Now that he saw his smooth and handsome face, he couldn't understand. Are those people blind?
Just a mask can make him look like someone else? No one has ever thought of taking off his mask and taking a look?
"I haven't seen you for a few days, you are stupid again! Don't you know that there is something that can be pasted on your face to make people think you are disfigured?" Su Yan said with contempt.
He had the nerve to ask him to answer such a stupid question!
Qiao Tianhan, he is really stupid!
Su Yan poured a glass of wine and ordered Qiao Tian, "Go and get me all the CDs of your messy idol romance dramas. I'm going to break them all into pieces!"
Qiao Tian trembled, "What are you doing! Why did they offend you!"
Those are all his secret treasures for chasing police beauties!
"It's their damn thoughts that made me have such thoughts after being injured and push Mrs. Su away!" Su Yan gritted his teeth.
Qiao Tianhan said, "You are so selfish and regretful, so you blame my babies! You are expressing your anger, absolutely!"
"Fart! If they hadn't deceived me and said that true love means letting go and making the other person happy, I would have been deceived for a moment and pushed away Mrs. Su who came all the way to find me, making her sad and uncomfortable?" Su Yan completely ignored me.
stand up.
"Didn't you say that you are a eunuch and can't harm Bai Xue? What's the matter, are you fine now?" Qiao Tianben looked at his crotch.
Su Yan had a dark face.
"It's not over yet, why are you so excited! You want to get Mrs. Su back now, don't you feel sorry for her that she will be a widow for the rest of her life?" Qiao Tian concealed the guilt in his heart very well.
Su Yan's face is darker and greener, yes! He's not healed yet. He asked Mrs. Su to wait. How to wait? Let others give him a chance. What if he is given a chance?
Why did he get so excited when he saw Mrs. Su that he just wanted to keep her? His behavior went astray and he forgot his original intention!
But……
He really can't let go, he really can't do it!
Really confused!
Speaking of Su Yan, he is also a poor person. At first, he was entangled in hatred, whether he loved it or not, but later he finally put aside the hatred and revenge, and then he behaved like this, which made people really want to die for him.
Bring tears of sympathy!
This child's life is really hard!
Su Yan was sitting on the sofa, with a fragility rarely seen in a thousand years on his face, "Qiao Tian, I can't do it! I really can't do it!"
Qiao Tian looked at him, feeling extremely sad, but didn't know what to say.
"Qiao Tian, you are right, I am angry, I am selfish, I am a bastard! When I was hurt, I thought about pushing her away. I said it so nicely, not because I am great, but because I subconsciously think
, Mrs. Su will not fall in love with anyone else, she will not be with any man other than me, that’s why I made such a stupid decision, you told me that Mrs. Su is going to be with Miyazawa Yu,
I was anxious, but I believed that Mrs. Su would not do it, so I said such beautiful words. When I came back this time, I panicked and saw that Mrs. Su and Miyazawa were so good to each other. I was scared! I just took a look and
I know that Mrs. Su really wants to be with Gong Zeyu, and she really wants to forget me! She won’t wait for me anymore... She doesn’t want me anymore. If I don’t do something, even if I get better, no matter how hard I try, I can’t save her.
It’s useless, Mrs. Su is a serious person. Once she is with Gong Zeyu, once she falls in love with him, then I will become a complete thing of the past... lose her forever..."
"But what can I do? What if I do it, Mrs. Su comes back, and I can't get better anymore? Do you think I can be so selfish? No, but I, I really can't do it.
Let her belong to another man! If she is really with Miyazawa Tama, I guess I will not be able to control my desire to kill them!"
"Qiao Tian, you tell me, why am I so selfish? Why am I such a bastard! Why am I so bad and deserve to die so much? You tell me, why wasn't I really dead? You tell me...
"Su Yan doesn't know what to say about himself. Mrs. Su is right, he is a bastard! He is a bastard! A big bastard! A damn bastard!"
"Su Yan, don't be like this. You just love Bai Xue too much. It's right that you can't let go!" Qiao Tian comforted him. It would be wrong if he could let go of Bai Xue!
"You are wrong. I don't love her too much. I don't love her enough. If I love her deeply, how can I be willing to let her suffer? I can definitely do it. If she is well, I will be in a sunny state.
…”
Qiao Tian, "..."
"But, if you say that I don't love her enough, why can't I breathe when I think about losing her? I even think that it would be better to die than live like that! You think, why do I do it for someone who doesn't love her enough?
Don’t you even want your own life?” Su Yan looked puzzled.
Qiao Tian almost cried when he saw him like this.
"It's not that you don't love her enough, it's because of your personality. You have been domineering since you were a child. You are not the kind of gentle person, not the kind of person who will give silently without asking for anything in return. Not all love can be achieved
, if you are well, I will be in the realm of sunny days, there is a lot of love that is exclusive, and I would rather die than let go!"
If he is well, I will be a sunny person. Either I don't love him deeply enough, or I have never received it and my love is very humble.
"Then what do you think I should do?" Su Yan looked confused. He didn't know what he should do, what was the right thing to do, and how to avoid making Mrs. Su sad again.
