In fact, he was deliberately mocking Su Yan. Qiao Tian called her a few days ago and said that Su Yan did it for her own good. He didn't want her to live in danger with him and asked her to give Su Yan another chance.
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Since Su Yan said that he was still in danger, how could he come back to them and ask her to give him a chance?
"Don't worry, I will never involve you!" Su Yan promised.
"If people's guarantees are useful, there is no need for guarantees. There are no absolutes in this world. The only real solution is to stay away from danger. From now on, when you look at your children, it's best to look at them secretly and don't appear in front of us openly." Bai Xue
She was deliberately angry with him. He told her now that he would definitely not implicate them. What did he do in the first place?
He said he was wrong and shouldn't have done whatever he wanted without considering the feelings of mother and son, but he still does it now.
Everything is done according to his medical wishes.
He wanted to go back to them, but he was pitiful and shameless. If he didn't want to, he just said coldly that she was his ex-wife and that he had been in love with someone else for a long time.
She really can't stand him like this!
Su Yan could hear Bai Xue's anger, but he didn't know how to calm her down.
While we were talking, all the dishes were ready.
"Bring the food to the table!" Bai Xue looked at him.
She stopped mentioning Su's matter. Su Yan would not be stupid enough to take the initiative to ask about the outcome of their conversation. She did not agree with what he did and hurriedly put the dishes on the table.
Simple three dishes and one soup, spicy chicken, boiled pork slices and stir-fried vegetables.
Bai Xue and Su Yan ate rice, and Su Yafu had millet and pumpkin porridge.
Without waiting for Su Yan to call, Su Yafu came to the dining table, sat on a chair, held his chin in his hands, and looked at his parents who were busy serving dishes and serving rice, his big eyes full of smiles.
She sighed and said, "It would be great if it could always be like this!"
Bai Xue and Su Yan were startled at the same time, their expressions did not change, but they were thinking in their hearts.
For such an ordinary thing, my son seemed to have received so much happiness.
How can this make them feel uncomfortable as parents?
After the meal was served, the two of them took their seats.
Su Yafu jumped off the stool, walked to his parents, and kissed them both on the face.
"Dad, Mommy Yafu loves you."
"Mom loves you too." Bai Xue kissed her son with a gentle smile on her lips, but her eyes were a little deep and depressed.
People who are too happy will be jealous. Su Yafu realized this sentence deeply, because when he felt full of happiness, his stomach suddenly rumbled, his face changed drastically, and he immediately jumped off the chair and ran out.
Bai Xue was startled by his sudden movement and hurriedly chased after him, "Yafu!"
Su Yan grabbed her and said, "Yafu just needs to go to the toilet."
Bai Xue was relieved, but then she frowned and asked, "How many times a day?"
"This is the fourth time!"
It's not much, Bai Xue opened her eyebrows.
"Xue, I feel really sad when I see Yafu like that just now. I'm not a good husband or a good father. I let him not even enjoy the most basic family warmth. I'm really remiss..." Su Yan has not been a good husband since he was a child.
Parents, when they were teenagers, they admired their uncle and longed for his father-like care, but his uncle passed away. This was a regret in his heart!
After Su Yafu was born, although the relationship between him and Bai Xue was still very bad at that time, since the child was his, he wanted to treat it with care. However, he didn't know how to treat it, so he still ignored the child.
He was so big in the blink of an eye.
He felt really sad when he saw the child looking so happy just having dinner with his parents.
It's all his fault!
Bai Xue glanced at him and lowered her eyes. Thinking of the child's appearance just now, she felt a sharp pain in her heart.
She had also longed for her father's love when she was a child. How much she longed for that kind of desire. I want her to know that when she was with Su Yan, she had no intention of having a child because of the influence of her childhood. She felt that if she could not give
If a child cannot grow up happily in a loving environment, he should not be born. However, when an accident occurs and she is asked to abort a life, she cannot do it.
When Yafu was born, she gave all her love, but no matter how much she gave, she could not replace her father's love.
But in this situation, how could she give him a father?
At present, she cannot accept Su Yan.
But the child...
He longs for his father so much...
Children are all sensitive. Although adults feel that they hide their emotions very well, they can also detect abnormalities in their tone of voice and daily behavior and eyes.
Su Yafu recently felt that his mother always looked at him with very troubled eyes, and sometimes felt very guilty.
He doesn't like this look, he likes his mother's gentle, loving eyes to look at him.
I also don’t like how my mother is worried.
When his mother was in a bad mood, he was also in a bad mood. When he was in kindergarten, he was always dull and didn't like to talk.
"Hey, what's wrong with you?" As his best friend, Yuan Huayuan naturally has to care about his close friend.
"I'm very embarrassed." Su Yafu likes to talk to Yuan Huayuan about any difficult emotional issues, because he knows a lot and has unique insights.
"Tell me what's going on." Yuan Hua gave him an apple.
He also had one in his hand, sitting on the swing, chewing an apple and looking at Su Yafu.
"Isn't my father back?"
"Well, I heard what my mother said." Yuan Huayuan just came back from Jinhai yesterday, and in the evening he heard from his mother that Yafu's father was back.
"Dad made mom angry. My mom and dad got divorced just like your parents. Now mom has no plans to forgive dad..." Su Yafu frowned, his little face also wrinkled.
"This is something your father should be worried about. Why are you so worried?" Yuan Huayuan asked confused.
"I want daddy..." Su Yafu curled his lips.
"Does it matter whether your father and mother are together or not has anything to do with whether you want a father? Even if your parents are not together, your father is still your father!"
"No... that's not it. I am... I want my mother to be with my father!" Although Su Yafu was much better, sometimes he still didn't know how to express what he wanted most. He thought about it for a while.
Only then can he say the words that best express his mood.
"Then you try your best to help your mother and father get together. Aunt Xue loves you so much, and she will definitely stay with Uncle Su for you." Although Yuan Huayuan is young, he knows a lot! He is a precocious child!
"But I'm just like you. I don't want my mother to be with my father because of me. I also want my mother to be happy..." This is what Su Yafu is most confused about. Why is his mother so confused these days? He knows
, because her mother wanted him to have a father, but she couldn't forgive him, so she was struggling. Her mother must have been thinking these days whether she wanted to forgive his father for him and be with him.
That's not what he wants. What he wants is for his parents to be happy together, and he doesn't want his mother to feel wronged and unhappy for him!
Yuan Huayuan jumped off the swing, patted Su Yafu on the shoulder, and sighed like a little adult, "I understand, I understand your mood very well. I was also so entangled at the beginning, wanting to think about it.
But there is a saying that is right, you can’t have your cake and eat it too. If you want to perfectly solve two contradictory things, it’s impossible. If the two powers harm each other, you can only choose the one that is best for you.
important."
Yuan Huayuan is completely experienced with this kind of entanglement. When he discovered that there was a problem between his parents, who had always been loving, he struggled with it for a long time before he made up his mind!
Yuan Huayuan also really didn't want his parents to divorce. He grew up living in a happy family. His parents were loving, and his parents loved him very much. It can be said that he was born with a silver spoon in his mouth.
He thought his future would always be like this, but unexpectedly such a sudden change occurred. He couldn't accept it at first, but in the end he had no choice but to accept it.
So he quite understood Su Yafu's confusion and discomfort.
Seeing him reminded him of his old self, so he couldn't help but sigh.
Su Yafu understood what Yuan Huayuan said, but he couldn't do it, so he was so entangled. He looked at Yuan Huayuan, "How did you decide to divorce Aunt Jing and Uncle Yuan?"
"Yafu, let me ask you, does Aunt Xue love you?"
"Love! Mom is the one who loves me the most!" Su Yafu said with certainty. Although his father also loved him very much, he knew that his father's love was far less than his mother's.
"Has Aunt Xue paid a lot for you?" Yuan Huayuan asked again.
"Yes! My mother works so hard every day and has to help me make breakfast. When I was a child, my mother didn't trust me to leave me to a nanny and took me to work every day. Whenever I got a little sick, she would be very anxious, even if I had a fever.
My mother stayed up all night to watch over me. I heard that during the time when I was in coma, my mother put aside everything and stayed by my side every day!" Su Yafu felt filled with joy when he thought of his mother's kindness to him.
Everything is touching.
Yuan Huayuan sat down with Su Yafu in his arms, "Our mothers love us very much and have sacrificed a lot for us. They love us selflessly. How can we be selfish and let them suffer and endure pain just because of ourselves?"
Su Yafu understood this truth, "But I..."
"Yafu, I used to be like you, I could get whatever I wanted, but after the problems between my parents, I realized that I am not the master of this world, and not everything can go as I wish. We should learn from this
Let go of the longings in your heart, what you can't get, what you can't solve, and if you want it very much, just change the direction. For example, think about it, even if your parents divorce, you still have your parents, and you will have two mothers in the future.
Dad, they will all love you very much..."
"This self-consolation sucks." Su Yafu curled his lips. He didn't want two mothers and two fathers at all! He only wanted his parents!
"I know it sucks, but we can only think this way! What else? Let our mothers feel wronged for us?" Yuan Huayuan asked.
