Thinking of the death of her palace mother and what happened to Gong Zeyu, she couldn't stop thinking about it.
If it were six years ago, Bai Xue would definitely have spoken without hesitation and would not have given Gong Zeyu a chance at all. Unfortunately, it is not six years ago now. In the past six years of getting along with her, Gong Zeyu's kindness to her has left her disappointed.
She had feelings for him, even if it had nothing to do with love, it was still friendship, just like she couldn't bear to see Lu Yiyi and Wang Jingping suffer. She couldn't bear his pain, let alone break his promise. She wanted to give him a chance.
In the past, she believed that everything was either white or black, that there was nothing that could not be decided decisively, that it was either yes or no, no need to hesitate, and nothing that could not be chosen. No matter how difficult it was to choose between two things, you could choose them.
One thing is more beneficial, and she would abandon the other without hesitation, but now, she can't make a choice...
"What's wrong? Are you feeling uncomfortable?" Gong Zeyu asked with concern.
"It's okay, I just don't have much appetite." The red and spicy Mapo Tofu couldn't arouse her appetite at all.
Miyazawa looked at her for a long time, and then sighed.
"What's wrong with you?" Bai Xue asked with concern. He was sighing for nothing, and he was still sighing like this...
"Xue, have you forgotten what I told you?"
Bai Xue was startled, "What are you talking about?"
"What I want is for you to be happy, not to be a burden to you and cause you to be confused and embarrassed." Miyazawa almost sighed.
Bai Xue was silent.
Miyazawa wanted to say something, but suddenly stopped, "Xue, didn't you say you wanted to give me a chance?"
Bai Xue looked at him, still silent, wondering why he suddenly mentioned this matter.
"Your opportunity is too general. Can I improve this opportunity?"
Bai Xue was a little surprised, "What kind of perfect method?"
"Give me two months. During these two months, we will eat together and go on dates like all lovers do. To put it simply, we will be a couple for two months. If after two months, you still love me now,
If you still think of me as a friend, then we will become friends completely. If I can't move your heart in these two months, I will give up and try to let go of you and fall in love with other women!" Miyazawa knew.
Her sorrow and hesitation these days are all because of him.
This kind of her made him feel distressed. She had always been a decisive person, but now she was worried and didn't know what to do. She was like a lost child, very confused. Along the way, no matter how difficult or dangerous things were,
She had never been so overwhelmed before. He liked her confident and decisive smile. He didn't want her to be in a dilemma because of him, and he didn't want her to be so sad.
He can make her, who has always been decisive, put her in a dilemma for him, and his efforts have been rewarded beyond his imagination. He has occupied a very important position in her heart, so...
That’s enough! Really enough!
Even if it's not enough, he wants more than this, and he can't bear to see her like this...
He made decisions for her that she couldn't make. As long as it hurt her or caused her trouble, he would help her solve it without hesitation, including himself!
Bai Xue looked at him, looking straight at him, wondering what he meant by what he said, whether he really wanted to end his feelings for her, or...
"You should know that two months is a short time." It is impossible for her to develop feelings for him beyond friendship in just two months. His request is not so much a request for himself as it is a request for him.
Solve her worries!
Did he make such a decision because he saw her indecision and her sorrow?
he……
She really didn't know what to say. He was really good to her and selfless, so she...
She really felt so guilty that she couldn't help but be moved even if she wanted to.
"Some people say that it only takes one second to fall in love with someone, but it takes a lifetime to not fall in love with someone. I have been with you for almost seven years. If you count it according to the length of time, you would have fallen in love with me long ago.
I'm in love." Gong Zeyu said with a bitter smile. He understood some of the truth clearly, but he just couldn't let go of the glimmer of hope and expectation in his heart.
But now that his expectations have become her burden, he can only kill her!
"Miyazawa Yu..." Seeing him like this, Bai Xue felt uncomfortable.
But some injuries are destined, and she can't change them no matter how hard she tries.
"You don't have to think about anything, let alone feel guilty. Originally, I thought I could only watch you from a distance. Over the years, I have walked into your life and left a place in your heart. I am already very satisfied and beyond.
In my imagination, if you can give me another two months of good time, it will be enough for me in this life and death. I am very satisfied, really very satisfied! Don’t feel a trace of guilt. It is I who should thank you. Thank you for enriching me.
The boring and dark life gave me a bright and beautiful life to pursue! You have not sorry for me, it is I who should thank you, thank you for giving me color! Give me the meaning of life!" Miyazawa Yu was not comforting Bai Xue, all he said was
Really, if it weren't for his dedication to her, he wouldn't be where he is now. If it wasn't for her encouragement that kept replaying in his mind, he would have died on the training field long ago.
He can live to this day, he can live with hope and motivation every day, and he feels that the world is quite beautiful, all because of her existence. He has been really happy these years, being able to enter her life, and being able to live every day.
We all see her, we can wash her hands and make soup for her, we can help her, we can care for her, instead of just looking at her from a distance, so unattainable...
"Okay." This was the only thing he asked of her and the only thing she could do for him. She had to say yes!
Hearing her kindness, Miyazawa Yu's gracefully curved lips split into a smile. This smile was like thousands of peach blossoms blooming between his eyebrows, with irresistible charm and warm spring feeling, making people feel
It is as comfortable as bathing in the spring breeze.
"Come on! Let's start eating. The first step for a couple is to exchange food. I'll eat your bento and you eat my mapo tofu!" He took the bento placed in front of Bai Xue.
"Okay." Bai Xue picked up the chopsticks.
Her mood was relieved because she agreed to Gong Zeyu, but her heart was still depressed.
She knew that this boredom came from Miyazawa Yu. No matter what he said, she felt sorry for him and could not respond to his affectionate devotion.
After the meal, Miyazawa packed his things and was about to leave, when he suddenly remembered something.
"Xue, we cannot let anyone else know about our two-month appointment. To outsiders, we are a real couple! It was you who really chose me!"
This was his final test for Su Yan, and it was also his torture, making him treat Xue like he did before!
She was reluctant to teach him a lesson, so he came!
Bai Xue could somewhat understand what he was thinking, and there was a slight hesitation, but finally agreed, "Okay."
Miyazawa Yu took a step, then turned back, "In addition, you must cooperate with me closely, like small intimate gestures between lovers, we must have it!"
This is the benefit he wants most!
He knew that these would be the best two months of his life.
From now on, his life will have no hope at all!
Even want to live another life.
Bai Xue smiled and did not object, which was regarded as acquiescence.
"Can I have sex?" Gong Zeyu suddenly approached Bai Xue, his voice was evil and low.
The smile on Bai Xue's mouth froze.
Miyazawa suddenly smiled and said, "I'm kidding you!"
Bai Xue's stiff body finally relaxed.
"Starting today, wait for me after get off work in the afternoon." Miyazawa blew her a kiss and left.
Bai Xue looked at the closed door, her eyes were deep, and she didn't know what she was thinking.
When she got off work in the afternoon, Bai Xue waited until Miyazawa Tama arrived before packing her things.
"Let's go, my girlfriend!" Miyazawa stretched out his hand to her.
Bai Xue was startled for a moment, then stretched out her hand.
Miyazawa Yu held Bai Xue's hand many times, of course they were all in public places. His polite behavior as a flower protector was due to a different mood. But this time when he held her hand, he actually felt a thump in his heart.
Thumping feeling.
Just like what is described in the book, the feeling of nervous anticipation, shyness and excitement when a young boy holds the hand of the girl he loves for the first time.
He secretly glanced at Bai Xue and found that her expression was natural, without any change, just like the calm expression he had when holding her hand on any occasion in the past.
A sourness slipped through my heart.
Bai Xue and Miyazawa Tama left work hand in hand, making all Bai's employees open their eyes in shock!
What is rhythm?
What rhythm?
When did Director Bai and Mr. Gong get along?
How come there was no news about such big news before?
Xiao Ai, who thought she was the closest to Bai Xue, also opened her eyes in shock, and she could fit a big duck egg into her mouth!
"Bai...Dong Bai, this...is this? When did this happen?" She asked everyone what they were thinking. They all listened carefully, fearing that they would miss the most important news.
"Just now." Bai Xue said calmly.
Miyazawa Yu added, "Just now, Bai Dong agreed to my pursuit. From now on, Bai Dong will be my girlfriend! To celebrate this historic moment of joy, I treat everyone to a seafood dinner. You eat, and I pay the bill!"
"
After he finished speaking, all the employees applauded his generosity.
At the same time, congratulations continued.
Bai's employees are really happy. Congratulations to Gong Zeyu. Along the way, they all saw Miyazawa's heart and felt sorry for him. Now that he has finally won the beauty's heart, they are all very happy!
Bai Xue frowned slightly, then let go without saying anything. She just smiled when facing the employees' congratulations.
After leaving the company and getting in the car.
"Isn't it bad to make such a big fuss?" Bai Xue felt that it was a little bad to let everyone in the company know that their relationship was equivalent to a fake relationship.
Not to mention that it would not end well when the time came, but secondly, she felt like she was deceiving everyone.
"If we don't create a sensation, how will others know that we are in love? If I get your love, I will definitely tell the world!" If he could really get her love, he would make it even bigger than this and let the whole world know it.
Everyone knows that he and she are in love and together!
