667. Chapter 667 The difference between men and women
Not only is Su Dongkun embarrassed, but Su Yan will also be embarrassed. The Su family has been a famous family in Jincheng for a century. If this funeral is embarrassing, in the future, when people talk about the Su family, it will be a joke. If this is true
Ghosts and gods, the underground ancestors of the Su family will probably be so angry that they want to jump out. The people of the Su family have always attached great importance to reputation.
"My grandfather did something like that, and the Su family has long lost its reputation." What kind of reputation does the Su family have now?
Bai Xue was silent.
I still don't want Su Yan to be laughed at behind his back at tomorrow's funeral.
"I'll go." Su Yafu said suddenly.
Bai Xue was startled and looked at her son, "Don't you really don't want to go?"
"Son, you don't have to force yourself. It doesn't matter if you don't go." Su Yan didn't want his son to wrong him.
"The teacher said that people should have a tolerant and grateful heart. Even if others are not good to us or not kind, we cannot be bad or not kind. No matter how bad Grandpa Zeng is to me, he is still Grandpa Zeng and is an elder. I should
Go." In fact, Su Yafu couldn't bear to let his parents do this. If he could make his parents happy just by going there, why not!
"Good son!" Bai Xue kissed the child hard. He was so good and obedient.
Su Yan was also moved in his heart. The people who loved him most in the world were their mother and son.
They were selfless to him. They would never leave him and stand by his side no matter what.
After Su Yan put his son to sleep, he was supposed to leave, but he didn't want to leave today. He had been living in the Su family's old house these days, but he didn't want to go back today.
"Xue, can I stay here today?" He looked at her pitifully like a puppy just begging for shelter.
"Your grandpa will be buried tomorrow. Is it okay if you don't go back to watch at night?" Bai Xue frowned. It would be a problem if his grandson didn't watch at this time.
"When did I ever care about this?" Su Yan never cared what others said about him.
"But, a clan member of the Su family like you would..." It's not that Bai Xue doesn't want to keep him, but that the Su family is a big family. Although Su Dongkun is dead, there are still many uncles and the like who are of the same generation as Su Yan.
If he doesn't go back, they will take the opportunity to cause trouble for him.
"I don't want to go back, I really don't want to go back..." Su Yan suddenly hugged her, his voice tired and fragile as never before.
Bai Xue sighed, "It's up to you."
"Snow……"
"Um."
"Can you sleep with me tonight?" Su Yan begged.
Bai Xue, "..."
When does he still have such thoughts now?
"Don't get me wrong, I just want someone to accompany me. Besides, even if I want to do something, I can't do it..." Su Yan's words were very desolate.
It was so desolate that Bai Xue felt so sad that she wanted to cry.
This man, the man she had loved all her life, he had always been like a god to her, aloof and omnipotent, but now he is like this...
It made her feel really uncomfortable...
"Okay..." As usual, it was difficult for her to refuse his request.
"Xue..." Su Yan buried his head on her shoulder and rubbed it. He was moved beyond words. In the past, he took her kindness as a matter of course. After the divorce, he realized how much it meant to get an answer and a kindness from her.
precious.
No one thinks they are stupid, but they keep doing stupid things.
That night……
The bright moonlight shines in through the floor-to-ceiling windows, and there are two people lying on the bed fully clothed.
Su Yan asked Bai Xue to lie with her back to him, and he hugged her tightly from behind.
Her height is just right for him.
Their bodies fit perfectly, as if she was born for him.
The soft moonlight shone on them, and Bai Xue's usually strong face became a little softer.
The long black hair was scattered in his arms, like a dense net, which tied his heart so tightly that there was no chance for him to move.
Su Yan felt very happy to be able to hold her like this. To put it bluntly, he hoped that time would stop and make this moment eternal.
"There is no existence of my parents in my memory. I have been with my uncle and aunt since I was a child. They treat me as if they are my own. Because of them, I feel what it means to be a parent. I can live a carefree life and don't feel like I am a parent."
How is it different from a child with parents? At that time, my aunt was pregnant, and I was just like Yafu, hoping that my aunt would give me a sister. But suddenly, my uncle died, and my aunt became like that, and
Everyone said it was your mother's fault. My aunt even more crazy told me to let me hate you and kill you. I was helpless and panicked at that time. I didn't understand why. Suddenly my favorite game
My companion suddenly became my enemy. One moment I was creating surprises for her birthday. The next moment, I could no longer play with her and hated her. I don’t know... I really don’t know what to do.
What should I do..." The deep voice still contained the panic and confusion at that time.
"I wanted to hate her like my aunt said, but I couldn't. I didn't want to see her again, but I wanted to see her again. In order to anger her, I deliberately gave her the handmade gift I had made for her for two months.
Her annoying sister will be like this every birthday in the future..."
Bai Xue's body was shocked and she said in disbelief, "You mean, those handicrafts you made were originally meant to be given to me?"
"I did want to give it to you at first, and then I thought of giving it to Bai Wanrou, but have you noticed that all the birthday gifts I gave her were things you liked?" He hated her, but he clearly remembered her preferences.
.
When Bai Xue thought about it, it seemed like this was really the case. At that time, she thought he was deliberately going against her to embarrass her.
"I think at that time, I was still subconsciously preparing birthday gifts for you, so I chose gifts that you liked and wanted." Su Yan almost sighed. His subconscious and instinct were always smarter than him. Many of them were smarter than him.
Everything is done according to his heart.
Bai Xue, "..."
It's not that she doesn't believe him, but she doesn't know how to believe it or how to accept such a message.
"But before my mother and your uncle died, you hated me because of Bai Wanrou." When he saw her pushing Bai Wanrou into the water, there was no hatred between them. If he was really like what he said, then
I have liked her for a long time, why do I hate her because of Bai Wanrou?
"I have to admit that Bai Wanrou has her own characteristics. She is pitiful, weak and easy to bully. She can easily arouse the protective desire of others. At that time, I was young and ignorant. I just thought that you should not be a bully.
, that’s why I hate you, but later I still took you to play. At that time, I wanted to make handmade gifts for you just to ease the relationship between us. Who knows, before I gave you a gift,
That's what happened." Su Yan did not deny that his protection of Bai Wanrou was hypocritical, but he now understood that his feelings for Bai Wanrou were not love, but just a man's self-esteem, just like a pet.
a feeling.
Bai Wanrou is very able to satisfy his manly self-esteem.
Bai Xue, "..."
I remember reading in that book that women care about many things and think they are very serious, but men don’t care at all and don’t think it is serious. When you think he has done something wrong and thinks that his behavior is because he likes another person, he
It still feels like it’s nothing. Even if he liked it at the time, looking back he can say that he was confused for a moment and that the person he really loves is you...
Sometimes, there are things that cannot be determined as right or wrong because men and women have completely different ideas.
She now deeply feels that this sentence is right.
Men’s thinking is something that no woman, no matter how smart she is, can understand or agree with.
Is the brain structure of men and women different? Why do they perceive the importance of things so differently?
Why can he say so easily that Bai Wanrou is indeed attractive, but the person he really loves is her...
She didn't know how a person could care for another person in every possible way when he truly loved one person.
The difference between this man and woman is really huge...
"Xue, I know you still love me now. We love each other. Just treat it as a deep love that is rare in time. Let's start over, okay?" He buried his head on her head and said in a low voice.
I was very worried and afraid of her rejection.
In fact, following his words and what he wanted, they should not be in such an atmosphere now.
But she is too rational. Even when she is moved, she will not miss the question and will ask it clearly. And he never lies to her, knowing that such an answer will make her no longer moved and make her feel sad.
She even...
He still told the truth about his true feelings and made the atmosphere like this, making his words just now seem out of place and not creating a confusing atmosphere.
He sighed helplessly in his heart.
"I'm sleepy." Bai Xue said and closed her eyes. It wasn't that she didn't want to answer his question, but she didn't know how to answer his question.
"Yeah." Su Yan said nothing more and hugged her tightly, as if this could bring them closer.
It hurt a little when he strangled her, but she didn't say anything and let him hold her tightly like that.
The old house of the Su family...
Su Yan's aunt Su Ruohan was allowed to come back because of Su Dongkun's death.
Tomorrow is the burial, and tonight's wake is particularly important.
When Su Ruohan saw that Su Yan had not shown up since he left in the afternoon, he couldn't help but sarcastically said, "Dad, this is your good grandson. Not only did he personally send you to prison, but you didn't come to guard him on the last day. You said you were in pain."
What's the use of pampering him? Even our Su family's century-old foundation was lost in his hands!"
Several branches of the Su family were also there, and they couldn't help but say what she said.
He said that Su Yan was ignorant. No matter what, he should protect his grandfather and should not let him be so embarrassed in his old age.
Their faces were also shameless. The most important thing was that they heard that Su Yan did not take the Su family back after he came back. They all felt that he was extremely prodigal.
One of the people who had a good relationship with Su Yan couldn't help but say,
