Although Miyazawa kept saying that she and Bai Xue were in a male-female relationship, Su Yan didn't believe it at all. He believed in Bai Xue's love for him. She was just too angry with him to forgive him. She still loved him and wouldn't
Be someone else’s woman!
"You don't believe it, Xue and I are boyfriend and girlfriend?" Miyazawa raised an eyebrow.
"I don't believe that Xue will love you!" Even if they are boyfriend and girlfriend now, Xue still loves him, not Miyazawa Tama!
"Xue, he doesn't believe you love me." Gong Zeyu looked at Bai Xue.
"Okay, Yu, don't irritate him." Although she had already agreed with Gong Zeyu, Bai Xue still couldn't bear it.
"Okay, I'll do whatever you say." Miyazawa said softly, her affectionate look stimulating Su Yan as much as he wanted.
His hand around Bai Xue's waist made Su Yan want to chop it off with a knife!
What hurt him the most was Bai Xue's attitude. She didn't deny what Miyazawa said! And what did she mean by not irritating him?
Could it be that she fell in love with Miyazawa Tama?
No! Impossible! He quickly denied it to stop himself from scaring himself.
"Xue, I know you love me!" He said in a very sure tone.
"Xue loves you, but that was in the past, she loves me now!" Miyazawa Tama choked.
"impossible!"
"Xue, tell him, who do you love now?" Gong Zeyu looked at Bai Xue.
Bai Xue frowned. She used her eyes to tell Gong Zeyu not to ask such embarrassing questions, but Gong Zeyu told her not to forget her promise to him. What he wanted was that everyone, including Su Yan, felt that they were true.
Couple, she really fell in love with him!
Bai Xue sighed and looked at Su Yan, "Su Yan, people will change, just like, I used to like drinking coffee but now I like drinking tea. Nothing is eternal, just like you, you used to like Bai Wanrou now.
I don’t like you. I loved you very much before, but it’s not the same now. As time changes, so do people.”
Her words were a disguised admission that she now loved Gong Zeyu, not Su Yan.
"I haven't changed, I haven't changed from the beginning to the end! I just didn't recognize my heart clearly before!" Su Yan is now very sure that his love was Bai Xue from the beginning, and Bai Wanrou was just his emotional sustenance when he was confused!
"Su Yan, I have said all I can say. I hope you can recognize this fact soon. If you can let go of the past, you can let go of the present. You will have better things in the future!" Women always say the same thing when rejecting men.
.
"I only want you!" Is there a better woman than Mrs. Su in this world? No! Even if there is, he doesn't want it! Because besides her, he will never fall in love with anyone else!
"But, I don't want you anymore." Bai Xue said softly.
The lethality of these words exceeds 100!
Su Yan's eyes instantly turned scarlet red, like a person who couldn't bear the severe pain and was about to go crazy. He rushed forward and grabbed Bai Xue's shoulders tightly, "No! It's impossible! You won't not love me! You won't want me! This world
You are the one who loves me the most, and you will never let me go!"
His Mrs. Su loves him so much, how could she not want him! No! Absolutely not!
No matter what he did before, she waited for him to love him. Now that he recognizes his heart, they can truly love each other. It is impossible for her to not want him at this time! She is just angry! She needs time
to forgive him.
Bai Xue looked at him, and her heart ached. Was she the one who loved him the most? If she was, how could she be willing to make him suffer so much?
She used to not be willing to make him feel uncomfortable at all!
Is it like what she said just now? Has she changed? Doesn't she love him that much anymore? But why does she feel so distressed when she sees him like this?
He grabbed her so tightly that her shoulders were red, but she felt no pain.
Gong Zeyu felt sorry for her, and he pushed Su Yan away, "Su Yan, you keep saying you love snow, but how do you love her? With your rogue willfulness and accusations? If you treat her like that, why can't she not love you?"
Why is she still guarding you? Why do you let her stand behind you all the time, waiting for you to look back? When you don't love her, you abuse her and ruin her. When you look back, when you want to love her, she just
I can’t stop loving you, so I have to accept you happily? Why? Why?”
"Oh, by the way, I thought about what you were relying on. What you were relying on was Xue's love for you. You relied on her love for you to do whatever you wanted, but she doesn't love you anymore. What else do you have? Why are you yelling?
Roar? What qualifications do you have to yell at her? She is an independent person, why can't she choose who she loves and who she doesn't love? She doesn't have to be you!"
Su Yan wanted to refute what he said but couldn't. Thinking about how badly he treated Bai Xue in the past, he fell silent.
Miyazawa is right, what he relies on is Bai Xue's love for him. If she doesn't love him, what else does he have?
He should let her love him instead of being unable to accept her lack of love...
"Dad." Su Yafu couldn't wait for them to go out and ran in.
Seeing Uncle Gong hugging his mother and his father looking depressed at the side, he felt a little sad and rushed over to hug her.
Su Yan picked up his son and went out.
"Are you feeling distressed?" Gong Zeyu looked at Bai Xue.
Bai Xue smiled bitterly, "Can I tell the truth?"
"Of course."
"Kind of."
"You can feel a little distressed, but you can't be soft-hearted." Miyazawa said.
"Don't worry, I will do what I promised you." Bai Xue will persist for two months.
Miyazawa sighed and said, "I mean you can't be soft-hearted in the future. You are smart and should know that whether it is love or other relationships, you cannot give unilaterally. If you give too much, you will only
Let him not care about you. Women, you have to be reserved and dignified. Only then will men cherish you."
Bai Xue had heard this truth from Lu Yiyi and understood it, but hearing it from Gong Zeyu was a different feeling.
He also seemed to understand that he deliberately provoked Su Yan not only to make him happy, but also to teach Su Yan a lesson. He wanted Su Yan to know how important she was, and he wanted Su Yan to cherish her and treat her better.
How could she not be moved by him thinking about her like this? How could she...
"Miyazawa Yu, can you please stop being so nice to me?" He was really too kind to her, so good that she could not repay him, and she felt sorry for him.
"No." Gong Zeyu stared at her affectionately. His existence was for her. If he didn't treat her well, who would he treat well?
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In summer, people love to have barbecue. Today is Sunday, which is the most suitable time to have barbecue at home. After they finished their morning meal, they started busy with barbecue, which made Bai Xue feel like there is nothing more than eating in life.
This time it was a celebration for the people, except for them, they also had to bake food for Ali and the others. The workload was huge, and everyone divided their work, so everyone was very busy.
After Su Yan was choked by Gong Zeyu in the morning, he never came to see Bai Xue and kept playing with the two children.
Until Bai Xue went to the back garden to pick up things and leave alone.
Where Bai Xue lives now, the back garden is beautiful, with flowers blooming everywhere, making people feel like they have entered a world of flowers every time they come here.
When Bai Xue took the things and went back, Su Yan was standing among the flowers, waiting for her.
With his tall and straight figure and handsome face, no matter what background he stood on, he always looked at the most beautiful scenery, and Bai Xue was in a daze for a moment.
Even though she had been watching this man for nearly twenty years, she still couldn't escape his charm. She was still so obsessed with him and felt that every move he made was deceiving.
"Xue." Su Yan stepped forward. From now on, he would never let her go to him again!
"Um?"
"As long as you don't marry Miyazawa, I will not give up on you! From now on, I will walk towards you. Even if you step back, I will keep moving forward!" She takes one step back and he takes ten steps forward. In this way, the relationship between them will be different.
The distance is still getting closer!
"I don't love you anymore, what's the use of moving forward?" Bai Xue sometimes hates her calmness. At this time, should she indulge her feelings instead of being calm?
"If you don't love me, I will try my best to make you fall in love with me again. Just treat us as a new beginning and I am a person who just wants to pursue you." From now on, he can no longer rely on her love or consume her love.
Every bit of his love and her love for him is the most precious!
"Why waste time, you should know what kind of person I am, and I won't take what I want to let go of!" Bai Xue didn't know why she said such a thing.
Whether she wanted to test it or was being pretentious, in short, she said it.
I don’t regret it, I’m just a little worried.
"I know you, but I know myself better!" Su Yan smiled brightly at her. He believed in himself. He could always get what he wanted. She was what he wanted most, and she would never fail!
"What if you fail in the end?" Bai Xue raised her eyebrows. She liked his confident look, but she also found it a little annoying.
She is really contradictory!
"If you really don't love me anymore, I think I might let you go and make you happy. Although my heart tells me that I can't tolerate you being with others. If you really choose Miyazawa in the end, I will kill you.
I'll kill you! But I know that I can't do it, and I won't do that. Even when I hated you the most, I wasn't willing to hurt you, let alone now." He can destroy anything he can't get.
something, but it was the only thing that could not destroy her.
He can't do it. If you are well, I will be fine, but he can't bear to destroy her.
If she really chooses Gong Zeyu in the end, no matter how painful it is, he will force himself to let go.
But the premise is that she really doesn't love him anymore. If she still loves him a little bit, he will do whatever it takes to have her again!
Bai Xue suddenly smiled. That smile was more beautiful than any flower. That smile made Su Yan dumbfounded. Her smile had always been able to enchant his heart, making him unable to control himself every time he saw her.
"We have prepared a lot of mutton today, you can eat more." Bai Xue said and left with a smile.
It took Su Yan a while to come to his senses and strode forward, "Here, let me help you carry it!"
He wants to come over to what Bai Xue is holding.
Give him snow.
The two of them walked in the garden, unconsciously slowing down.
