There was something wrong with Miyazawa's eyes, which made her very uneasy.
"There is no need to go see him. If you want him to have a new life in the future, just put away your concern and slowly alienate him." For someone who cannot give you the same feelings, the more guilty you will be, the better you will be to him.
It will only hurt him and make him unable to let you go.
Bai Xue understands this truth, but...
She really couldn't bear it.
"The look in his eyes made me very uneasy. It seemed like he was saying goodbye to me, as if he was going to do something stupid."
"He won't do anything stupid. You spent so much effort and risk to rescue him from prison. He will cherish his life." Su Yan reassured him.
"Then..." Why would he look at her like that?
"What did you tell him? Why did you fight? Why did his expression change after he came out, as if he had given up?" Bai Xue looked at Su Yan and asked with a frown.
"Miyazawa Yu has completely given up on you. His look is not so much saying goodbye to you as saying goodbye to his love for you. In the future, he will find a woman to live in love with." She has completely given up on him.
Thoughts about my wife.
"is that so?"
"Yes."
"That's great." Bai Xue said happily.
If Miyazawa Yu can completely let go of her and find his true destiny, that would be a great thing!
only……
"How do you know what he is thinking?" Bai Xue asked doubtfully. When had Su Yan and Gong Zeyu been so connected and knew everything he was thinking?
"Do you think our fight was in vain?" Su Yan snorted.
"You can communicate with each other by fighting? Are you two connected with each other?" Bai Xue teased.
Su Yanhan, “It’s not like we’re doing martial arts dramas again!”
"why?"
"Men are different from you women. Sometimes there is no need to say anything. All it takes is one fight and it can be settled. And some things can be understood as long as there is a pair of glances and there is no need to say anything."
When he came to dinner today, when he met Miyazawa's eyes, he knew that Miyazawa had completely realized that there was no hope for him. He knew that there was no hope between him and Xue, so he would drink him crazily.
, firstly out of unwillingness, secondly out of envy, jealousy, and dislike for him.
If he had met such a love rival before, he would have kicked him away without hesitation, but Miyazawa was different. He had saved Xue and had a different position in Xue's heart, so he was willing to drink with him.
Have a fight with him and make him feel better.
Bai Xue seemed to understand completely and stopped asking any more questions.
Su Yan hugged her waist and said, "Let's go, wife, Yafu is still waiting for us at home."
"Um."
It's late at night, the road is very quiet, and there are very few vehicles coming and going. Although Jincheng is as warm as spring all year round, the days of autumn are still a little different from summer, and the night wind is a bit cooler.
"Master, this is sobering medicine, please take some." Qinglong saw that Miyazawa was very drunk, so he stopped at the door of a 24-hour pharmacy and bought him sobering medicine.
"Don't call me Sect Master, Dragon Sect no longer exists." Gong Zeyu's words contained indescribable complex emotions.
Although he hates Longmen, he grew up in Longmen after all, and there are many brothers there who have been with him through life and death.
A century-old foundation was destroyed within a few years of being in his hands. I wonder if any of the previous sect leaders of Longmen would be so angry that they would want to jump out and kill him.
Speaking of the disappearance of Longmen, Qinglong was also very emotional, because he also grew up in Longmen and had deep feelings for it.
"Brothers of Longmen, Dong Bai has arranged it very well. He has been able to transform from a black man into an ordinary person who works. I think it is not a bad thing that Longmen disappears." He could only say this.
"Have Dong Bai done a lot for me?" I have said it thousands of times, and I am determined to let it go. However, when I mention it, my heart will still throb faintly. His feelings for her are more important than his life. When I say let go,
Easier said than done?
It was true that he said he wanted to give up. Seeing how Bai Xue looked like Su Yan now, he knew that he had no chance at all.
She could never belong to him.
He recognized this fact clearly, so he gave up.
"Dong Bai is indeed a person who values love and justice. She was almost killed for the sake of the master." Qinglong didn't like Bai Xue before, because his master paid so much for her, but she did nothing and didn't repay him.
, which made him very unhappy, but this time, he changed his view of Bai Xue. She is a person worthy of his master's desperate love.
"Almost killed?" Gong Zeyu was shocked. Even though the incident was over and he knew that Bai Xue was not in danger, he was still worried.
Qinglong told the story of Bai Wanrou and Xue Mei kidnapping Bai Xue and murdering her.
"This Xue Mei is really damn good!" Gong Zeyu had been getting along with Xue Mei for a while, and he was annoyed that he had not discovered that this woman had such wolfish ambitions!
"She has been sentenced to death."
"Find some people and treat her well before she dies!" Miyazawa narrowed his eyes.
The person who hurt Xue was just sentenced to death, which was too cheap for her!
"Yes, Master."
The carriage fell into silence, and only the sound of the car moving forward could be heard.
On the deserted road, the road ahead seems like an endless night.
"Qinglong, tell me, Dong Bai has been so good to me, shouldn't I be satisfied already?" Gong Zeyu suddenly said.
Qinglong thought for a long time, not knowing how to answer his master's words.
Feelings are truly the most tormenting thing, and he hopes he will never encounter them in his life!
Unable to get an answer, Miyazawa looked out the window. Under the dark light, his handsome face looked even more melancholy, and the gloom between his brows made people feel distressed.
Qinglong held it in for a long time, "Master, Bai Dong is very good and a person worthy of my love, but she has her own heart and will not change. She is a very infatuated and persistent person. I don't remember seeing her there.
The hardest thing in the world is not to go to heaven or earth, but to make someone fall in love with you who doesn't love you. This is even harder than climbing to heaven on foot. In other words, it's impossible...
"
If something is impossible, why persist in it?
Miyazawa raised the corners of her lips, but her smile was very bitter.
"This metaphor is quite appropriate."
If hiking to the sky can make her fall in love with him, he will spend his whole life studying it. Unfortunately, even if he can hike to the sky, she will not fall in love with him. The relationship between them is so impossible and impossible.
Not even a tiny molecule has a chance.
"Master, give up." Life is short, why bother.
"I ask you to give up your heart, can you do it?"
Qinglong, "..."
How could he live without giving up his heart?
Wouldn't that mean he died?
But then, he understood more deeply how much his master loved Bai Xue. She was like his heart to his master. Even if his master wanted to let go, he couldn't. If he let go, he wouldn't be able to live.
"Master..." He was a dignified man, but at this moment he felt heartbroken and felt so sad that he wanted to cry.
This world is really unfair to people. His master has been so pitiful since he was a child, and yet he still loves someone so deeply...
"The woman who will help me get married starting tomorrow." Gong Zeyu suddenly said.
Qinglong was startled, thinking he heard wrongly, "Master, what did you say?"
"The woman who arranged my marriage."
"But Master..." Who says they just get married when they get married?
Miyazawa Yu looked out the window and stopped talking.
If he can't put it down, he should hide it deeply and lock it up so that no one can see it. It should also be covered. Getting married and having children is his best choice.
In the future, he will have a wife and children in his life, so that he can be a lifelong friend with her.
That's it, that's it!
The next day, Gong Zeyu gave Qinglong his mate selection conditions, and Qinglong was sure that his master was not drunk yesterday, and his master really wanted to get married!
"Master, isn't this inappropriate?" Will marrying for the sake of marriage make the master happy?
"There's nothing wrong with it, just do whatever I ask you to do." Gong Zeyu has made a decision and will not waver.
Qinglong wanted to say something, but knew that what he said was useless, so he didn't say much.
He thought about it for a day and finally secretly approached Bai Xue.
"Dong Bai, I would like to ask you to advise my master." He doesn't want his master to get married just for the sake of getting married!
"What's wrong?" Bai Xue put down the pen in her hand and frowned slightly unnoticeably.
"My master asked me to help him arrange a blind date. He wants to get married."
No need for Qinglong to say anything more, Bai Xue already understood everything.
"You look for it first, and I will talk to your master."
"Thank you, Dong Bai." Qinglong left happily.
Bai Xue leaned on the back of her chair and tapped the tabletop gently with her hand. After tapping for a while, she suddenly stood up and walked out.
Came to Miyazawa Tama's office.
At this time, Miyazawa Yu was getting ready to get off work. When he saw Bai Xue, the corner of his mouth raised a smile involuntarily.
His gloomy face was suddenly filled with spring warmth. If it were placed in ancient times, he would be a man who was like an immortal.
"Let's have dinner together?" Bai Xue wanted to have a good talk with him.
"Qinglong came to find you?" Gong Zeyu raised his eyebrows.
He believed that Su Yan had clearly understood what he meant, and would also tell Xue to let her distance herself from him. But now that she wanted to have dinner with him, there was only one possibility.
Qinglong went to find her!
This Qinglong is really becoming more and more capable of making his own decisions.
"Yes." Bai Xue had no need to deny it.
"Xue, if you are here to persuade me not to get married for the sake of marriage, you don't have to waste your words. I know what I am doing." Miyazawa knows what he is doing, he really knows it very clearly!
"Miyazawa Yu, marriage requires two people who love each other to be happy. Otherwise, marriage will just be a tomb and a cage that traps you." Bai Xue advised, although she really wanted him to let her go and have him.
her own life, but what she wants is his happiness.
Instead of finding a random woman to marry just to make her feel at ease!
"I haven't found that person yet, how do you know I don't love her?" Miyazawa asked.
