He knew this was unfair to Wang Shishi, but when had the world ever been fair?
She was the one who made the choice. Since she chose to marry him without love, it destined her to a loveless marriage. She had no one to blame.
The meal didn't end until early in the morning.
During the dinner, Gong Zeyu didn't show any signs of liking Bai Xue, but Wang Shishi felt that he looked at Bai Xue differently.
People tend to observe the people they care about very carefully.
It’s just that she didn’t ask anything or say anything. She had no involvement in his past, had no right to say anything, and had no right to care. What she wanted was the future life, and she was his wife, the one he wanted.
There is no point in saying anything or asking anything to a wife who obviously won't love her. It will only embarrass herself.
Miyazawa drank a lot and had to rely on her support to get back to the room.
He fell onto the bed and stopped moving.
She helped him take off his leather shoes and took off his coat with difficulty, making him lie down more comfortable. Then she went to the bathroom to wet a towel and wipe his face and hands.
When she cleaned him, covered him with a quilt, and was about to go to her room to sleep, a big hand suddenly grabbed her hand.
She looked back.
"The Bai Xue you see today is my favorite person. In this life, I will only love her. All my principles will put her first and will never change. If you can bear it, then
Let's keep going. If you can't bear it, we can get a divorce tomorrow."
After all, Miyazawa is a soft-hearted man. Although he told himself that this was Wang Shishi's own choice and no one can blame him, he still couldn't help but tell her the truth and let her make another choice. Everyone has the choice to be happy.
s right.
Women all have the right to choose to be loved, especially a good woman.
Wang Shishi was stunned. She didn't expect that she didn't ask, but when he said it, he said it so frankly, making her...
I don't know how to describe the feeling in my heart.
To say it was heartbreaking would be too much, because she didn't have that deep feelings for him yet. At best, she only had a good impression of him and was just moved by him.
It's impossible to say that I don't feel anything. It's just that it's hard to describe this feeling. Is it embarrassing or something.
All in all, it was very uncomfortable, and I felt a little bit distressed.
However, this was what she expected. When he told her that he could give her everything but love, she guessed that he had someone in mind. Now it just confirmed her suspicion.
So it's not hard.
Just some...
some……
well……
She sighed, unable to accurately express her mood in words and too lazy to find adjectives.
She heard herself say, "Will you be with her in the future?"
"I want to, but it's impossible."
"Then it won't."
"You can say that."
"Will you do anything sorry to me with her?"
"what you mean?"
"Physical infidelity."
Miyazawa smiled bitterly, "Do you think it's possible?"
He still said the same thing, he wanted to, but it was impossible.
"Then it won't."
"kindness."
"Will we live a normal life as a couple?" She emphasized the word "normal", obviously asking if they wanted to be a real couple.
After hesitating for a few minutes, Miyazawa Yu said, "Yes."
Marrying her can't give her a husband who loves her. I'm already a little sorry, so why do I have the nerve to leave her a widow?
"You mean, except that you have another love in your heart, we are no different from ordinary couples?"
"This should be."
"That's OK." Wang Shishi concluded their conversation.
"What do you mean?" Gong Zeyu found that he didn't understand this seemingly simple woman. For his sake, she was not embarrassed, angry, or left angrily. Instead, she asked such impossible questions without changing her expression.
Question, what is she thinking?
"You told me from the beginning that this was a loveless marriage, and I chose to marry you. I expected that you would have other love in your heart, so I will not divorce you because of this fact.
"If she would divorce him, she wouldn't get married.
"Why? Don't all women want to find someone they love to marry?" Gong Zeyu didn't understand. She was not a money-grubbing person, so she didn't divorce him for money.
If your heart belongs to someone, are you still willing to continue with him?
Doesn't she realize she's just a shield?
"Have you never heard that ideals are plump and reality is skinny? Not all dreams can come true. How easy is it to find a person you love to get married with? I can find someone who will not cheat, who is handsome and handsome.
A husband who is rich, carefree, and does not eat, drink, go whoring or gamble is already better than many women. Tell me, why should I give up this marriage to find the so-called lover? Who can guarantee that I will find the person I love and love you too?
My man, we can be happy if we get married, who can guarantee that he will love me forever?"
Wang Shishi asked a series of rhetorical questions, leaving Gong Zeyu unable to answer.
Indeed, nothing in this world is certain or guaranteed.
"I feel that I am already a very lucky person, and our marriage is already very good. This world is the real world, not the world in books. There is not so much love, but only firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, an ordinary and ordinary life.
, I got married just to have a companion. I don’t have to run around and suffer for a house, and I don’t have to suffer for life. I’m really lucky, good!” Wang Shishi emphasized.
She is a very contented person, and I am really satisfied to be like this!
What's more, he is still the person she likes.
Besides, she is just an ordinary person and will not have any intense love. If she had not met him, she might have found someone who liked him and lived a hard life. No matter how you think about it, she and him are better than others.
Life is strong, what else is she dissatisfied with?
"You really think so?"
"real."
"That's good. If you regret it in the future, you can leave, but there's nothing to blame or resent, because this is the life you chose." Since she thought about Miyazawa Tama so much, there was nothing to feel guilty about.
"I never regret my choice." Wang Shishi's voice was soft and firm.
There are gains and there are losses. She is never greedy and doesn't want to have her cake and eat it too.
Bai Xue and Su Yan received a call from Qiao Tian as soon as they entered home.
"Didn't catch it?" Bai Xue frowned when she saw that Su Yan was not excited after answering the phone.
"What I caught was just Wang Zhen's stand-in. He trained several people who looked like him and lived in various places."
"This Wang Zhen is so cunning." Bai Xue had to admire Wang Zhen. So many people were hunting him all over the world, but they couldn't catch him.
"He must have the ability to remain in the arms industry for twenty years."
