"Miyazawa, please stop drinking, you will get drunk if you continue like this." Wang Shishi advised in a low voice.
"You'll get drunk when you're drunk." Gong Zeyu didn't care. If he could get drunk and forget for a short time, that would be happiness for him.
Wang Shishi saw that he wanted to get drunk, so she no longer tried to dissuade him and allowed him to drink as much as he wanted.
I hope I can really get rid of all my worries in one drink.
Miyazawa Yu had never been drunk before. This was the first time he had been drunk. It should be said that it could not be considered completely drunk, because a truly drunk person would not be able to speak and would fall asleep in the end. He was just borderline drunk.
And this kind of drunkenness makes him lose his mind and only act with his heart. To put it simply, this can be regarded as speaking the truth while drunk.
He hugged Bai Xue, but Su Yan couldn't pull him off no matter how hard he tried. He wanted to be cruel, but the drunk Gong Zeyu was much more sensitive, which made him suspect several times that he was pretending to be crazy under the influence of alcohol.
"Xue, I love you, I love you so much, I am in so much pain, I am in so much pain, why can't I be with you, why is it not me who is with you, you don't know how much I love you
, I don’t know how painful it is to touch a woman when you clearly don’t like her... Xue, come with me, okay? I really, really, really want to be with you, I’m almost dying thinking about it.
It hurts so much. I don’t know how to live without you. I’m in so much pain every day. I even... don’t even want to live anymore. Snow, stay with me. Can you stay with me? Snow, let’s be together.
...Together... I have wanted to be with you since I was a child. I have always wanted to be with you. I only want you. I only love you. Snow, how do you want to be with me? I want
How to do it, how to do it..."
Gong Zeyu's words made Wang Shishi, who came up to pull him, turned pale as white paper.
The unbearable pain can't be concealed no matter how hard you try.
现场也是一片静寂,宫泽玉痛苦,宫泽玉有多爱白雪,他们都知道,可他这话,还是很欠揍的很.
Let’s just say this from Wang Shishi’s point of view.
He chose the girl by himself, and it was painful enough that his husband didn't love him, but he was also told in public how painful it was to touch her!
If this is a thin-skinned and mean-spirited woman, I’m afraid she won’t be able to stand it and can’t even think about it!
Seeing Wang Shishi's pale face, Bai Xue frowned and felt guilty in her heart. Although this had nothing to do with her directly, she still felt guilty that I didn't kill Boren but Boren died because of me, "Gong Zeyu, you
Let me go! Wake up!"
She knew that a sober Miyazawa would never say such a thing. He was a kind person and could not bear to hurt anyone.
People around Wang Shishi also hurriedly comforted her.
"Miyazawa Yu drank too much. He is talking nonsense. Don't be as knowledgeable as him!"
Wang Shishi was silent. After a while, she managed a weak smile with great difficulty, "I know."
When she married him, she knew that there was someone in his heart, and that he would not love her. She only wanted to have sex with her to fulfill the obligations of husband and wife. Since she knew it well, why should she suffer!
"Miyazawa you..." Just as Bai Xue was about to yell at Gongzeyu, Gongzeyu's body went limp and fell on her. All the gravity pressed on her, making her legs weak. If Su Yan hadn't been in time,
He hugged her and she was pushed to the ground.
Miyazawa Yu fell asleep. After saying something that was sober and not something that a drunk person could say, he fell asleep...
This made Bai Xue dumbfounded and helpless, so she asked someone to send him home.
When sending them off, she walked up to Wang Shishi.
"I'm sorry." She really felt guilty for Wang Shishi.
"You don't have to say sorry to me. This is not your fault, nor is it Miyazawa's fault. This is fate's fault. Besides, being with him and being treated like this is something I have known for a long time.
It's my willingness, you really don't have to feel guilty." Wang Shishi said seriously, she really didn't blame Bai Xue for anything, and she had no right to blame her.
Miyazawa's relationship with Bai Xue was before her, not after they got married, so she had no qualifications at all.
All she has is envy, envy that Bai Xue can get such deep love from Miyazawa, and envy that she can let Miyazawa do this for her.
If Miyazawa could treat her one-tenth of the way he treats Bai Xue, she would be satisfied and her life would be complete!
After Wang Shishi left, Bai Xue sighed. The conversation with Wang Shishi made her know that Wang Shishi not only liked Gong Zeyu, but loved her deeply. Otherwise, she would not have such no regrets and would not be hurt like this.
I still thought it wasn't Miyazawa Tama's fault.
What she said is right, it's not anyone's fault, it's fate's fault.
If Miyazawa doesn't like her but likes Wang Shishi, then they are a perfect match and a good couple.
"Don't worry about them. Everyone has their own destiny. Don't feel guilty about what you can't give. It's useless to feel guilty." Su Yan hugged her from behind and comforted her.
"Having said that, I still feel a little bit uncomfortable in my heart." Bai Xue sighed.
"Don't worry, time is good medicine and will heal everything!" Su Yan could only reassure.
Bai Xue smiled bitterly, "That's all we can hope for."
It was originally a New Year's Eve night worth celebrating, but because of Miyazawa Tama's drunkenness, this festive day turned a little sad.
This is not what Su Yan wants. To be honest, he is grateful to Gong Zeyu but does not feel guilty!
Liking someone is that person's own business. There is really no need to feel guilty if she can't reciprocate because he likes her. For example, there are many people who like him, who have sacrificed a lot for him, and even committed suicide for him.
There are many women, is it possible that he feels guilty for not being able to respond to them? How painful would his life be like?
Of course, he knows that Bai Xue also understands this truth. The reason why she still can't think about it is because she is a person who values love and righteousness. She is not as ruthless and unrighteous as him. She just doesn't like people she doesn't like. Besides, what Miyazawa Yu has done for her
It has indeed surpassed the average admirer.
And she was not moved, she just regarded him as a very good friend, just like Lu Yiyi and the others. She couldn't bear to see him in such pain and discomfort, so she felt guilty.
"Come on, wife." Su Yan took her hand and walked to the car.
"What are you going to do?"
"Just follow me, I won't sell you out!" Su Yan said with a smile.
"Yafu..."
"Yafu has gone to bed long ago. I asked Ade to take him back."
"Today is the day for family reunion on New Year's Eve. If we don't go home to spend time with our children, what are we going to do without our children?" Because of Miyazawa Tama's words, Bai Xue was no longer in the mood to have fun.
