That helpless and painful look was something Wang Shishi had never seen before. In her impression, Bai Xue had always been a strong woman. She seemed to be omnipotent, able to cope with whatever she encountered, and able to stand strong no matter what she suffered.
But now, she is like a helpless child, not knowing what to do, in pain and even cowardly, wanting to die...
She suddenly woke up and realized what a stupid thing she had just done!
She had been trying hard to control her negative emotions, not wanting to turn herself into a resentful and bad woman, but she finally did that kind of thing.
She slowly sat down against the wall, her body no longer weak at all.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Bai Xue, I shouldn't have said that, and I'm not qualified to say that..."
"No, you are qualified. Strictly speaking, it was me who killed Miyazawa Tama." If she didn't have a fever, if she was the one who went there, maybe it wouldn't be like this!
"Don't think like this. You know how much Miyazawa loves you. He doesn't want you to feel so uncomfortable. He lives in pain and would die for you. I believe this should be a relief for him.
, he can finally live without such pain, you should be happy for him..."
Wang Shishi was really attentive to Gong Zeyu. When she calmed down, she could even express his thoughts about his death so clearly.
This makes Bai Xue feel even more pity. If Miyazawa is alive, dripping water can penetrate stone, and there is a woman who cares about him so much, his heart will definitely be slowly penetrated...
"Baixue, you must live well and happily. Don't let down Gong Zeyu's intentions for you, don't let down the life he has given for you!" Wang Shishi felt that she had been possessed by the devil just now.
I want to reunite Bai Xue with Miyazawa Tama.
If she really kills Bai Xue, she is afraid that Gong Zeyu will turn into a ghost and come to seek her life. His love is a great love, and he is absolutely unwilling to see Bai Xue sad and uncomfortable. For her, he even sacrificed his life for Su Yan.
Even enemies like to protect him, so why would he let Bai Xue die with him?
It's her fault, it's her fault. What she said just now is not seeking justice for Gong Zeyu. She is complaining for herself. She is not willing to accept that the person she loves so deeply is trying to save her.
Die for other women!
But now that I think about it, why should she be unwilling? From the very beginning, he told her that he would not love her. All his behavior standards were based on Bai Xue's highest principle. He would be happy to sacrifice for Bai Xue.
She loved him, so how could she go against his last wish, hurt his beloved, make Bai Xue suffer, and he would suffer too.
And she didn't want him to suffer.
Wang Jingjing didn't expect that Wang Shishi, who wanted to kill Bai Xue just now, would say such a thing, but he agreed with her words.
"Xue, Shishi is right, you should live happily!"
Bai Xue understands this truth better than the two of them, but she really can't be happy at this time. She can only leave the wound to time and let time heal it. She will also work hard to get better and live up to his feelings for her.
, she will not let him die without peace of mind, she will work hard to get his share of happiness and live well.
Wang Jingjing was so familiar with Bai Xue that she knew her mood had changed with a change in her eyes, and she breathed a sigh of relief.
In the afternoon, Lu Yiyi came out.
"How about it?"
"The internal organs were injured and there was internal bleeding, but if you rest in bed for about two months, you should be fine."
Everyone breathed a sigh of relief when they heard the good news.
Bai Xue went to accompany Su Yan.
Su Yan woke up at noon the next day. When he opened his eyes and saw Bai Xue, he smiled with relief. She was fine. She was standing in front of him intact!
He breathed a sigh of relief and fell asleep again without speaking to Bai Xue.
He was worried about her. Even if he lost consciousness, he was still worried about her. This worry made him gather his strength and wake up for a while.
When Bai Xue saw him waking up, she was about to say something when she saw him pass out again. She was so frightened that she hurriedly called Lu Yiyi.
Lu Yiyi gave Su Yan a comprehensive examination and found no deterioration in his condition.
"He must be too tired. He fell asleep again as soon as he woke up. It's okay. Don't worry."
"Yeah." Bai Xue breathed a sigh of relief obviously, that's great!
After Su Yan fell asleep, it was the afternoon of the next day.
When he woke up again, there was no one around him, which made him scared, fearing that the sight of her being safe was just his illusion. He wanted to sit up anxiously, but couldn't move. He was so depressed that he just wanted to smash the bed.
Just at this moment Bai Xue walked in.
"Yan, you're awake!" She walked towards him happily.
"Wife..." Su Yan was relieved and smiled.
"Would you like some water?"
"Yeah." Su Yan's mouth was extremely dry now.
After taking a sip of water, I felt much better, and I sighed that the fruit is indeed the fountain of life!
"Are Miyazawa Yu and the others okay?" he asked with concern.
"Miyazawa Yu..." Bai Xue's eyes turned red before she could say anything.
Su Yan immediately realized something was wrong and looked up at Bai Xue, only to see her eyes were red.
"he……"
"When I came back, I sprained my ankle. He pushed me to the shore, but I was washed away by the flood before I could come up."
Su Yan, "..."
He didn't expect such a result.
"Honey, you can cry if you want to." Su Yan couldn't move, but he could stretch out his arms to give her a support. He knew that he was unconscious and there were still many things to deal with. No matter how uncomfortable she was, she would still bear it.
With.
His words became the last straw that broke Bai Xue's sanity. She threw herself on the bed, buried her head in his arms, and cried bitterly, crying like a child, a child who was extremely sad.
"It shouldn't be like this, it really shouldn't be like this! He has children, and I can also see that he has some feelings for Wang Shishi. They are moving in a good direction. Why is this happening?
Such a result? Why..."
She cried in his arms.
Su Yan only responded with his gentle hug.
"It shouldn't be like this, it really shouldn't be like this..."
She cried in his arms until she was so tired from crying that she had no strength at all. She lay there and could only quietly let her tears flow.
Although he knew that the chance of Miyazawa's survival was low, Bai Xue still did not give up the search. Even if he died, he would still have to find his body and let him bury him in peace...
A month later, they found Miyazawa's watch, broken clothes, and a bunch of blood-stained hair. After a dan test, they proved that the hair belonged to Miyazawa.
They found it by the forest downstream, where wild beasts often come and go.
With only these things left at the scene, one can imagine what happened to Miyazawa Tama.
