793. Chapter 793 Fanwai's death and resurrection 1
Wang Shishi's father died young and she remarried with her mother. Her stepfather was a gambler and would beat her and her mother every time he lost money. So what she hated the most was men who were violent. After her mother died, she immediately left that home and came here.
When she arrived in Jincheng, in the class she taught, there was also a student who was always beaten by his father. Because she shared the same fate, she took special care of that child.
And the love of her life also appeared because of him.
The student hadn't come to class for several days. She was worried no matter what she thought, so she went to the student's house to find him. Unexpectedly, she saw his father beating him. She, who had suffered domestic violence, knew that the child at this time
How much she longed for someone to save him, so even though she knew it was dangerous to intervene, she still intervened. Then, she held the child and was chased and beaten all the way out.
He appeared when she was almost unable to bear the beating.
Just like a hero, he fell from the sky, and his heroic figure was imprinted in her heart.
She didn't expect that they would have a chance to meet again, because after all, from the way he was dressed, she could tell that the two of them were from different worlds. He was not someone she could imagine, and that feeling that shocked her
I can only press it in my heart and pretend it doesn't exist.
The third time they met again, he asked her if she wanted to marry him. He could give her everything except love.
She was blinded at that time. She never thought that she and him could have an intersection. She thought that she could only keep him in her heart quietly in her whole life, but she didn't expect that he would ask her to marry him!
His words told her that he didn't love her, and if she had been sensible, she should have refused. However, the person who thought they would never cross paths suddenly gave her a chance. Even if this chance made her painful, she still wanted to hold it tightly.
!
So she agreed to marry him.
Seeing Bai Xue, she finally understood why he said he would not give her love, because all his love was given to Bai Xue.
Before meeting him, she thought that there was no such love in this world as described in books and romantic dramas on TV, and that no one in this world could live without the other. But now, she knows that she was wrong.
There really is such love in this world!
He loves Bai Xue, and his love for Bai Xue has exceeded his life. She knows that he lives for Bai Xue, and knows that his life is very tiring and painful. But this fact not only fails to let her see clearly the fact that he will not love her,
It also made her love him more and more, feel sorry for him, and want to give him full love so that he can be happier.
According to the relationship between cause and effect and reincarnation in Buddhism, she thought that in the previous life, Miyazawa owed Bai Xue, so he had to pay so much for her in this life without getting anything in return, and she owed it to Miyazawa.
So she doesn't complain, and she can't complain, because everything is her own choice.
She knew that she was very jealous and hated Bai Xue.
Every time Bai Xue appeared, his sight would be occupied by her. Bai Xue's position in his heart would never waver no matter how hard she tried, but she still didn't want to give up until what he said while drunk made her
The pain also made her reflect on whether it was time for her to leave him.
Because she was a painful existence to him, and she felt uncomfortable when she thought that every time he touched her, he was forcing himself and being a hard ninja. She didn't know whether she felt bad for him or for him.
She stayed with him all night and didn't sleep. She kept thinking about whether to leave or not. But at dawn and when he woke up, she still hadn't made a decision. Suddenly, she discovered that she no longer loved him.
Like, but love. Unknowingly, she fell deeply in love with him. She became as infatuated and painful as him. She deeply realized that the person she loved could never love her.
She was even more reluctant to leave him and wanted to warm his desolate heart even more.
She knew that her love for him had entered a morbid state and she had forgotten herself.
But she really, really loves him and loves love so much. Even if he doesn't love her and feels it's painful to be with her, she still stays with him because she knows that she is his rope and she can control him.
He was out of control, so she couldn't leave him. With her here, he finally had a place where he could escape and come back. With her here, this home was always a little warm.
Later he said he wanted a child! She didn't want to have a child because she didn't know when their relationship would end. She didn't want the child to be born in pain. She knew very well how painful it was for a child without the warmth of a family.
She doesn't want her children to be like her, without a childhood and a happy family.
But he was so serious and said so seriously that he would be a good husband and a good father, and would definitely make the children happy and grow up happily. After hearing about his growth experience from Bai Xue, she knew that what he said
No matter how serious he is, he also knows that he will definitely do what he says.
So she stopped taking birth control pills. If he wanted a child, she would give it to him, and their baby came quickly.
She finally saw a smile related to her on his face, which made her feel that their future was infinitely beautiful, and his heart would slowly shift to her and her children. She was so full of hope...
She didn't want to hate Bai Xue and knew that she was not qualified to do so.
But he couldn't help but keep complaining in his heart, until he actually sacrificed himself for Bai Xue, completely forgetting her and the child in her belly. The pain of losing him made her lose control and let her hurt the person he loved most. Calm down,
She regrets it very much.
Bai Xue didn't blame her.
Looking at her, thinking about what she had done for Miyazawa, she suddenly realized that such a woman was worthy of his love, and his love was not unrequited. She was the one who always felt wronged by him, and she was the one who
Everything is wrong.
She had been wronged not for Miyazawa Yu, but for herself. She realized her selfishness and mistakes.
His sudden death made her very painful, and she even wanted to go with him, but she knew that she couldn't, she still had their child, and he didn't want her to go with him, and he didn't want him to finally be freed, and she
harassment, so she had no choice but to live.
After his funeral, she left Jincheng, a place where she found her life goal, the warmth of family, and where she was both happy and miserable.
A year later, she was very glad that she left there, because leaving there allowed her to meet him.
Her husband Miyazawa Tama!
After giving birth to the child, the child's body was too weak to grow up in the dry place in the north, so she took her to the south of the Yangtze River. When she came here, she immediately fell in love with this warm town, and this town was also her blessed place, because
Here she met him who she thought was dead!
She will always remember that day. On that day, she took her child out and met a thief.
