He knew that he was being selfish, and he knew how difficult this opportunity was for her, but he didn't want any changes in their future. He wanted her to stay in their home all the time, and he could see her as soon as he came back.
He can hold her when he wants to hold her, instead of being cold wherever he goes alone. If he wants to take a look at her, he has to fly so far away. Besides, he doesn't have time to go to such a far place to see her.
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Wang Jingping was silent, like a fire extinguished by the heavy rain, without any life.
More than his threats, what she couldn't stand was him like this. She knew, clearly knew that his situation was really bad, and knew that he was very dependent on her. He often said that in this world, he only trusted her,
She was the only one who could make him relax.
With her watching over him, he is getting thinner day by day. What will he do if she goes to Paris for two years?
"Jing, you know I can't live without you..." Strong arms hugged her tightly, and he buried his head in her neck, his voice was indescribably fragile.
Wang Jingping felt very distressed.
"Jing, don't go, okay? Stay by my side and don't leave me. I can't live without you..."
How could she leave with him like this?
"Okay." Although it is a pity, no matter how big the regret is, it is not as important as him.
"My Jing is the best." Yuanxun said happily. Besides the loss and discomfort just now, he knew that she didn't want to let him go!
The next day, Wang Jingping told her instructor that she would not go.
The instructor was shocked, "Not going? Why is this happening? Weren't you still very happy yesterday?"
"I'm sorry, teacher! I'm really sorry!" Wang Jingjing felt so guilty that she couldn't even raise her head to look at her tutor.
The instructor looked at her, "Is it because of your boyfriend?"
She knows she has a boyfriend.
Wang Jingjing didn't answer, which was regarded as acquiescence.
"You and your boyfriend should discuss it carefully. You are only going to go for two years. Besides, it doesn't mean that you can't come back in the middle. It would be a pity if you don't go!" the teacher said seriously.
"I'm sorry, teacher." She told Yuanxun a lot last night, but no matter what she said, he just didn't agree and always looked at her with such pitiful eyes that she couldn't help but feel cruel.
The instructor sighed, "Xiao Jing, you know that the teacher has always been very optimistic about you."
"I know, I'm really sorry, teacher, for failing to live up to your expectations!" Wang Jingjing bowed, still unable to raise his head with guilt.
"What you are sorry for is not the teacher, but yourself. If you don't go, you will destroy your own future."
"I know……"
She knew what else the teacher could say at this point?
"Xiao Jing, there is something the teacher knows shouldn't say, but I still want to tell you."
Wang Jingping lowered his head and listened attentively.
"Is a person who doesn't care about your future, your preferences, and your dreams worth giving up everything to love him?"
Wang Jingping remained silent.
"Xiao Jing, the love gained by blind sacrifice is not true love, and it will not last long. Love is mutual. Your indulgence will only spoil him and make him take it for granted, but you will not get his equal deep love. You understand
"?" She is her beloved disciple, so the teacher is willing to say so much.
"Thank you teacher for your teaching."
"Oh, okay, you can go out."
After Wang Jingping went out, she felt very heavy. Although the teacher didn't say it, she could feel that the teacher was disappointed.
Even she herself was disappointed. She wanted to go, she really wanted to go and learn from Master Lien, she really wanted to...
When she had a video chat with Bai Xueyiyi and the others at night, they asked her when she was going to leave, and she said she wasn't going.
"Why don't you go? Don't you always dream of learning from Master Lien?" Bai Xue frowned.
"That's right! How could you give up such a good opportunity? This is an opportunity that others only dream of!" Lu Yiyi's tone was a little anxious.
Wang Jingping remained silent.
The two people on the other end of the computer said almost at the same time, "Did Yuan Xun not let you go?"
She nodded.
"How could he go so far!" Lu Yiyi said angrily. You know how much Jing, who studies fashion design, wants to learn from Master Li En. She was so happy when she had a party with them yesterday! How could Yuanxun, a bastard, not let her
Go, not only did he not help her realize her dream, but she even stopped her from pursuing it!
"I'll go talk to him!" Although Bai Xue's facial expression didn't change much, she could still tell that she was angry.
"No, it's just that I don't want to go." Wang Jingping said hurriedly.
"Jing, are you treating us like children?" Lu Yiyi rolled his eyes at her. Would she not want to go?
"Why do you think I work so hard to improve?" Wang Jingping asked.
The two of them were silent.
"I work so hard just to shorten the distance between me and him. If my improvement will make us farther and farther apart, what's the point of my improvement?"
"Is it just to shorten the distance and not have your dream? Don't you most want to be an excellent fashion designer?" Bai Xue said after being silent for a while.
"I do, but what I want most is to be with him. If I leave him when he is at his most difficult, if I let us come to an end, you think, why would I want an extraordinary achievement? Nothing.
Not as important as him." Her life is not as important as his, let alone her dream.
"Jing..." The two of them didn't know how to persuade her.
"I know what I'm doing, and I won't regret it." She won't regret the choice she made.
The two of them could only ignore her.
To put it simply, the three of them are people who never look back until they hit the wall. They are all people who find it difficult to look back once they make a decision.
After losing this opportunity, she looked for a job after graduation, but the results she found were not ideal. Another opportunity came when a nationally renowned original clothing brand was recruiting designers, and her work submission passed unanimous review and they accepted her.
She, but this company is in Shanghai, which means she has to go to Shanghai.
Yuanxun didn't want to live apart from her.
"Xun, if I don't have much development here, why should I not do design?" Wang Jingjing, who has not worked since graduation, is very unsure of herself. She doesn't want to live such a idle life anymore. She has no worries about food and drink now, but
She wants to design and want her work to be recognized by others!
"It's better to be your own boss than to work with others!" Yuanxun did not use the policy of mourning soldiers this time, but gave her a ready-made stage.
"What do you mean by being your own boss? Do you want me to open my own clothing company?" Wang Jingping was slightly stunned.
"If you want to open a clothing company, you can." The Yuanxun is no longer the same person as before. He has the ability to open a company for his woman!
Wang Jingjing shook his head, "I don't want to, I just want to design clothes."
She is not a business major. Starting a company is too laborious and laborious. Even if he has money to invest, she is afraid that it will all go to waste!
