914. Chapter 914 Don't go back if you can't go back
"Impossible! Xun is a person who pays great attention to the privacy of his feelings. He won't tell us friends about his feelings, so how can he tell you?" The Yuan Xun he knew would never talk about his feelings to outsiders.
, not to mention showing that I am tired and unbearable!
"This shows that Brother Xun has different feelings for me and you! He is willing to say anything to me. This means that Brother Xun has different feelings for me and we will definitely be together!"
Xia Yun said proudly.
Xia Long looked at her, "You are so arrogant that I am speechless. You died that day and you didn't know how you died!"
"Can't you stop cursing me?"
"Xia Yun, I order you to stop your stupid ideas immediately. Tomorrow I will send you to study abroad!" Xia Long really didn't want to care about her as a reckless person, but she was his biological sister after all, and he didn't want anything to happen to her.
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"Are you kidding! If you want to leave, go! Leave me alone!" Xia Yun doesn't care about him at all. She won't listen to her parents' words, let alone his!
After Xia Yun left, Xia Long was very angry, but he couldn't help but think of his sister's words. She said that Yuanxun told her personally that he was tired of Wang Jingping. Based on his understanding of Yuanxun, this was absolutely impossible!
But there is no need for Xia Yun to panic like this...
He frowned even more.
The cold war between Yuan Xun and Wang Jingping continues.
Although Wang Jingping set up his own studio, he was still the official designer of Bai Xue's clothing brand. After discussing business, Bai Xue expressed concern.
"Jing, how are you and Yuanxun?"
"In the Cold War."
Bai Xuedai frowned slightly, "Why are you still in the Cold War?"
Wang Jingping sighed and said, "I don't know how to go on."
"I heard that you slapped Xia Yun at the banquet, and you solved the problem like this..." Of course there will be a stalemate.
"I deliberately chose this stupid way to solve this problem. He also saw that I was doing it on purpose. He was angry with me and angry that I did this on purpose and wanted to separate from him. I was also very disappointed, very disappointed.
What he did and said, we haven't talked since that night, so I don't know how to continue, I can only persist like this coldly."
"A cold war is not the solution."
"I know, but now I can only wait." Wang Jingping said with a bitter smile.
"What are you waiting for? Waiting for him to get bored of you and break up with you?" Bai Xue raised her eyebrows.
"Why didn't you say that you were waiting for me to give up on him and break up with him?"
"Jing, is this the result you want?" She got back together with Yuanxun just to break up again?
"No, this is not the result I want, this is the result I fear most." Wang Jingjing said in a deep voice.
"Then why did you choose this method?" There are many ways to solve this problem silently. Why did she want to make this happen like this and let their relationship reach this point?
"The last marriage change has always left a shadow in my heart. No matter how much I try to get rid of it, I can't get rid of it. It has become my inner demon and I can't help but be afraid every day, fearing that one day he will suddenly not like me.
I am afraid that by then I will be old and faded and will no longer have the strength to start over. The better he treats me, the more afraid I will be. I am afraid that I will not be able to live if I lose him. I know that this kind of thinking is very inappropriate. I know
No one can guarantee that you will love only one person for the rest of your life. I know that such thoughts are unnecessary and neurotic, but I just can't get rid of them. I can only suppress them as hard as I can. But the more I suppress them, the more they rebound. At the slightest sign of trouble,
It makes me scared as if I will lose him, and even makes me think of him in horror, thinking that he loves me so much but betrays me behind my back..."
"Jing..." Bai Xue felt very distressed seeing her like this.
"Because of fear, I no longer dare to love him wholeheartedly like before. I always want to keep a distance from him to protect myself. This also makes him afraid that he will lose me, so he loves me more carefully and pleases me."
"I don't want this. This kind of love is too tiring. I don't want him to be so tired..." In the final analysis, Wang Jingjing still loves Yuan Xun too deeply and doesn't want to let him feel any discomfort.
"I don't know, I really don't know what to do... I really want to love him like before, but I can't do it, I really can't. I don't know how to change myself like this..."
"I'm afraid that sooner or later he won't be able to bear me like this. I'm also afraid that he'll be too tired of loving and won't be able to love in the end. Love shouldn't be like this... Love should be a happy thing..."
"So I want to take advantage of this opportunity to get rid of such a shadow. I don't know whether the final result will be that the shadow kills me and separates me from him, or that I can kill the shadow and be truly happy... I
Leave victory or defeat in his hands..."
"Jing, I once had a period like yours. Yes, we can never go back to the past, but why should we go back to the past? The past has passed. We could love simply in the past, but now we are no longer pure, and
How can we have pure love? Some people say that love between people is like a piece of paper. Once cracked, it cannot be restored to its original state, but why must it be restored to its original state? Try again to turn your love for him into a new one.
Isn't it enough to just have a blank piece of paper? Since we can't love like we used to, why don't we start our new love? Why do we have to go back to the love without self in the past? Love is not only about giving, but also about repayment, and love is not
Losing your own love is true love. If you lose your own love and love someone, you will not be cherished by him. His true love, love is two-sided. Only when both parties give in can it last forever. You say he is afraid of losing you.
, loving like this is very tiring. If you want me to say that it is not tiring, it is still the right thing to do. Everyone should be worried about the person or thing they love. Only when they are afraid of losing it will they cherish it and protect it with all their heart!"
Wang Jingping was stunned by Bai Xue's words. She felt like she was heading towards the shadow of despair, but what Xue said was nothing. This shadow should not exist at all.
"Jing, if you love him and don't want to lose him, you shouldn't be afraid, but always keep yourself fresh and find ways to keep his heart in you forever. This is the right way. If you feel that he is not worth it,
If you work so hard and feel that if he makes you sad and disappointed, you will leave him, then you should not be afraid, but should make yourself live a happier and more colorful life, improve your life level, contact more men, and be influenced by others.
Many people like you. If you lose him, you will have a better substitute. Do you still need to be afraid of losing him?"
