1213. Chapter 1213 Without her, thousands of pinks and blacks would be colorless 7
She suddenly hesitated.
Thinking of this, An Jingxing suddenly thought of many precious and beautiful moments when his mother was with him.
Although her mother is a lunatic, she treats her much better than Ande Hui and Lin Suya. Perhaps it is the natural maternal nature in the body that plays a role. Mother will always instinctively secretly leave good things to herself.
The meat on the dinner table, the occasional candy, the beautiful candy wrappers, bank cards or jewelry.
She is indeed emotionally unstable sometimes, but she doesn't curse or hit people like other lunatics. She just likes to sit quietly in a corner, basking in the sun or flipping through photo albums, saying nothing or doing nothing. She is tired.
Go to sleep.
To be honest, taking care of my mother is not a hard job. On the contrary, Xiao Jingxing liked the way of getting along with such a mother. He would occasionally go out to buy groceries, withdraw money, go to school, and when he came back,
I can always see my mother smiling at me, doing nothing. Just that smile is enough to satisfy all the desires of a little girl for her mother.
Sometimes, when I quarreled with other children outside and got angry, I couldn't help but talk to her when I came back. She wouldn't comfort herself, say nice things, or scold herself.
She just smiled and listened to herself say those things, and then, maybe unconsciously or maybe consciously, she reached out and touched the top of her head, and then pulled herself into her arms.
When he grew up, An Jingxing also thought that maybe his mother was not crazy, maybe she just closed herself off subconsciously, allowing herself to stay in the best things in her memory to a certain extent.
Her time will stay there forever, but even so, she would rather believe that her mother knows her and loves her deeply, because sometimes, she can see that her mother seems to see through her eyes.
When she encounters other things, whether it's memories or the people in her memories, those things will always make her feel happy.
Maybe this is the connection between mother and daughter. In short, this is how she feels.
Such a pitiful, such a beautiful mother, no matter whether it is good or bad in this life, she is inviolable in my memory. Even if there are any bad things in her past, it is just the past, remember it with me
The mother among them has no relationship whatsoever.
She can deceive herself and choose to give up the investigation and maintain the beautiful image of her mother in her mind, but is that really her mother? The mother in her memory is just a virtual image left behind according to her own preferences and subjective wishes.
film.
Only what happened in the past can make her mother come alive. Only what happened in the past can make her truly understand why her mother became like that.
His mother's love for him will not change, and his love for his mother will not be doubted by anything.
In this case, why do I have any hesitation, hesitation, or contradiction?
Thinking of this, An Jingxing took a deep breath, saved the photos on the page, and printed them out with a printer. There was a lot of information recorded on it, enough for her to read for an entire afternoon. After all, she was still pregnant.
, she didn’t want to stay in front of the computer for too long. After all the information was printed, she turned off the computer and took the information to the balcony to read through it.
The above records about his mother An Luoqing can be said to be very sparse, and the mother's name is not even mentioned. Someone just wrote on it that Nan Hongzhe had a mysterious relationship with a mysterious oriental woman when he was young.
However, this relationship did not seem to last long, and it was never mentioned again.
Seeing this, the photo in her mother's hand that was the same as the one on the Internet appeared in her mind. Thinking about those photos, she couldn't help but remember that her mother had a rather old diary back then, and there were many more
She had never looked through the old things when she was young and illiterate, and her mother regarded those things as treasures.
Later, because of An Jinmu's frame-up, she wandered into the hands of Tang Qianrong without any preparation. Later, she also investigated the whereabouts of her luggage and her mother's belongings. The result of the investigation was that not long after she left, those
The things were discarded by An Jinmu's family. She found the person who arranged for An Jinmu to discard these things at that time, but the person said that someone later bought these things from him. He thought at the time, there are still things in this world.
It's incredible that someone would spend so much money on things belonging to a dead person.
I heard that the man looked very ordinary, nothing special. He took the things and left. He didn't know who he was.
At that time, An Jingxing felt that it was a bit slim to recover her mother's relics. Although she wanted to continue investigating, the clues later stopped at this chain. Even Tang Qianrong's power could not trace more things, so she had no choice but to
give up.
Now it seems that who would be interested in mother's relics?
It is absolutely impossible for Ande Hui and Lin Suya to be together, Nan Hongzhe? Nan Hongzhe had been dead for almost twenty years at that time, and it is even more impossible to be him?
But who else but him?
An Jingxing looked at the photo of Nan Hongzhe and An Luoqing repeatedly, and touched his mother's young face with his fingers, as if just by doing this he could go through the tunnel of time and see what his mother had gone through.
, will it become what it was later.
The mother in this photo seems to be much younger than she is now.
Although she is young, she is already very beautiful.
At ten o'clock in the evening, An Jingxing finally finished reading the long piece of information. When she leaned on the chair and let out a long sigh of relief, her mood did not improve at all, because the information was nothing more than some praising Nan Hongzhe for his superb skills.
Apart from the successful experience, there is nothing else.
There is some information about Zhuo Wan Mountain mentioned above, but it is not very much. Although Nan Hongzhe lived not too old, he has obviously been deified by his admirers such as the younger generations. Some techniques related to gambling and stock trading are also
They are all written so magically that Nan Hongzhe is like a god, capable of anything and everything.
After reading this patiently, she glanced at Lezhen and Lezhu, and saw that they were both still asleep. Then she walked downstairs and walked in the garden of the castle. While walking, she thought about Nan Hongzhe and...
Who should I ask about matters related to my mother’s generation?