1272. Chapter 1272 Without her, thousands of pinks and blacks would be colorless 66
"That's why I didn't want this child, but no matter what I did, the man would always stop me. In the end, I had no choice but to stop eating. I wanted to commit suicide on a hunger strike, but he took me to New York again, to
This place... Jing Xing, you know, I really want to die now. Zimo died because of me. He clearly protected me and my children during his lifetime, but in the end... he died because of us.
And death, after something like this happened, I really don’t want to live anymore... I really want to go down and be with him..."
Lin Xiaocuo was immersed in her own sorrow. After such a long time, it was the first time that she expressed all her thoughts in front of a trusted person. She thought she would get An Jingxing's understanding and sympathy, and he would
Get her comfort and understanding...
Who knows, at this moment...
suddenly……
"Pah!" A hard slap sounded on his cheek, followed by a burning pain.
To be honest, when I was with Hodder, although I had no freedom, to some extent it was because of my superior position. Because of the child in my belly, no one dared to speak loudly to me, or even touch me.
It's impossible to do anything with your fingers. The only person who can do whatever he wants to him is Huo De, but because of the child, even he has some scruples about himself.
This slap really shocked her to the point where she was so surprised that she even forgot to cry.
"Jing...Jing Xing?"
"Are you awake at all?" Jing Xing's voice was indifferent and sad. The sadness showed that she was still feeling sorry for herself, but the burning pain did make her sober...
Sadness is like opium. If you immerse yourself in it day after day, it will become addictive. When she is immersed in the emotions of guilt and self-blame every day and night, she is also losing herself step by step.
Approaching hell.
But she didn't notice it at all.
"None of this is your fault, let alone the fault of the child in your belly. Why do you want to abuse yourself? You and the child in your belly have been together for almost ten months. Don't you feel sorry for them at all? They
Still in your belly, you are everything to them, but you abandoned yourself so easily... It’s okay to abandon yourself. You know that if you continue now, you will abandon not only yourself, but also
Two children, your current death is not the death of one person, but the death of three people! You murdered your own children! Do you understand it? Maybe you feel that you have no future because of this incident, but two
Children are still innocent...you cannot deprive them of their right to come to this world!"
An Jingxing's body was still very weak, but she still tried her best to say what she wanted to say. She hoped that Lin Xiaocuo would wake up and figure out what she was doing now...
Because she has had the same experience, because she has had the same feeling, she doesn't want Lin Xiaocuo to be forced into a desperate situation by her own negative energy... She hopes to make her understand that as long as she lives, there is hope... As long as she lives, everything
Everything can be overcome, even sadness, self-blame, guilt and regret... everything can be overcome and passed...
Although Jiang Zimo's story is a bit unbelievable to An Jingxing, but...
Lin Xiaocuo couldn't ruin himself for him!
"But... Zimo is no longer here... Even if the children are born, they are destined not to be with me. Jing Xing, as soon as the children are born, they will be taken away. Maybe I will never see them again in my life."
...If that's the case, then why do I still have to give birth to them, why do I have to suffer so much, wouldn't it be easier to just die?" Lin Xiaocuo cried and roared, An Jingxing knew that what he just said had already shaken the biggest pain in her heart.
The pain is forced out, and sometimes there are some emotions. As long as you can vent them out, you can still be saved...
So seeing Lin Xiaocuo like this, An Jingxing was actually relieved in his heart.
"I don't know who the man is who treated you like this, but as long as you live, there is hope. Besides, didn't you meet me in New York now? If it had been before, I couldn't guarantee it, but now I can definitely tell you
You, no matter who he is, there is no way he can take you and your child away from me, little mistake... cheer up, I will protect you and your child this time... take good care of yourself and be well
Giving birth to them is worthy of Zimo. After all, when he was alive, he also hoped that you and the children could grow up healthily... If you abandon everything and go underground to find him now, do you think he might rest in peace...
...I don’t think he will... He will even resent you, why let him bear a bigger sin... Jiang Zimo is a good person, and what he wants to see is that you are safe... What do you think?"
"Jing Xing..." After listening to An Jingxing's last few words, Lin Xiaocuo's broken crying could be heard again...
This time, Lin Xiaocuo cried longer than before. The heart-wrenching voice seemed to hollow out his entire soul. Even An Jingxing felt that he had been infected, and his eyes were red.
She thought of Jiang Zimo's help to her and Tang Qianrong before, and of the middle-aged police officer's calm and mature smile...
Speaking of which, it's really a pity...
"Jing Xing, can you really protect me and my child?" After crying for an unknown amount of time, it was completely dark outside. Lin Xiaocuo grabbed Jing Xing's hand and looked at her with red and swollen eyes from crying.
He asked dully.
Jing Xing looked at her and nodded vigorously. Yes, when she was not Lin Wensheng's daughter, she really couldn't guarantee it, but now, she believed that as long as she told Lin Wensheng all this, he would definitely help her and Lin Xiaocuo.
, she can let Xiao Cuo live with her, and then under the protection of Lin Wensheng, no matter who the man is, they will not be found.
"I will definitely do it. I will definitely protect you."
An Jingxing's guarantee still gave Lin Xiaocuo a sense of security. With her company, Lin Xiaocuo took the initiative to eat for the first time today.
Days passed little by little, and after a week, Lin Xiaocuo's body became much plumper under the care of a specialized nutritionist. His overall complexion also looked much better. Jing Xing's body also recovered little by little.
Now she can walk completely on her own. Although she can't walk too fast because the wound has not completely healed, it is more than enough to take a look at Lin Xiaocuo.
