There seemed to be such a thought in a corner of her heart, which made her couldn't help but look forward to the man's true identity.
"I only know that Mr. Tang's surname is Tang, and I don't know anything else." The woman was not repelled by this conversation, but her mood was not high. If it hadn't been for the man's instructions, she probably wouldn't have wanted to say another word to her.
Let’s talk?
Even so, her answer still made An Jingxing secretly relieved. Yes, she did have expectations in her heart, but more of them were nervous and contradictory. Although she was looking forward to it, what would happen even if she really saw it?
?
The man who had raped her was like fire and water to her. There would never be a relationship between them. Even if she saw the child again, it would only increase her sadness.
It would be better not to see you again than to see him again.
Her reason told her that such a decision would be good for both of them, but she still couldn't help but feel a dull pain in her heart.
"But I know that Mr. Tang is married and has children." As if she suddenly thought of something, the maid frowned slightly and paused slightly while clearing away the tableware.
"Miss An, don't blame me for talking too much. In fact, I have seen a lot of women like you. Mr. Tang is very popular with women, but you are the first woman he brought back, but don't think too much about it.
Flying on a branch and becoming a phoenix, Mr. Tang already has a pair of very beautiful twin sons. Although we have never met the mother of that child, she is definitely the woman that Mr. Tang holds in his hands and loves. People like you...
…Hehe, I’d better advise you to give up on this idea.”
The maid's tone was a bit sour, and it was easy to tell that she had probably been admiring that man for many years, but finally failed, so she took it out on herself, the woman who was brought back.
An Jingxing did not deny that the moment she heard about the twins, she was indeed disappointed in her heart. She was a failed mother, but she was never so failed that she could not even feel the heartbeats in her belly. She was only pregnant with one child at the time.
Children, so Mr. Tang who has a pair of twins can definitely not be that man...
"Thank you." Ignoring the sourness in the maid's words, An Jingxing thanked her. She had just arrived in this place, so it was better to be cautious. She didn't want to offend even a little maid.
Hearing what An Jingxing said, the servant seemed not to have heard it. He packed up the tableware and took it out without looking at her again.
After dinner, An Jingxing lay on the bed and slept for a while. After these days of turbulence and torture, her body was so overdrawn that even she almost forgot that she was still a baby who had just given birth.
A woman in confinement.
Even when I'm asleep, my dreams are unreliable.
She would always dream about those times, the basement full of wolf dogs, and every word Lei Aotian said to herself in the coffee shop. Her heart seemed to have jet lag, and she didn't feel much pain at the time, but in her dream
It hurt so much that she almost shed tears.
At that moment in the dream, she realized what she really thought in her heart. The relationship that lasted for more than ten years was not fake. The moment she was sure that she had lost Lei Aotian, her heart ached.
Even though his performance at the time was so tough, so proud, and so confident.
At the end...she was still in pain.
And in the dream... She vaguely felt that when tears rolled across the corners of her eyes, it seemed as if someone was gently wiping away her tears with their hands. The feeling at that moment was not as real as in a dream...
